🚫fake name alert.🚫

😌 word of the day:quit 😌

Soooo I woke up. Got ready went to prison for being mentally unstable and apparently too honest.

Met with Samuelle (she's going cuz she stalks boys she likes) Walked there happily.

Saw Anna(she's there cuz she brings full Pringles can everywhere.)

And Emily arrived late but she's there because she looks like an egg and has 257 mugshots of her friends.

What a creep. Mowgli was there cuz he waddles like a penguin.

Josh cuz he tells dad jokes at the age of 12. And finally Sara for being a pick me.

Such horrible crimes.So I had geography first with Mr Sami and he was being so fucking annoying.I wanted to strangle him and see whether his face could get any redder.

Probably not. He's such a red teletubby. He gave me a warning for no fucking reason like go finger yourself you 50 year old pedo.

Anyways after I got a warning I had a mental crisis and drew art all over my hand. I played tic tac toe,wrote some inspirational quotes,scribbled,drew some circles and wrote some French words.

All of that on my hand. I should become a tattoo artist cuz it was pure talent.Anyways I had an assembly and it really inspired me.

We had 3 visitors so first a teacher called Mrs Munroe told us:
"You're off to great places,
Today is your day,
Your mountain is waiting,
So...get on your way."
So beautiful😔.

The next one was the scary teacher with a proper deep voice,Mr Kerry:
"Tough times don't last,
But tough people do."
I guess I'm not gonna last then👴.

And finally the best one Mr Clegg:
"Winner's don't quit,
Quitter's don't win."
Brought a tear to my eye😢.

So then I had maths and halfway through a teacher came in and called people to come with her and she said my name💀.

And I was panicking cuz I ain't getting no injection cuz if my mum wants me to have it I'll have to have it.

So me and 5 or 6 other people were following miss to the assembly hall and they were all set up with a little waiting area and like 10 desks where you get the injection.

I was just standing there waiting in line for my turn to speak to miss. Then I was my turn and she said what's your name sweetheart and I was like Leyla and it sounded like my inner demons were released.

I had the worst voice crack ever😭. And then she said what's your date of birth lovey and I was like 18 of March.

She was scribbling something down on a post it note then she passed it to me and told me to wait until I was called over.

I sat far away and looked at my post it note. It said leyla.18.3.10. And the number 48.

DEHUMANIZATION. GIVING ME A NUMBER AS A NICKNAME OR WHATVER YOU CALL IT. VERY RUDE.

So I sat there and this 30/40 year old woman with blonde hair was calling for someone to go to her but she didn't specify who so I just sat there.

AND SHE WALKED OVER TO LEANED CLOSE TO ME AND SAID HELLO LOVE. CAN YOU COME OVER HERE AND HAVE A CHAT WITH ME. NO NEED TO WORRY. THIS IS A SAFE PLACE😭😭😭😭😭.

I was screaming inside. But on the outside I just nodded. I walked over to where she was and I had to sit on a foldable chair.

Them chairs are so painful to sit on. So she was like my name is Joe what is yours. I answered her and I was struggling.

I had to avoid eye contact at all costs. Then she said if you get this injection it will benefit you and your health. Like if I get something I get it.

I'm not gonna wonder around with fifty billion injections in my arm. Then I kind of zoned out. And when I came back she said do you have any questions.

I was like do I have to take the needle????cuz my phobia of needles was increasing. And she blinked hard and smiled awkwardly and I knew I fucked up.

Then She said I was just telling you , you don't have to take it if you don't want to.And I nodded then she give me a slip in case I changed my mind and I zoomed out of there and back to class.

So it was dinner and I was chatting with my amazing friends. And Samuelle said she did really good at the long jump in pe.

Like have you seen yourself of course you did well you skinny prick. Then Emily snorted and Anna giggled🙄.And Samuelle gasped.

What the fuck did you expect. Oh yes how amazing I bet you flew across the same like a leaf falling from a tree.

Get a grip(on my dick.)oh and I also said your arms are as small as kaden's dick(very tiny.)

Anyways then I went to English and halfway there Mr cliff asked me to carry his books to his class and said ok and I did then I went to English with miss Tokyo and I realised where the fuck is my coat.

Then I realised my £2 mango Rubicon was in the pocket of it. And I was straining my brain cells trying to figure out where I left it.

But I couldn't think straight. Then I went to history with Miss Murphy. She's so brilliant.

I asked her a couple minutes before the lesson whether I could find my coat and she said yes and signed a note for me and said you can go look now so you're not late home bye.

Aghhhhhh😭.(miss Tokyo said no) then I went downstairs to the library and it was on a chair🤦.

I'm such a cocomelon head. Ugh. Anyways I went home did my daily after school routine but added crying over sad books.Then I went to sleep.

The end😩

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