Two days straight that she had been unconscious, and he could just feel the worries worsen. For him it was dreading to wait for people who he sees like a family not awake. It was not helping that he felt like it had been this weird orb that caused this. His gut felt queasy at this and something felt off about his sister figure.

Call it a hunch or maybe Heroes intuition but this wasn't feeling like her. Not even when she was asleep, she felt like this. It was as her energy had shifted to a bad one. The thought alone made him feel unsure and anxious. But he wasn't the only one, everyone else was worried.

"I know your worried but take a nap, please. When not for you do it for me." Wally sounded desperate now and he let out a sigh and nodding. His boyfriend let out a relieved smile and scooping him up as making their way back to their room.

He went for a quick shower and then ended up cuddling with his boyfriend. The two had not said anything and the male was going soothingly through his hair. This resulted in him feeling calmness yet exhaustion catching up on him. So that it took not too long for him to fall asleep.
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His eyes slowly opened, and he groaned out as he realized that he got woken up. A harsh nightmare woke him up. It was about Honerva and he could just shiver. This was a first and it took a lot not to freak out. Lucky for him he had an amazing boyfriend who instantly was acting and starting to whisper some reassuring words.

Not even five minutes later a knock was coming, and he was feeling dreadful. In the end, they were called for a meeting and he knew something was up from how upset Lance looked like.

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"No." He firmly said as standing up. "You didn't." He added soon in disbelieve at what his sister figure had done. To make this worse she thought having this connection was the only way to find Honerva.

"I am not going to stand this." He firmly said once again, and his eyes narrowed. "Because I might as well jump off and into space and die. This is suicidal and I can't believe that almost you all agree to this." He hissed out and gritting his teeth. It was obvious that he was as upset as Lance, now that he heard what this orb was.

"This is our only chance that we can find her." Her heard Allura say and he huffed out at this.

"Did you ever think that now Honerva can find us and not to mention that we all are connected?" He was glaring daggers now and feeling angered that she was risking his family member for this. Not to mention he could feel the bad energy vibe from her.

"I had to do what I had to do, Richard." Her voice was firm, and he closed his eyes and when opening all emotions left. A blank look was on his expression.

"You're not her." He said firmly and all emotions left. "All you are right now playing right into her hands. Even your vibe is evil." He pointed out and everyone was staring at him. The reason was obvious to him and he knew why.

Now that he thought about it, since he trained his ability, he started to have sharper instincts and even feeling when someone has not pure intention. It was why he was right now firmly against it. Wally had been silent and none of the others in the room had said something yet.

"I am still me. Just because I have this entity in me doesn't mean that I am different." She explained and his expression hadn't changed.

"No you aren't. Not as long as this thing stays in you. Because the Allura I know would risk everyone's life." He still held the same tone, and this went on for a few minutes. He wasn't backing out on this one nor was Allura.

"I got called?" Shiro was now entering and he glanced at him and still having the same expression. The male instantly felt the tension in the room. He plopped himself back down and staying silent as Keith explained. Then there came the voting and he sat firmly on his chair, the same was said with Lance and Wally.

"This is too risky, and I won't join." He said as pulling out his Bayards and slithering it over to Allura. "Because I am not going to join something that could kill my sibling figures." He still had the same expression and standing up and leaving. He wasn't going to stay any longer with this entity in his sister figure. He might be reckless but even this was something that he would not do, not when there are people at stake. People who he sees as his second family.

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He watched as Voltron was formed. Wally and he had talked, and he agreed with him. Even Lance but in the end, he went with them and even promising to be their sharpshooter and protecting his sibling. What he wasn't regarding was that he ended up getting dragged into this. Let's just say he hated every moment and had been nagging them not to do it. But in the end, he had to follow them through the light.

"I didn't even want to be here." He said with exasperation. "Yet here I am, having to be stuck with you Keith who let this happening." He sarcastically said after everyone -sans him and Keith- ending up getting dragged down into the Honerva's mind.

"I- Okay what are you implying?" Keith had a defensive tone and he breathed out trying to calm himself down. "This is pure madness. We are here in danger and no one can protect us. Hell, we could die." He said with a tense undertone and it was clear that he wasn't wanting to be here.

"I clearly stated I didn't want to be here, yet I ended up getting pulled into this. God Wally will so have my head, and this is all Allura's fault." A grumble was coming out and this was making Keith turn his attention to him. Right now, he was feeling his anxiousness bubble up and fear gripping him. What would happen when they would die in here? Would he ever see his boyfriend, family and friends?

"You are a part of this team and I am sorry for not regarding what you wanted." Keith said with a regretful tone and he let out a sigh and hugging the other male. It was just that right now he was on edge and he needed this. The male hesitated and then hugging back. This reminded him of Damian, and he mused slightly.

They pulled away when he heard a roar from the black lion, and he let out a sigh when seeing that the others are back. He was instantly pulled into a hug by Lance which he returned happily.

"So sorry that you ended up getting dragged into this mess." Lance said and he waved it away. His gaze went over and realizing that there were now four other people there. From the looks of it Allura knew them and he got explained that this were the first Paladins.

"H-Hi, pleasure to meet you guys ju-just wished it would be on a better timing." He said softly and shyly. The other people were greeting him, and he was feeling really anxious about this all. They ended up in a place where there were a castle and he huffed out as letting Allura lead the others. When his father stopped her from touching the castles doors and saying something that this was a dark entity he huffed out.

"I told you all that her vibe is evil right now but no you straight up ignore me and my instincts again. I am fed up with this bull and like I said I never wanted to be here." He grumbled out and a dark look overcame him.

"Even her father isn't agreeing with Allura so why we are still doing this?" He huffed out and feeling really not good. This place felt not alright and he went closer to Lance. The male instantly put an arm around his shoulder.

"Then you shouldn't have joined us." Allura said and he bit his lip and feeling the tears built up. Because he wasn't here by choice but got forced to join.

"I didn't plan to join! It's blue who ended up making me come here because I am the blue Paladin you aren't right now! So, don't rub this into my face!" He yelled out and feeling frustrated and angered. He wanted right now nothing more than Wally, but the male wasn't here.

"I am upset enough that you don't regard what I want. This isn't the sister I know and as long as you have that dark entity in you, I don't see you as my sister figure." He said and everyone had been silent afterward because his other sibling figure knew how upset this was making him. But Allura was set firmly and they came not to far as a robot attacked them.

He ended up being the one using blue and Allura had was behind him furrowing her brows in confusion. They formed Voltorn and he gave her a glance and huffing out.

"Blue choose me as her Paladin, and she isn't pleased with you having that thing in you." His voice was calm as he looked ahead. Afterward he ignored her not wanting to deal with this and he had wondered this as well, after Hunk asked this question. Where are the old Paladin's? A fight broke out with the guardian. The original paladins seemed to be still there, and he was relieved.

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He wheezed slightly when opening his eyes and puffing his cheeks out wondering what just happened as well. But he sulked and not saying anything other than a shrug. Being dragged into this mess was not something that he liked, and he hated it. To make this worst that they would have to go through a place full of dangers and full of traps. A huff was going out and he so wasn't wanting this.

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He was shocked at how the memories from good to bad went from Honerva and he closed his eyes feeling horrified to know that she killed them and ending up trapping their souls in her. His mouth stayed shut and mood was sour.

"I don't care Keith." He snapped now and glaring daggers at him. "I rather don't want to lose another family member." He gritted out and fearing that he would lose her. Lose her because of this entity. So far none knew about his past, but he had lost his parents and Jason -even when he came back- his brother figure.

"It's the only way and I won't stop." Allura said and he pressed his lips together not wanting to deal with another argument. This was horrible and no one could stop her, and he was not liking this at all.

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He wasn't moving nor was he attacking anything. This was his way of not approving and he gave a silent grunt in anger. Because her memories were not something that he wanted to see yet here he was seeing Honerva's memory.

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Great now they were in a foggy room with her loud voice going on her nerves. He was pissed off and it was really not something that he wanted. To make this worst he had to work together and feel that damn evil thing. God this was not something that he wanted yet he gripped both Lance and Keith's hands tightly not liking the feel of this thing.

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"Tsk, I so hate you all." He deadpanned under his breath but there was no heat to it other then aggravation. He stood up and puffing his cheeks out as wanting nothing more than getting out of this place.

"Love you too but I still love mullet more." Lance said with a nervous grin stretched over his lips and he puffed his cheeks out feeling a warmth spread through him. At least he knew that wasn't hating him.

"Yeah, yeah, love you two too." Keith said with amusement dancing in the dark violet eyes. When Lance asked what would ask him and a robot ended up in front of them, he wacked the male behind his back.

"You had to jinx it!" He yelped out in pure exasperation and Lance rubbing the back on his head in a nervous manner.

"I distract it." Keith said and he wanted to argue but knew better, knowing that his brother figure wouldn't want this. So that he rushed away with the others. But to his surprise he ended up back in the lion and gritting his teeth as feeling the painful electric feeling on him. But soon they ended up getting rescued by the ancestors from Voltron. They even managed to defeat the robot and to his surprise another black lion appeared and a younger Zarkon.

What made this even more strange was how he sounded friendly. This meant that this person wasn't the cruel male they got to know. He stepped protectively in front of Zarkon.

"Harm him and I will fight you." He said warningly not letting her harm someone who was not the one they know.

"Step aside Richard." Her voice held deep pain and he grimaced knowing that she wants nothing more then revenge. It was making him breathed out and staying firmly.

"No, because revenge is not an option on someone who has not done anything yet. Because this person is clearly not the one we know." He said firmly and the glare he received was making him shiver but he stayed there.

"What do you-"

"I know more then you know!" He gritted through his teeth. "I have lost my parents because of a Villain killing them! I see them falling to their death and you know what happened!? I wanted revenge and almost had done something I would have regretted. So yes, I know how you feel." He said first loud and anger yet sorrow and regret lacing under it but at the end it was softer.

Everyone was silent for a moment and he bit lip realizing what he blurted out. Something that he had not wanting anyone to know. It was making him vulnerable and he swallowed thickly now. Alfor stepped forward and he winced slowly stepping away. Then a hand was firmly placed on his shoulder.

"I am sorry to hear and I am glad to know that my daughter has a friend that would stop her from going that path." It was said with a grateful yet caring tone. A tone that he often heard his father figure use and he let out a sigh.

"Of course I would. Because going after revenge won't do. But I have to do something." He walked up to Zarkon and swatted the male behind his back.

"This is for all the sorrow and chaos your future self will cause. I can't believe that someone as cheerful as you would end up as an emperor who countless were enslaved as and killed as well." He puffed out and not adding the fact that he was one of the victims, but he couldn't be mad at someone who looked that clueless.

"I-I am sorry I did what?" The tone was disbelieving, and he seen the male rub his head in confusion.

"Exactly what he explained but I guess that you didn't realize what you were doing. Blinded by Quintessence and it makes it not alright but it makes sense." It was said softly by Lance and he was grateful to see that he was holding Allura back.

"How dare you all stopping me." Her voice was eerie calm yet anger lacing her and he walked calmly up and glaring at her. He was usually not someone who would punch anyone nor a female but was tempted.

"Shut up. Because when you don't have your anger under control, I am not sure that I can control myself from punching you. Right now, you're not clear headed and it's that damn entity who makes you like this." He hissed out and standing firmly in front of her with arms folded. Everyone of was surprised at this, or the people knowing him and Allura hesitated before letting out a sigh as apologizing. They found out what she was after and goddammit he was so not fond of this. Because this was his fault. He had the chance to stop it but couldn't do it because Lance would have been the one who died. It wasn't something that he could lose.

All realities will pay the price and he was feeling horrified to know this. To make this worse their lions vanished and now they were stuck and would probably die.

"Great job in leading us to death, Allura. I hope your happy now. My boyfriend will lose me, my family, friends and all the other people will die because you brought us in here." He said sharply having none of this, but he wasn't giving up.

"We need your help." He turned his attention to the first Paladin's and hearing Zarkon say Voltron was gone was wrong. They still have this in them. They all starting to fly up in the air and forming Voltron and ending up getting out of the mind with the help of their first Paladin's.

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His eyes slowly opened, and he stared up at Wally who looked fanatic and he winced at this. But when his gaze met his, he knew that something was not right. Because he was looking really mad and he was. This had almost ended up in him dying and he was furious and to make this worse Allura was not waking up. Whelp this couldn't be any worse...