beep. beEP. BEEP!

I slammed my hand on the alarm. I sat up and instantly regretted moving. All my bandages twisted up and hurt me even more. I slowly moved to my desk and grabbed the scissors from the drawer and cut them off. You could still see the bruises, they where very vibrant. They were a darker color today. I touched one of the bigger ones and winced. Today is gonna suck; 'I'm gonna try to stay home', I thought to myself as I walked out holding my chest area.

Nathan was already there when I walked down. He was fully dressed today. He looked over and gave me a sympathetic look. "I wish I could let you stay home little bro but I don't know how your school would take that with you missing half of yesterday and stuff." i instantly cursed the damn school i was forced into and walked up to my room to get ready.

Once i came back down i pretty much just had the usual shoes and hair style but today was binder, band shirt, and black ripped jeans and a small set of bracelets with random band bracelets. Nathan looked at me with an 'ur crazy' look. "Do you even know what the shirt even says?" he asked softly laughing. I stared deep into his soul, "Yes i do, its my favorite band, know drive me to school peasants!" i said pointing onward towards outside and the keys in hand.

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The car ride was quiet except for my music tape i had brought of my favorite band, Asking Alexandria. My brother kept giving me weird looks through all the songs. The main ones i loved were : "Alone In A Room" "A Prophecy" "Into The Fire" "The Black" "Not The American Average" "Moving on" and many more.

AN// Asking alexandrea is an real band. They are screamo.//

When we finally pulled up into the parking lot i was instantly scared. I couldn't deal with another beating from Axel. my brother gripped my shoulder reassuringly. "Its gonna be okay if he tries to start anything run straight to the office. He wont do anything there. And i have a after school meeting with your principal do deal with what happened yesterday. She's more in likely going to want to see the camera videos and then your bruises. You don't have to raise it high enough to show your binder if you don't want to. But i love you bro just try to have an good day." he said before hugging me. I sighed as I exited and walked straight into the doom I was heading for.

AN// that was chapter 5 i am so sorry for the delay, ive had a ton of personal problems come up i promise i will get better at posting more regulated basis. I will try to shoot for every other day but with my school year ending i wont have my laptop for much longer. But thank you for reading my book im already at. 30 reads! And thats at least better than the 14 i had less than 24 hours ago. I hope my book can get to 3K like my old book that i had deleted. I love you all so much don't forget to vote!