I ran and ran until I couldn't run anymore. I felt weak and helpless. I was lost. When I had woke up this morning I was determined to make it back to the mansion and resume my life as it was for as long as it was possible. But it was futile. I couldn't find my way and I had no idea where I was. No doubt Sebastian---no. Kieri would come to find me and bring me with him. I wasn't important to him any longer. He didn't love me.

I was in a field... A different meadow than before and yet it looked similar... There was no one to ask for directions and no one to bring me home. Everyone thinks I'm dead back home... How could I come back from that? Well... I suppose, considering I'm a noble and all, a lot of people would go out of their way to make something like that up or kidnap me in some way. Perhaps I could... Return for a time... If I could find my way that is.
After resting a bit I began running again, finally. I came to a street. I heard footsteps behind me. Someone was coming. I had no weapon, nor any protection. What should I do? Then I realised. I have incredible strength. 'You're a demon. Remember?' I thought to myself. So I was bold as I was in life with Sebastian at my side.
"Who's there? Show yourself!" I ordered to the figure in the brush.
"It's me... Sir." It was Sebas---I mean Kieri. Of course.
"Why are you here?" I asked him as I blinked a tear away from my eye. "You don't need me.... And I---" I couldn't lie and say I didn't need him. I did. And wanted him... But not like this. I wasn't him... I wasn't a heartless monster....not yet anyways.
"I am following your order, sir. That is all." Kieri spoke flatly. I laughed bitterly.
"Right! Good dog!" I mocked him. He twitched.
"Please refrain from referring to me that way, Young Master." I just laughed at him again.
"I can do whatever I please... Butler." I spoke to him in a way that intended to make him angry. There you go. Heart breaker.
It was hopeless to think I could get back to my dear Lizzy... I knew it all along. Goodbye, love. Goodbye forever.