Jongin

I couldn't help but to keep staring at him shocked; I knew I was getting a lot of attention.

"Jongin, what are you doing?" Chanyeol yelled at me and passed him some tissues, "I'm so sorry about him, he doesn't know to behave around other people," he said as he glared at me sideways. 

I quickly sat down and ignored the stares from them. "S - Sorry, I was just shocked," I excused myself, embarrassed over my actions. 

He wiped himself with the tissue Chanyeol handed him whilst glaring at me. "I don't care if you were stunned or not. Was it really necessary to spray all over me?" he spat and I glared at him.

"Come on Kyungsoo, forgive him. He didn't mean it," Baekhyun said and held on his shoulder, "sorry." He glanced at me and smiled, which I just nodded back to. 

"Still, it's pretty rude." I couldn't help but to snort at him as I crossed my arms over my chest.

"Did it look like I did it on purpose? And you're the rude one!" I yelled back, receiving a nudge from Chanyeol with his foot under the table.

"You're the rude one," he whispered. 

I rolled my eyes. "No, he is! I've met him before, and every time we've met, he's being the cocky rude one who doesn't even say thank you when I helped him from a tall bully who probably would've beaten him up if I didn't make it in time!" I yelled, already feeling myself getting way too heated up. I really did have a short temper, and I sometimes couldn't control it. Not if I've already snapped.

"Please, calm down Jongin," Baekhyun said softly, "there's a reason for that." 

I glared back at him. "No, I won't fucking calm down! I'm out of here," I snapped and threw my jacket over my left shoulder as I stood up to leave. 

"You said you were starving!" Chanyeol yelled after me, "Jongin, come back!" 

I didn't bother to look behind as I responded, "I lost my appetite." 

I walked out of the restaurant and went home. It was true: I was indeed starving, but I didn't want to be any near that rude ass, and rather bought some ramen in a grocery on the way. 

"I thought you were coming home late from a double date, dear?" my mom asked as she spotted me stumping up the stairs. 

"Chanyeol said that, not me," I grunted, closing my door to my room. I just wanted to be alone.

Why did it have to be him? Out of all the people here, it had to be that rude ass who was Baekhyun's friend? He must've went to the same class as he or something, since I had never noticed him until the entrance when we became trainees. I also didn't know his name, but I didn't care. I didn't care about him - at all. 

But I was annoyed that he was the friend of my best friend's possible boyfriend. 

As I lay down on my bed, I got a text message appearing on my phone. It wouldn't surprise me if it was Chanyeol. He probably wanted me to come back and apologise for being the rude one. 

'I'm sorry I got you into this Jongin, but can you please come back? I want this to work out.' Well, I was close. I didn't really bother to reply and just tossed my phone beside me on the bed.

Just seconds later I got another message, but I knew him too well to know what else he had to say. He would just keep on nagging me until he got what he wanted. I had one word to describe him perfectly: annoying. 

My phone kept on beeping, and he even tried to call. That's when I snapped.

"What is it Chanyeol?" I asked annoyed as I picked up the call, ready to end it already.

"Please hear me out Jongin," he started. I sighed, but allowed him to continue. "I know it didn't go well, and I'm willing to listen to you later, but please come back. I need you to stay beside me here mate. You promised." 

I hated it when he did that. Saying that I already promised to do something, using that against me whenever there's stuff I didn't want to do. He liked to push me around.

"If you're willing to listen to me, you won't be forcing me to go back. I'll go to sleep, so good night. I hope your date will be fantastic." 

The last sentence was sarcastic and I didn't even know why. I didn't know why I was on the edge to snap whenever there was a talk about him or his date. Or that he was dating someone. It just made me mad for some reason. I didn't like it. It's not that it had anything to do with me, or affected me in any way, and it just made me wonder why I was so much against it. Maybe I'm just tired, and probably gone mad. Maybe I've already gone mad a long time ago.

I decided not to give it so much thought about it and just jumped into the shower and got to bed after I ate. I was a lot more tired than I thought I was, and I fell fast asleep quickly. I wasn't looking forward to meeting the guys in the next morning...

"His name is Do Kyungsoo," Baekhyun said as we sat at the lunch table. I rolled my eyes uninterested whilst drinking from my juice I bought in the cafeteria. He was sitting beside Baekhyun, and Chanyeol beside me.

"I think you guys started off on the wrong foot. Please, just start over and introduce yourselves," Chanyeol suggested, just making me want to just strangle him. Why couldn't he just take the hint that neither of us wanted to do that, or even interact with each other?

"Please just drop it Chanyeol." I had explained to him what happened, and why I was so annoyed and didn't like that Kyungsoo guy. He was the rudest person I had ever met, and I sure as hell didn't want to get to know him better.

I didn't even understand why even Baekhyun was friends with him. I've always seen him alone, so maybe he just felt sorry for him? Or was there something good in him? Nah, it couldn't be that.

"Tell him you're sorry," I heard Baekhyun whisper to Kyungsoo and I glanced at him to look at his expression: he was looking downwards on the table, like he was in deep thoughts. "Just do it Kyungsoo. This is the first step for gaining a friend. You always complain, right? Now, make an effort." I didn't know if he wanted me to hear it or not, but I decided to speak up anyways.

"Don't force him to apologise when he won't mean it. I understand if he's not polite, or even nice. I couldn't care less anyways." God, I really sounded like the biggest jerk on the planet, and I even surprised myself, and surely Chanyeol was giving me a death glare.

"Jongin!" he snarled and literally punched me on my arm.

I rolled my eyes and just ignored them. I ate my food and watched Chanyeol and Baekhyun being all lovey dovey and fed each other with their own food, kissing each other's cheek, rubbing the other's hair, and so on.

I didn't even know why, but I felt really irritated. I didn't want to watch anymore and turned my back against them to ignore them, but I somehow turned it back without noticing and continued to watch them. Suddenly, they got up and smiled towards us.

"We'll be back soon," they said and got out of the cafeteria. It was only Kyungsoo and I left, leaving it way more awkward than I could've imagined. I'd rather be strangled than continue being near Kyungsoo.

"You like Chanyeol, don't you?" he suddenly spoke up, which utterly surprised me, and I couldn't help but to just stare at him.

"Huh?" was all I managed to say, and he was staring back at me.

"You like Chanyeol." This time, it wasn't even a question. I firstly stared at him speechless with my jaw hanging, but then it eventually sank in what he had just said to me.

"Me? Liking Chanyeol? Are you kidding me?" I laughed, a forced one, which he noticed. "He's my best friend."

"They can have feelings for each other too."

I sighed at him whilst slightly rolling my eyes, and said, "he's nothing more to me than my very best friend. I just want him to be happy."

Kyungsoo stared back at me, not looking convinced one bit. "Doesn't look like it."

"I don't care what it looks like," I mumbled, "I don't like him that way."

"I don't believe you," he just replied back.

I stuffed food back in my mouth, ready to drop the topic as it made me annoyed already by how much he was pretending to know me. "I'm amazed you know how to talk to a person without being a complete dick, although you're still annoying," I joked, and surprisingly I could see a small hint of a smile on his lips, which made me flinch.

"Then I'll keep on amazing you," he joked back, which sounded cheesier in my mind than it probably was in his. I couldn't help but to smirk and saw him a bit differently as a person than I did literally five minutes ago. Maybe he wasn't just an rude ass, but also a little jokester himself.

"You're not that bad Kyungsoo," I smiled, "I'm sorry I yelled at you and spat in your face yesterday. I actually didn't mean it," I apologised and he stared at me. I figured out that if we could ever become friends, or less enemies, someone has to start to apologise, and I didn't mind being the first one. I admitted I was being a dick. Plus, I was curious of how far his personality would show to me.

"Me too. I'm not really good at socialising and making friends," he said a bit awkwardly, "so I'm really bad at it," he also apologised, which made me smile.

"You're a good person, I'm also sorry I misjudged you."

He seemed a bit taken aback as he kept on staring at the table between us. "You're not the only one," he replied.

I frowned at him. "Really? Who else?"

"Baekhyun," he answered, "he misjudged me the first time he talked to me as well. I guess I'm used to it, but back then..." He took a long pause, and if I didn't know any better, I'd think he'd start to cry. But he didn't seem like the type of person to just suddenly start crying - especially not in front of me at least. Not someone he had just managed to communicate with.

"It's okay, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to," I comforted him, which he nodded gratefully to.

"I don't want to sound stupid or anything, but I want to..." He stopped for a second, and then looked like he was trying to find the right words. He surprisingly looked nervous, but in his own way. "Sorry, it's nothing."

"It's okay to tell me," I reassured him, but it didn't seem like it helped.

"It's just stupid, I won't bring it up." He looked embarrassed, and for some reason, I could guess what he wanted to say: he wanted to be friends, didn't he?

"Fine, I won't force you," I smiled at him. It was probably hard for him, so I didn't want to force him out of his comfort zone.

"Finally you're talking with each other!" Chanyeol cheered as I hadn't noticed he or Baekhyun coming back.

"Wait, did you leave us alone so we'd have to talk to each other?" I asked surprised, which they both grinned to with a nod.

"Of course, why else would we leave just like that?" My face flushed pure red as I had something else in mind, and Chanyeol noticed. "Jongin, you dirty boy."

He laughed at me and nudged me playfully on the arm whilst Baekhyun's cheeks turned pure pink.

I guess they just did it for us to start over without having any wrong ideas of each other. He probably thought of me as a rude cocky dickhead who had a crush on his best friend, but that wasn't true at all. None of it.