"Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all"

*lays in bed listening to the song repeatidly while looking at new some new scars*i never cheated on her.....*sighs and replays the song again*

*looks at desk and sees a picture of Lex*

Why...can't i just talk to her......why do i always choke up when i see her.....its all because of that f**king picture.....that stupid picture runied my love life with Lex.....*sighes before tearing up* she probably hates me.....and she has all the right too*cries himself to sleep while holding arms in pain as the a bit if blood are on them*

-Parker Romanoff Signing off