Twenty Five
Clockwork - Taemin
Never had Jimin been to a drive in theater before. He's only seen those types of things in movies where cars would be parked up in rows outside a lawn, in front of screen as a movie plays for all the viewers to watch from inside the car.
Of course Jimin is no idiot. It's for a fact that a few of these cars here are far deep into doing something else rather than watching a film named Grease.
Perhaps there's a few that are actually enjoying the film, but that number is pretty low.
Meanwhile there's Jimin and Yeosang.
Jimin actually seems to be engrossed with the film as he eats his chocolate bar, having the hots for the main guy character and practically melts whenever he's on screen. Meanwhile Yeosang is like a hawk moving his eyes around the area to catch his target.
The two are currently at the backseat of the car, not trusting the front to be safe in case someone tries to shoot at their heads. At least with the backseats the windows are tinted and bullet proof, so they're much safer here.
Well hopefully.
"I would literally trade to be a virgin just to get fucked by him."
Jimin couldn't help himself by this point but continue to fawn over the Danny character, being unaware of Yeosang's scowl but not like he cared either way.
"We're here on a look out, not to actually enjoy the movie!" Yeosang snaps, using his binoculars to look to his surroundings and making sure he catches their guy.
By the name of Leedo.
Based on the picture that Felix sent to Yeosang on his phone, he's someone Yeosang has never seen before in his life. That means he's a good spy if he's managed to fool the Spawn so perfectly well.
Such a shame he is also so fucking hot too.
Well those were Jimin's words after Yeosang showed him who he should be on the look out for, but of course the movie steered his attention away from their actual task.
"Shhh, Danny is doing Track- Fuck look at how his legs strides!" Jimin praises with glittering eyes, "If you want to make it up to me for fucking with my life, I would be perfectly fine if you gift me with a Danny."
"Jimin can you just focus!"
Okay Yeosang is annoyed by this point.
I guess......... Jimin can help out a bit.
Whatever that means.
So that's why Jimin eventually finished his chocolate bar and huffs, moving himself to lay on the backseat of the car to look up at the window.
Perhaps kicking Yeosang to the ground when he wasn't paying attention to give himself room.
"I'll keep a look out in case he's flying in the sky."
This definitely earned a slap on his thigh by Yeosang's hand and instead of Yeosang fighting with him with his sarcastic attitude, he ended up laying down on the clean floor of the car, staring at the ceiling with a frown.
They're a bit early as of now so of course Leedo won't be here anytime soon, but Yeosang definitely needs to relax his stress levels before he ends up not being able to concentrate when the time arrives.
By this point now the movie began to slowly fade in the background, much to Jimin's surprise, with his only focus moving from the window and to the ceiling of the car. It's insane how normal his life was before Yeosang came into the picture, and now he's suppose to be -figurative speaking- handcuffed with a guy -who can't even give dick without being sentimental.
Then again that's always expected; Commitment.
At least Yeosang doesn't want something like that with Jimin.
A few kisses here and there doesn't change where they stand, that much is obvious. However it would be an evident lie to say that the two has not improved some way this communication, or just their angry fire around each other.
Don't get them wrong, it's still the same but not as horribly as before.
In some way they're actually understanding each other more, not like they have any other choice in that matter.
They're all they got.
"Jimin, can I ask you for a favor?"
Wow what a surprise, him asking a favor from Jimin.
This should be good.
Jimin remains with a firm gaze to the ceiling, unfazed, "What is it?"
What came out of Yeosang's lips was entirely something he definitely did not expect.
"Can you stop bringing Namjoon over?"
Huh?
Who the fuck- Who the hell does he think he is?
Jimin's whole face twists and he turns his body with an elbow plopped up, looking down to see Yeosang avoiding his gaze as he looks at the ceiling.
"Why?"
That was the deal, Jimin would stay as long as he could have his friends over.
Not like Yeosang can please his needs either way.
It took a while for Yeosang to speak up but then he exhales a heavy sigh, "You may be okay with him after what happened at the dorm, but I'm not. If he's going to say or do things that makes you feel uncomfortable, I don't want him near me........ Or you."
Aw is he actually caring?
How disgusting.
Oh the grin on Jimin's face is wide, too wide, and he couldn't help but chuckle drily, "Are you jealous?"
Yeosang snaps his eyes so suddenly to Jimin that it took him off guard how quick it was, especially by how hostile his glare is.
"What is there to be jealous of?"
Yikes.
How cute.
That didn't wipe off the grin off Jimin's face, now sitting up on the back seat, "Glad to know you still have your snarkiness with you. Was beginning to worry that you're growing soft on me," And then he pats the seat beside him, "Come, lets enjoy the movie together."
"Jimin there's no time-"
"Please?" His voice is softer now, maybe with a small sincere plead lacing it, "Let's talk properly."
That's the thing with them, they hate the sentimental shit. They always find a way to avoid it at all cost. It's probably because of how much they try to avoid it that's not so approachable to confine to each other, but it's almost like a mutual telepathy.
If this conversation escalated, there's no telling where it would lead to.
So it's better to slice it off before it gets worse.
Yeosang stares at Jimin for a moment, keeping his gaze firm but then it also slowly relaxes. Wordlessly he sits up and makes his way to sit beside Jimin, having a sight to the screen of the movie while keeping a distance between.
The two didn't say anything at first, but it wasn't awkward or uncomfortable- Fortunately. They just watched the film in silence, letting it grab their attention slowly despite their task. Yet it was growing hard to concentrate since it's winter, the car is growing colder and colder as the night continues to grow. Not like Jimin is affected by the cold, but he is shivering and he prefers being warm than freezing to death.
Unfortunately the film isn't doing much justice in distracting him from the cold, so he hugs his knees to his chest and rests his chin on his legs.
Now that they're in this silence, Jimin can't help but overthink Yeosang's words. Sure Namjoon isn't something that serious in his life, but he has been the one person who has been consistently around; even if it's for the wrong reasons. In some way Yeosang shouldn't even have to worry about having him around.
Jimin already told him he didn't want to be around him anymore.
Something weird is happening to him. He can't exactly distinguish what it is but now he just doesn't have the need to be intimate.
And oddly..... He wants to make sense of it.
That's why his lips moved before his mind could catch up to it.
"I'm starting to not like being touched these days, you know?" Jimin suddenly says quietly, slowly making Yeosang avert his attention to him, "It's not like I'm disgusted or anything, but I just..... I don't know. It doesn't feel the same anymore."
This has been on Jimin's mind for a while, and even though he's not much of a very sentimental person, this feels like it's something he needs to let out.
As strange as it is.
Out of all people to Yeosang, but he knows that Yeosang won't give him pity.
That's something Jimin needs right now; Someone to not be so weak around him.
Yeosang just observes him for a moment, seeing the way Jimin's gaze is becoming more dazed and distant before speaking, "Well..... Do you think that's something bad?"
Well....
"I guess from a certain aspect it is, can't be the Prince of Sins without a little lust," Jimin manages to joke drily despite the fact that he's not smiling, "But..... I guess it gets tiring just being wanted for sex after a while. Not like I want something more but..... Kinda growing tired of always having to explain myself why I do what I do."
It almost feels disgusting talking about this because Jimin doesn't usually talk, and it just feels really odd. Maybe he's just use to being judged.
No one really listens to him, for the reason because he's wanted for sex alone. No one cares about his perspective or what he thinks because at the end of the day he is only their to fill their desires, so it's just.... Weird having someone listen to him.
Actually talking to him.
Not like Joshua is anything different but Jimin can't talk about these things with him. Not like he would judge but.... Jimin knows Joshua would just be too soft.
And if there's anything Jimin hates its being seen as weak.
Yeosang slowly hums to his words, leaning more back against the backseat with hooded eyes now staring to the head rest of the front seat, "A title shouldn't matter to you. If it's making you unhappy than just be..... Jimin. Who you want to be. There's nothing wrong with that," He says bluntly, maintaining his voice soft to not shatter the delicate environment, "Believe it or not, I was once like you too."
Ha! That's hard to believe.
Jimin abruptly chuckles lightly, fixing his eyes to look at Yeosang now, "No way."
This actually made Yeosang twitch a lazy smile to the corner of his lips, almost as though the memories is playing in his head, "Yeah, I hated the idea of commitment. I enjoyed my freedom and wanted to keep it that way," And then he blink gently, his small smile still there before moving his eyes to Jimin once again, "But I guess the same happened to me, but I wanted something more serious..... Kinda want to be with someone who feels something when I just look at them or for me to feel something too, you know? To feel a connection. Feel free and also... Wanted? In a none greedy way."
This is probably the first time they have ever had a civil conversation; No fighting, hard shoves, or bickering names. They're just talking and feeling very open with each other in this cold car of the winter night.
As twisted as it is, Jimin can see where Yeosang is coming from. Although he's not really into whole commitment thing, he understands perfectly well what is it to have that need to be wanted.
Perhaps in a way Jimin is starting to feel like that too, but not entirely. Sure he wants to feel that fire of lust again, but he doesn't want to have to commit to someone. Truth is.... Meeting Yeosang has really changed that, since now Jimin doesn't really want to imagine sleeping with anyone else.
Just him.
As much as Jimin has tried to push thy thought away, he can't fight it.
He really desires for him.
Even when they kiss it just makes him feel alive, and that's the closest thing to that fire of lust that Jimin hungers to feel.
Would Yeosang feel the same way too? Who knows.
Now that Jimin got a taste of it, he just wants more. However he respects Yeosang too much to cross any lines, despite how often they disrespect each other. He's not going to be one to hold Yeosang back, it'll be pointless since Jimin doesn't do relationships.
So with a heavy heart Jimin flickers his gaze back the screen, "You'll find that person. If there's anything more out in this world, it's a lot of people. Your other half is bound to come to you eventually."
That's really all Jimin could do, make him hope someone better will be out there to be someone he's looking for.
Someone he wants.
Yet through Jimin's hazy mind he didn't notice how Yeosang scoots closer to him, but he did feel a hand on his shoulder with a gentle rub.
Even his touch is warm.
"You'll find your spark too. Maybe you just need a break from the sex, have time for yourself?" Yeosang tells him, making Jimin relax, "I mean what better time than now since we're literally isolated by how much of a messed up situation we are in."
A soft twitch of a smile forms Jimin's lips and he leans his head onto Yeosang's shoulder, who evidently tenses up to the sudden gesture.
Jimin can let his guard down for a minute right?
"Guess that's a sign of fate," Jimin jokes softly, fluttering his eyes when Yeosang arm wraps around his shoulders and hugs him tightly, somehow making him feel even more warm, "I hope you know I still think you're an asshole."
"Whatever you say...... Minnie."
This fucker did not just-
Jimin's whole facial features fell, snapping his head up to see Yeosang staring at the screen with an amused grin twitching his lips.
"You stupid shit! What did I say about the names!"
"I swore I thought you said you liked Minnie."
"I NEVER SAID THAT-"
"I can briefly remember how you got all red with the nickname-"
"I swear Yeosang if you call me that again-"
"What are you going to do? Kick me out of my own car?"
Jimin grits his teeth and grabs the strings of Yeosang's hoodie, yanking him closer to his face, "I'm warning you."
Just by that twitching smirk on his face Jimin knew Yeosang was just about to cross that warning.
Oh he's going to regret it.
"Minnie."
Fuck this.
I'm done holding back.
Jimin fists Yeosang's sweater and slams their lips together, almost immediately sparking that fire pitch of desire he longed for.
It's strange really the irony of how Jimin was just saying that he's starting to lose his own touch of his sexual desires, yet that is completely gone when he kisses Yeosang. That desire is exploding like a volcano over his bloodstream, accelerating his pulses until there's nothing but this feverish need tingling his body.
And it wasn't helping that Yeosang seems to be not backing down either.
On contraire, Yeosnh grabs Jimin's hips and yanks him to his lap, straddling him down against his pelvis while Jimin just continues to grab his face to keep their lips locked together.
What once felt cold now felt hot, and it seems as though none of them wanted to stop, or couldn't.
It was as though that thick tension was start to burst, leaving nothing but the force of the blast to inject both of their bodies in a narcotic high for each other.
They drowned in it.
And they didn't want to be saved.
"Say that again," Jimin growls against his lips, whining when he felt Yeosang's hand clawing his back to urge him closer, "P-Please."
"Minnie," Yeosang taunts back, "I knew you were a little slut for that name. Could've just said so."
Jimin suddenly grips his neck and pins him to the backseat, pulling their swollen lips away with Jimin glaring at him, "I did not say that like it-"
"Minnie," Yeosang sings now, the amusement clear behind his eyes when Jimin evident gulps to the name, "If you're going to waste my time, make it count."
And Yeosang grabs him by the neck and yanks him forward, slamming their lips back together.
Okay maybe Jimin does like that nickname but that's something he refused to admit, like ever.
Minnie is a cute pet name, which ties back to meaning something as a source of remembrance, and Jimin would rather not have any sign of strings attached to only have it be a walking nightmare win the future.
Then again, this is Yeosang he's talking about. The guy has set it clear that it's not that serious unless Jimin wants it to, but not like that'll ever happen.
Yet Jimin is enjoying this feeling far too much by this point. It's a firing sensation that just runs through every cell and hormonal tingles that rushes down his spine. What suddenly forced an ache to the depths of Jimin's abdomen has to be when he suddenly subconsciously grinds his hips, gliding directly against Yeosang's harden dick that forced a hiss out of the other's lips.
"M-Minnie, I won't b-be able to c-control myself," Yeosang growls through his teeth, thrusting his head back, letting Jimin trail his soft lips down to his neck, "W-We have to focus."
Jimin tugs his earlobe with his teeth with a knowing smirk, "Then focus on stopping me because you're not doing such a good job at the moment."
Yeosang's fingers against Jimin's body tightens, eyes fluttering, "Maybe because I don't want to. There's a different between want and need."
Oh this sly bastard.
Jimin actually laughed, feeling it in his chest the amusement as he pulls his lips away from his neck to meet Yeosang's eyes, "So you want to continue but you need to stop? Correct?"
"Yes."
"Good think I don't like to do things that needs to be done," For a moment Jimin didn't move, only stares at Yeosang's face for a minute or two until something just.... Happened?
Well he kisses him again. Not much big of a deal if it wasn't for the fact that it felt deeper and tender, completely melting Yeosang's body to the delicate way their lips moved together. It wasn't suppose to feel this delicate, but the way it felt like warm water soothing down inside their bodies was way too addicting to stop.
It's as though being close is the only way they can feel this peace yet thrill all at once. It's like fire and water spiraling around in a whirl, filling with something close to tenderness but also a boost of passion that's demanding to be felt.
They both felt it. They know they did. Just by how Jimin practically melted on top of Yeosang, his touch much gentle as it runs through his hair. The rough hands Yeosang has roamed over Jimin's body is respectively on his thighs, giving soothing rubs against the sweatpants with his thumbs.
Everything about this wasn't entirely laced with lust, even though it was a factor. Jimin was diving deeper, kissing him more slowly to continue to fuel that strange tingles in his stomach. The fact that Yeosang is responding the same way only made Jimin be convinced for sure that he's not alone.
Yeosang feels this too, he always did.
How bittersweet that they are so close yet so far, feel the same way but their priorities setting them apart.
They know their will be more moments like this, it's bound to happen, but as for know they would like to act as though time has stopped.
And when it's starts again, nothing will change.
Sadly, that moment came too soon.
While their lips moved, Jimin's eyes fluttered open. From the rear window of the car, Jimin has the sight of the row of cars behind this one. No one inside could see them but Jimin could see how they're just enjoying the movie or doing other similar activities. Just as he was going to flutter his eyes closed, he suddenly spotted someone walking down the row just on time he opened his eyes, and it's someone indeed very familiar.
Ah shit.
For a good moment Jimin was considering avoiding him and continue on with this little moment, but just thinking about Yeosang being stressed looking for this guy didn't feel so good in Jimin's heart.
He can't be that selfish.
They came here for a task, and Jimin didn't want to think of himself as a bad distraction.
So that's why he took it upon himself to tear himself away from the temptation to go further, suddenly sliding out of the car just as the guy passed it.
"Jimin, what are you-"
Suddenly Jimin's hand flew, slamming it right against Yeosang's face when he followed him out of the car as well.
The shock filling his eyes is clearly evident but Jimin didn't hold back.
"FUCK YOU!" Jimin screeches, noticing from the corner of his eye how he got the guy's attention, "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WOULD CHEAT ON ME LIKE THAT!"
Yeosang's lips gawked, clearly not having have noticed the guy, "I'm sorry?"
Jimin only whirls around with a grunt, marching straight to their target- Who was there watching the scene- and Jimin instantly tugs his arm desperately.
"You've got to help me! He's abusive a-and I don't know w-what he's going to do to me!"
"JIMIN!"
The guy glances between Jimin and Yeosang, not saying anything at first. It took a moment or two for realization to strike Yeosang's face before he glances at Jimin -who's making himself cry- And stepping back with arms up in way to show he means no harm.
Leedo only moves his gaze back to Jimin before instantly wrapping an arm around his shuddering shoulders, guiding him away while sending a lethal glare to Yeosang to stay back.
He still hasn't said anything as he lead Jimin all the way down the row, away from the other cars, and farther away to a tree a few feet away.
Far from people of course.
The sobbing teary man leans against the tree, rubbing his eyes with lips wobbling ferociously, "T-Thank you! I was so s-scared."
Leedo watches Jimin for a moment, eyes narrowed but then his facial features softened when Jimin's innocent teary eyes looks up at him.
Well it's fair to admit that in person the guy is definitely attractive, that much Jimin is no idiot to. However through his eyes having him be associated with the reason Jimin is unsafe now only fuels him with anger.
So much anger.
"Was he your boyfriend?"
Oh Jimin is screwed.
Fuck his voice is almost like an..... Angry Murderer. It's so husky, low and just has an aggressive depth to it that would force anyone to cower away and hide.
Not exactly something nice to listen to while being alone in a dark room.
"Y-Yeah," Jimin hiccups back, wiping his fake tears away with a forced smile, "Well, if I wasn't stubborn for commitment."
And just like that a rock slams to the back of Leedo's head, forcing him into instant unconsciousness as he collapses to the ground before Jimin's eyes.
Revealing Yeosang standing there behind him with a direct glare to Jimin.
Ah, glad that's done with.
"You could've told me you tiny shit!"
Jimin grins as he gathers his composure again, patting the tears away, "It wouldn't be believable either way," And then he focuses his attention to Leedo on the ground, his smile broadening to the taste of freedom feeling so close than ever before, "Well, now that we caught him, let's have some fun!"
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A/N:
Oh boy this is going to be....... Interesting....
Man the semester just started and I already feel like I'm failing :')
Yay.
Good luck everyone starting classes!
I PURPLE YOU! <33
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