Ilomilo - Billie Eilish

Jimin has no memory.

He can't recall what happened in the last 12 hours to be precise.

Maybe his dreams are blank now because of that or because for once he's getting a decent sleep without having something storming his head to keep him awake. Well whatever it was, he just can't seem to put the dots together why he's.... Here.

To be more specific, he was confused as to why he woke up to what appeared to be a medical room rather than the penthouse room? Why his body ached so bad when he tried to move? Or why his memory is so foggy?

Nothing was clear now, but one thing was surely certain.

The body sitting on the chair beside Jimin's bed, more so specifically laying his head against the bed with his delicate hand on Jimin's knee and eyes closed in deep sleep.

Yeosang.

He's.... Here...

B-But..... What happened?

Jimin is shaking now in confusion as he raises his hand to wake Yeosang up, but the second he sees the bandaged way his hand is wrapped up expect his swollen fingertips, he began to grow more hysterical in fear to what the fuck is going on.

His throat is clawing now in panic, breathing in heavy heaves to the point he couldn't breathe anymore and it doesn't stop no matter what he did to try to calm down.

And he couldn't hold it back anymore.

He screamed.

He screamed so loud that Yeosang shot up awake immediately, going from confused to taken back to Jimin sudden scream but Jimin was only focused on his aching and bandaged up hands in front of his face as he sits up, shrieking to the striking pain of every muscle in his body.

What the fuck is going on!?

"Hey Minnie! It's okay," Yeosang instantly tries to calm Jimin down, but Jimin only feverishly shakes his head as he runs his fingers along side the bruises and cuts on his arms, crying much more painfully to how everything feels heightened to this aching pain.

Did he do this to himself?!

What did he do?!

"W-What happened to me?! W-Who did this?!" Jimin kept questioning in hysteria, his mind blocked by the memory that he can't fucking remember, "I-I was at the gym with W-Woosung and I was okay!"

He was okay.

He was fucking okay!

Yeosang looks at Jimin now much more concerned, taking his hands with furrowed eyebrows, "Jimin listen to me," He says gently but stern, making Jimin look directly at him, "You.... You don't remember anything that happened? At all?"

The panic is growing severe on Jimin's face as he shakes his head and sees Yeosang grow more distressed, but immediately Woosung gets into the room after he heard the screams.

Instantly Jimin turns to him with teary eyes in horror, "M-My body Woosung! W-What happened to m-my body!?"

The medic didn't respond instantly, only checks Jimin's vitals and asked him a few questions as to what's his name, date of birth, what country he's in, and thankfully he remembered that.

He just couldn't answer as to why he was here for.

It's all.... Blank.

And Woosung grew more and more serious, turning to Yeosang now, "I'm going to run over some tests on Jimin and I'm going to need you to leave."

Jimin's heart is racing anxiously, his body trembling as it goes into a state of paranoia and lock, where he pounds over and over again to understand what the fuck is going on but he can't.... HE CAN'T REMEMBER!

But he did remember one thing...

"Jihyo," He whispers, snapping his eyes up to Woosung and Yeosang, who looked at him the second he spoke, "I-I chased after her.... That's the last thing I c-can remember and- Is she okay?!"

Yeosang looked confused to who Jimin was talking about but Woosung held onto a very conflicted gaze, refusing to look at Jimin in the eye to the way his waiting gaze grew more and more teary with his silence. He didn't have to be told what happened to her but he refused to let his mind jump to the worse.

Why can't he remember?!

What happened to her!

Fuck! Why is this happening?!

"Yeosang, leave now," Woosung ordered more firmly as Jimin began to wail more uncontrollably with his shakily fingers digging his hair, but Yeosang didn't want to leave him like this!

But it only grew worse....

Now Jimin began to hear things.

I-In his head....

He hears voices that he thought were Yeosang and Woosung bickering but it wasn't. These voices are unfamiliar, circulating in his mind that he can't block out.

"Spawn."

"Where's the Spawn?"

"He doesn't know."

"You're no use for me."

"Long live Oasis."

A loud gun shot rattled Jimin's body to the noise, looking around to see no one took out a gun at all as he heard it. Now fear is piling up as the gun shot repeats over and over to the point it became the only thing he could hear.

He's screaming for them to stop but it doesn't.

Make it stop.

Make that noise stop!

Anxious Jimin rubs his hears, sobbing now as those words continue to slam his head; A voice with no face or idea to what happened. No matter how desperately he tried to plead, it won't go away.

He began to grow so sucked into this that everything around him faded, replacing him with this new reality of a nightmare he couldn't run away from.

It won't leave him alone!

He didn't even feel the hands on his shoulders at first shaking him a little, but then he did feel a hand on his face forcing his gaze up from the sheets and too a blurred face.

Person.

A person.

Jimin whimpers and latches his hands onto their shirt, "H-Help me. I-It won't stop."

"Shh it's okay," This voice is unfamiliar, "You don't know me but I'm Taemin, yeah? I'm going to help you."

Help..... He's going to help.

The wobble on Jimin's lips calms down to a soft touch running through his hair, relaxing his every tensing muscle in his body. By the delicate touch he didn't even realize Woosung was running on his vitals and injecting his IV with a sedative to relax him down more so he could fall unconscious.

And it did work.

By now Jimin's eyes were heavy, his hands on Taemin's shirt loosening as his balance grew weaker to sit properly.

Yet he could only think about one thing alone as he's slowly brought back to the present.

"Y-Yeosang.... Where is he?"

A hand over his made Jimin's eyes slowly snap to the other blurred figure beside Taemin, but Jimin didn't have to doubt to know its Yeosang.

And that felt like an anchor to his consciousness, to feel safe.

He's safe.

"Get some sleep Minnie. I promise you'll be okay when you wake up."

So with that Jimin didn't fight his heavy eyelids anymore, trusting Yeosang's voice and let's his body relax forward against Taemin's chest before passing out asleep.

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A/N:

Well..... It appears as though Jimin's mind is blocked of the memory. Whoever has read The Nerds after chapter 66, something similar in a way, but not the entire memory.

Let's see if he'll remember or recover anytime soon!

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