Kinda imagine Jimin like this for this scene^^

Wild - Troye Sivan

The last remaining autumn days is slowly coming to an end before the coldness of winter makes its appearance. The air is now more chillier than usual, the nights longer and the streets more empty in the late hours.

It's obvious that the countdown to warmer does is slowly coming to an end, but that doesn't mean no one will enjoy it as it still remains.

That's why these group of friends want to enjoy it now, these last remaining bittersweet days while it lasts.

Usually to do something stupid Jimin would have to be drink alcohol or get insanely high, but these people seem as though they run off that drug of adolescent youthful energy naturally. No matter how old they are.

That's why they instantly got on roller skates, bikes, or skateboards and decided to go on a stroll along the streets at three in the morning.

Jimin wouldn't dare himself to do something like this while being sober, but after seeing Yeosang grab onto a skateboard that Joshua offered to him, something pulsed Jimin to grab the roller skates and come along too.

No way is this sour and rude fucker going to be the fun one between them.

Not happening.

But Jimin has never done something like this before, just ride out calmly down the streets and..... Live?

Not being scared of cops or other people or cars in the way, just them enjoying this moment together.

Out of all things to do Jimin only knows how to roller skate properly, the four rollers type, so he chose the one with the beaming LED lights at the edge with the chaotic colors and baby blue rubber rollers.

It's cute and matches with his outfit.

One of the girls in the groupie connected their speaker to their phone and suddenly they were off.

Never has Jimin been surrounded by an ambient filled with so much laughter before. Sure the times he would hang around Joshua and his friends is filled with laughter and gossip but this is something entirely different.

Jimin himself felt warm inside.

It's a sickening warmness..... But it just felt like he was living a life that just..... Wasn't his.

This feels too peaceful.

Not being able to match with the chaotic energy with everyone else, Jimin lingers more in the back but keeps up with the speed to not be too far behind, seeing so many smiles and hollers of freedom as they ride down the street under the stars. Never has he seen such a wide smile on Joshua's face before as he spreads his arms and hollers to this undeniable sensation of feeling alive.

Happy.

Free.

That's how Jimin wishes to see him look all the time.

Not like how he was before.

A day never passes by where Jimin doesn't think of Vernon and his bloody body, fists consumed in anger as he continued to beat him while thinking of only a defenseless Joshua unable to do anything as his supposed friend touched and sexually assaulted him.

Jimin may be younger than Joshua and Vernon, but perhaps the only reason Vernon ended up dead was because Jimin used the lid of a trash can against him.

The edge to be precise.

Vernon didn't want to hurt Jimin but once Jimin had the lid and jabbed it to his throat, Vernon was loss of air. It didn't stop.

Jimin didn't stop.

Then there was just so much blood.

Joshua had to go through therapy after what happened to him and he spent a long time being unhappy or not wanting anyone to touch him, but Jimin was always there for support.

When Joshua heard the news that Vernon was killed, he couldn't be anymore sad than how he was. He was too young to understand anything really.

So does Jimin regret what happened?

The more he stares at Joshua's smile now, seeing his best friend finally so happy, he doesn't regret it.

His best friend deserves this.

He deserves to be happy.

Vernon only fucked with his life-

"Hey, lost into thought?"

Just what Jimin needed.....

Ah Lucas.

Jimin's little boy toy for the night. Lucas is always around really whenever they hang out but he's never interacted with Jimin by how intimidated he was. He gained a little more confidence and today he's been like glue beside him.

He never expected for Jimin to be so sweet actually.

Very sweet.

Jimin looks to the side to see the smiling man and felt his stomach probably flutter a bit. It's strange having someone who's not Joshua look at him this way, so happy.

Usually everybody knows who Jimin is and just jumps straight into the point to what their intentions are.

Lucas has been nice enough, and definitely a good kisser.

At the moment he's roller blading but clearly he's done this before. It's easy to detect that by the way he shifts from leg to leg effortless even with his hands behind his back.

Cute.

"Eh you could say that," Jimin chuckles back, looking back to the group, "Never done something like this before."

Lucas stays silent for a moment but then he was bold in taking Jimin hand in his, interlacing their fingers together. Jimin's eyes widen and he felt all types of weirdness by this action, but when he looks at Lucas still smiling softly at him slowly Jimin felt a bit less unease.

"Me neither, so let's experience it together."

Hm...... He's something else...

But Jimin is no idiot.

He doesn't do sharing intimate or cute moments with someone. That means they're only going to get attached.

This is going to end up so bad if Jimin doesn't put a stop to it now.

Besides being so...... Touchy like this isn't his area. It's just so weird and uncomfortable. It's probably because he knows what they expect, and that's something he can never give to anyone.

"Right....... So um.... You see-"

"Hey Lucas!"

Both boys snaps their head ahead, seeing Yeosang looking back at them while being on the skateboard. He's not even looking at Jimin, more so at Lucas with a twitching smile.

"I think Moonbyul is calling you up ahead."

Liar.

A good liar.

Jimin can see and is always paying attention to everything around him. The friends are all just relaxing ahead while blasting the music, but of course Lucas isn't paying as much attention as Jimin is so he wouldn't know.

Yet Jimin was not about to say anything in regards to that.

So Lucas only squeezes Jimin hand with a smile and skates faster ahead, giving Yeosang a thumb up for letting him know as he leaves Jimin once again alone.

Why would Yeosang say something like that?

He couldn't possibly have noticed Jimin being uncomfortable or unease since he's skating ahead.....

Hm.

Slightly annoyed and slight curious, Jimin decided to skate more ahead as well to Yeosang. The other male is calmly skating while looking down the straight indifferently. His eyes kept peering around him as though he's physically ready for anything to just jump out and try to hurt him.

Or any one of them really.

Slowly Jimin frowns to this, now skating at the same speed beside him.

He never gets to relax doesn't he?

Built to kill and be on alert at all times, but never stopping to think that it's okay to relax and enjoy everything as it passes.

That must..... Suck really.

Maybe traumatic......

He's probably seen a lot of things happen, no wonder he's always on edge.

Jogging back to Jimin's purpose to why he's here, he clears his throat, "I know Moon didn't call him, so I'll assume you were covering my ass," Jimin mutters lowly, now refusing to look at him, "Thanks."

Yeosang doesn't say anything initially as he skates but then glances at Jimin, lips pursed together, "I didn't do it for you. I did it because Lucas actually seems like a genuine person and I'd rather not think of him being a love sick puppy dog after you when you leave him after letting him fuck you."

Ouch....

Well..... That's a bit too spot on...

Maybe that stung something in Jimin's dark and nonexistent heart, and it's strange because that usually doesn't happen. However he still felt it and it was a bit uncomfortable.

Right, Yeosang isn't the type to be compassionate. He's always rude to Jimin, just like Jimin is with him.

Nothing will change so easily over night.

But suddenly it all happened so abruptly where Yeosang grabs Jimin's hand, fingers interlaced together in a tight grip.

Now that felt different.

Jimin felt his whole hand warm up, almost as though it was coated by a soft blanket. Secure and protected. It was as though a directly line from Jimin's hand to his heart zapped, forcing beats to skip lightly that was making it impossible for him to catch up with it.

It's suffocating but also..... Warm.

It's a bittersweet feeling.

Yeosang held up their hands with narrowed eyes to Jimin's widen orbs, "The next time you don't feel comfortable letting another man or woman touch you, don't stay quiet. No matter who you are or who it is. If it's something you don't like, say it or get away, that'll only raise their hopes up and make you feel unease."

To say Jimin was loss of words during that moment would be an understatement. It was difficult to understand the intentions behind those words, and as much as Jimin searched for the answer behind Yeosang's orbs, he couldn't find it.

And just as Yeosang was going to let him go, Jimin's grip tightens.

The two has stopped moving now and Yeosang slowly looks at Jimin, an eyebrow perked but Jimin only gulps thickly.

"The next time you tell me to stay away, stick with your end too and stay away from my business."

Yeosang blinks to his words, glancing at their hands, "I'm not the one who approached you first."

"And yet you stayed."

"If you would to let go of my hand then I will be on my way."

"Fine," And Jimin lets go, challenging eyes staring into his with arms crossed, "Go."

Both of their gazes are challenging against each other, almost like in the game. This time now it became difficult because Yeosang hates losing and so does Jimin. If Yeosang leaves, Jimin wins, if Yeosang stays, Jimin loses. Then again their presence pisses each other off so that doesn't fucking help to say the least in deciding what to do.

Jimin wanted Yeosang to leave if he wanted to, but his nature to figure out more and be intrigued is getting his better judgement.

Who was the control here?

Both itching for it, but they never back down so easily.

Yeosang sends a glance to the group far up ahead, who probably didn't notice there's two missing, and abruptly grabs Jimin by the neck with his whole hand and yanks him forward.

Jimin shrieks with both hands on Yeosang's wrist, his heart pounding against his chest like a drum set and his pulses accelerating to the pressure. There's nothing gentle by Yeosang's touch, but nothing too hostile either.

It's at the perfectly spot for-

No..... No..... Jimin has been doing a good job at controlling himself.

If he goes for it, Yeosang wins.

"Listen here doll," Yeosang mutters bitterly, nearly spits it out in a venomous snarl, "You really don't want to test me right now. My head is fucked up as it is and I don't need you fucking it up even more."

What?

The fuck does that even mean?!

Jimin sneer his lips and squeezes his wrist tighter, "I can flip you to the ground right now if you don't let me go in ten seconds," And his eyes darts between his eyes, "And trust me, I'll be anything but gentle."

If only Jimin knew how far mind fucked Yeosang is right now. He's craving something rough. He wants to fight his way to get what he wants. Jimin is definitely not making this any easier for him to fight off his urges.

If anything he's exactly what he needs, but he will refuse to accept it.

So aggressively Yeosang let's him go after those death stares between them, grinding his teeth together in irritation, "This is why we won't ever get along. You make everything impossible."

Jimin rubs his neck wordlessly with an eye roll and starts to skate ahead to leave him alone, fighting the way his legs are wobbling and his throat clenching underneath the heat his skin that is flooded with goosebumps.

What would it take to stop feeling this already!?!

It's literally itching his skin and soul with chills and it's seems to be getting worse whenever they're together!

Why can't it just stop!

Yeosang is making him feel so many things, Jimin hates it.

He hates feeling.

He just wants things to back to how they were.... Be the Prince of Sins, who didn't give a shit about anyone and would fuck whoever he pleases for pleasure, no strings attached.

Now Jimin doesn't even want to be fucked by anyone! He needs it though. He needs to feel that coldness when he leaves his partners bed to get dressed, avoiding their questions to only care about himself as he leaves. He doesn't want to feel disappointment whenever the rush doesn't cruise through his body as he gets a dick up his ass or as a dick up someone.

Selfish.

He needs to be selfish again.

And there's only one way to do just that.

If wanting to fuck Yeosang is the reason he's been this fucked over in the head lately, then he's just going to have to give into what it wants so everything can go back to normal.

This all started with Yeosang, and this will end with him.

From now on, Jimin is done being teasing.

For the sake of his mental sanity and emotions.

It'll be a moment just like everyone else, and then he'll go back to being cold.

It's so perfect.

What's better is that Yeosang clearly hates Jimin so no strings attached.

Whatever this tension is will be broken.

So Jimin smirks broadly as he continues to skate, feeling more effortless and careless with the idea now to enjoy the night better.

And what Jimin wants, Jimin will fucking get.

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A/N:
Well.......

What do you think? Will he accomplish it?

I mean...... Yeosang is kinda of a mess......

If it does happen...... Maybe they'll just go on their separate ways and things can go back to normal!...........

Yeah......

Hm..... It wouldn't be too soon right? I mean if they do it now it wouldn't mean anything extreme for either of them, but then again I don't want to lose the flame of the story. However if they pull the card that they still hate each other after that then it will keep things spicy-

Man........ I literally went on a whole rant about my ideas didn't I?

Well anything could happen!!

Let's see how it goes!!

I PURPLE YOU! <333