The next day sidharth, shehnaaz and their friends decided to go to Goa to enjoy the last days of the year. The plan was to go tomorrow so they enjoyed the day at home with family and packing their essentials. All were excited as after a long time they were going to have some fun together. All day went in the preparations for their little trip.

Everyone retired to their rooms around 10 as they had to leave tomorrow. Shehnaaz went in the room first as sidharth was busy on some call. She had observed him busy in something from last two days but didn't ask anything thinking he would tell himself when he want.

Changing in her night suit she set on the bed waiting for him. She couldn't sleep without him now and he knew that. Few moments later sidharth entered in the room and a smile came on his lips seeing her waiting for him. Closing the door he moved towards her and quickly got into the bed. Shehnaaz instantly turned towards him and wrapped her arms around him making him hold her tightly in his embrace.

"I was waiting for you" said shehnaaz tightening her hold around him.

"I knew baby. Isiliye to jldi se call finish krke aa gya" said sidharth kissing her hair. She just hummed in response as she snuggled in his chest. His arms were her safe place.

"Sidharth tumhe koi tention hai kya" asked shehnaaz suddenly making him look at her surprised.

"Aisa kyun lga baby tujhe" asked sidharth looking into her eyes. She moved her face a little up and placed her hand on his cheek softly.

"Mujhe feel ho rha 2,3 din se k tum tention mai ho kisi baat ko lekar. I didn't ask u before lekin abhi i can't control" said shehnaaz looking at him lovingly. Unknowingly his eyes got moist and he just closed his eyes to avoid the eye contact. But she had seen those tears brimming in his eyes which worried her instantly.

"Kya hua sidharth? U crying? kya hua please tell me sidharth" asked shehnaaz as she cupped his face by getting up a little. He just shook his head without opening his eyes and wiped the corners of his eyes making her eyes getting moist too. She couldn't even imagine him crying. She couldn't take that.

"Sidharth please tell me. M hun na yahan tumhare paas. kya ho gya aise suddenly" asked shehnaaz again as she saw him trying hard to control his tears. Sidharth got up and set on the bed along with her. She kept caressing his hair making him calm waiting for him to talk to her whatever problem he was dealing with.

"Mai hun na tumhare paas sidharth. mujhe batao na jo bhi feel ho rha hai. I can't see you like this sidharth" saying shehnaaz kissed his both eyes with love making him calm completely.

"Shehnaaz pta ni abhi kya ho rha hai. m not able to understand k kya feel ho rha mujhe" said sidharth not knowing what he wanted to say. Shehnaaz placed her hand on his cheek and kissed his cheek.

"Jo bhi andr rakha hua hai boldo sidharth. m here. m hun na tunhare paas. i won't judge you. i know na? to bas jo bhi man m hai boldo" said shehnaaz with a little smile which made him more calm. He pulled her arm and made her sit in his lap. She did as he wanted. Tightly holding her waist sidharth placed his head on her shoulder making her wrap her arms around his waist holding onto him. He kept himself still for some moments and she let him do that. Rubbing her back softly she placed a kiss at the side of his forehead making him tight his hold around her.

" Shehnaaz jo bhi teen saal pehle hua, usse kitna kuchh badal gya hai. maine jo bhi future plan kiya tha vo sab abb but peechhe chhut gya hai. Jo mai uss time krna chahta tha vo ab na to ho skta hai aur na hi ab man hai vo krne ka lekin abhi aisa lgne lga hai jaise i failed everyone naaz. it's just pta ni kya ho rha hai" said sidharth in a cracked voice. He felt so helpless at the moment that shehnaaz herself got so emotional. She understood what he was trying to say and she could feel what he must be feeling.

"Sidharth" said shehnaaz as she realised he went all quiet. Sidharth looked at her and pulled her more into himself as if assuring himself that she was there with him. She would held him strong. She could feel his need and just kissed his forehead letting him know that she was there for him, with him.

" You know shehnaaz, meri aur dad ki zyadan nhi bnti thi issi baat se k he always wanted me to join the family bussiness which i never wanted. Jab m school mai tha papa tab se hi mujhe bussiness samjhane lag gye the k one day i will handle his bussiness. Vo chhoti chhoti baatein roz batate rehte the mujhe. m samjh bhi jata tha lekin kabhi interest nhi bna mera. Mujhe civil services join krni thi bas yahi tha man mai. Even in the jail i have completed my graduation but vo sab ab bhut door reh gya hai" said sidharth letting out everything which was eating him up from inside. Shehnaaz kept caressing his arms letting him feel her presence every moment.

" Sidharth i know jo bhi hua hai usme humne bhutsi cheezain peechhe chhod di hai lekin unn cheezon k liye humari zindagi nhi ruk skti. Zindagi to humesha chalti rhegi na. To jo peechhe chhut gya hai uske baare mai soch kar dukhi hone k bjaye we should think about our future right" said shehnaaz cupping his face lovingly. He kept looking at her like a small baby listening everything quietly. He was understanding what she was trying to say and that was helping him to feel better but still there was something inside which wasn't letting him at peace completely. Shehnaaz felt that seeing in his eyes. She could see he was still not okay.

" Kya baat hai sidharth. Abhi bhi you are not okay. Kya soch rhe ho tell me" asked shehnaaz again.

"I don't know abhi mai kya krun naaz. Iss sabme i just feel myself lost somewhere. abhi m totally clueless what should i do. am worried for the future naaz. i just sometimes feel that i lost my confidence. samjh rhi ho na what m trying to say" asked sidharth like a baby which churned her inside seeing him feeling so helpless. She couldn't see him like this. She understood his feelings and his concerns very well but she knew they would deal with it together and that's all matters.

"Sidharth mai samjh rhi hoon tum kya kehna chah rhe ho. I know sab kuchh khraab ho gya tha kuchh time k liye but hum sab theek krdenge sath mai. hum dono sath hain na to bas tention mat lo. Abhi tum ye sab mat socho. kal hum sab ghumne jaa rhe hain na vahan se aakar we will deal with it" said shehnaaz lovingly with a beautiful smile on her face which automatically brought a smile on his face too.

"Ek baat aur Sidharth, i trust you completely. tum life mai bhut bhut achha kroge jo bhi kroge. trust me sidharth. With the new year we gonna start a new journey together and in that journey we will achieve our every dream together. Tumhe koi tention lene ki zroorat hi nhi hai. Just trust on us. believe in us"said shehnaaz looking straight into his eyes. Those were the words sidharth needed to hear badly at the moment. He was feeling so lost since last few days but today she just flew his worry away with her words. Her trust on him, her trust on them filled his heart with contentment again. He was feeling so relieved now. He felt himself calm now. He was not restless inside for the future because he knew she was there with him and she would always be there with him to help him, to support him in every way in his life. That moment he felt so complete her being with him. He couldn't thank God enough for sending this angel in his life.

Holding her face in his hands softly he placed his lips on hers slowly. She just closed her lips feeling the sansation inside with his lips on hers. He wanted to feel her close at the moment making himself believe that yes she was there, she was there in his life, an angel who could take his any problem away within moments, who loved him so much. He sucked her lower lip softly making her bring her hands in his hairs massaging them. He let out a groan feeling her fingers in his hair and kissed her passionately. She like always submitted to him letting him kiss her the way he wanted.

Realising her going breathless he slowly parted his lips from hers. She kept her head on his chest to normalise her breaths. Sidharth himself was panting but still he caressed her hair calming her down. Kissing her hair lightly he hold her tight in his embrace.

"Shehnaaz" said sidharth softly making her look at him. She waited for him to speak but he just kept looking at her.

"I love You" said sidharth kissing her nose making her cheeks turn read. It was very rare of them saying those words. They both always showed their love in their actions . She knew that but still listening those words from him it felt so soothing. The feeling couldn't be expressed in words. Leaning on him more she just kisses his chest and he knew what it meant and holding her waist tightly he kissed her earlobe making her shiver but kissing her hair he calmed her next moment.

"Now sleep naaz. we need to get up early tomorrow" said sidharth making her lay beside him and then he himself laid down. Keeping her head on his chest she closed her eyes and he just held her tightly close to himself. Soon sleep took over them.

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"Arre ye kushal ka humesha ka hai flight miss ho jayegi. Kya kar rha hai ye andar" said sidharth irritatingly as they were waiting for kushal in the living area. He was still in his room getting ready.

" Mai abhi laati hoon isse bahr nikal kar. Nahi bahu k jaise sajne baith gya hai andar" said keerat as she walked towards upstairs but stopped seeing him coming down.

"Kushal tumhara humesha ka hai. itna time kya krte rehte ho andar" said keerat angerily. She was pissed with his habit of taking so much time to get ready. Everytime they had to go somewhere he would do the same. It's been three years now but he hadn't changed.

"Baby aagya na abhi mai. gussa kyun kar rhi ho darling" said kushal snacking his arm around her waist making her widen her eyes. He didn't realize that everyone was present there.

"Haan haan ab tu romance krle yahan baith kar. hum sab khud hi ghum aayenge" said sidharth teasingly. His voice made kushal realise their presence. As he looked around his face turned red seeing everyone looking at him with a teasing look. Keerat was long drawn into embarrassment.

"Ahmm...vo chalo abhi khade kya ho sab. jana nhi hai kya" said kushal avoiding eye contact with anyone which made them chuckle.

"Nhi nhi tu krle romance. hum wait krlenge daaaarling" said asim this time stretching on the word darling making kushal more ambarased. Elders were just smiling at their children. They were happy seeing their children happy with their life partners. Everyone was happy except Jasmine. She was missing joban who still hadn't come. Her eyes were getting moist slowly which shehnaaz noticed. She was about to move towards her just then they heard a car horn from outside. Jasmine's heart raced feeling his presence around. Shehnaaz smiled seeing relief on jass's face. A moment later Joban entered inside making everyone smile.

"Kaise ho maa" asked joban as he hugged his mother. She had tears in her eyes seeing her son after a long. He used to come very rare at home due to his job now. He had joined Sikh regiment and soon he was going to join his duty on China border. That's why he wanted to have a meet with his family before going. He hadn't tell anyone about his posting at China border after a month and he didn't know how they would react especially the one he craved so much to meet as he was away from her. His eyes searched her restlessly and seeing her standing near sidharth with tears in her eyes he took a deep breath. He knew she loves him as she knew that he loves her even when they never confessed their feelings to each other.

Diverting his gaze he met sidharth's mom hugging her who blessed him caressing his hair. Soon he met everyone in the house except jasmine. Even the elders knew that they both have feelings for each other but they never interfered giving them their time to deal with their feelings themselves.

"Hii Jasmine" said Joban standing infront of her. Jasmine looked at him and seeing him after so long she couldn't control himself and just hugged him tightly making him hold her in his arms. Her emotions made her forget everyone's presence in the room. Joban kept holding her tightly as he felt her tears on his neck.

Sidharth was observing the both since the time joban arrived. How he was looking at her every now and then, how she was craving to go in his arms. He just realized his little sister was grown up now. She was there waiting for her life partner to embrace her in his arms. He never realised when she grew so big. Unknown to himself too his eyes got moist with the realisation. Shehnaaz saw him and seeing his gaze at joban and Jasmine she understood what he must be feeling. It was the first time he was seeing their love. She moved closer to him and held his arm softly making him look at her. She smiled at him, an assuring soft smile which made him calm.

"Abbe chlo yrr. Aaj pkka flight miss hogi humari. Abhi Akem veerji aur bani bhabhi ki shaadi bhi kraani hai aake. Tum log to chlne ka naam hi nhi le rhe" said vikas this time making jass come out of joban's arms. Everyone looked at him and then at akem and baani who were blushing hard. Joban was already ready so they all met the family members quickly.

"Chalo guys. jldi aa jao saare" said Akem making everyone nod their head.

"Dhyaan rakhna bachon" said sidharth's mother waving her hand at them as they moved towards the the main door. Sidharth and shehnaaz looked at her and smiled a little.

Sitting in the two cars they all moved towards the Chandigarh airport.

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The flight was of 10am and around 1pm they reached Goa. Sitting in the cars they moved towards the resort which they had booked.

"Abhi take some rest. Sab log around 5 milenge niche. okay?" said akem to which everyone agreed. All moved towards their respective rooms. Akem had no issues with sidharth, vikas and asim being in the same rooms. They all were adults to take decisions for themselves and he had seen everyone's love so he had no issues with this. Only Joban and jasmine took individual rooms. They were yet to reach that level.

Everyone moved towards their rooms along with their luggage which was already delivered by the staff.

"Sidharth meko sona hai thodi der. Jldi aao na" said shehnaaz waiting for sidharth who was in the washroom.

"Naaz tu kitna soti hai baby" said sidharth as he came out wearing t-shirt along with shorts.

"Sidhaaarth" said shehnaaz like a baby opening her arms for him to take her in his embrace. His heart felt at peace seeing his baby demanding him so cutely. He instantly got into the bed and took her in his arms. Her being in his arms was the best feeling. Keeping his hand softly on her jaw he made her look at him. The moment she looked at him he placed his lips on hers. He didn't kiss her just pecked her lips twice making her snuggle into him.

"Sidharth meko sulaado na please" said shehnaaz keeping her head on his chest. Suddenly she felt a craving of pampering from him. She felt craving of him loving her.

Sidharth smiled at her demand and completely turned towards her. Keeping her head on his arm he caressed her hair lovingly making her close her eyes. He kept caressing her hair pecking her head in between. His care, his pampering, his love and him was all she needed in life. Feeling blessed to have him she kissed his chest. Feeling contented with his pampering she didn't realise when sleep took over her. Her steady breaths made sidharth realise that she was asleep. Lying back on his back he softly placed her head on his chest and pecking her lips he too closed his eyes to have some sleep.

Note-

I think today's update is long enough.

No proof reading so avoid mistakes.

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M not sure if u will like this chapter or not. But i wanna say don't think that i m dragging the past things much. These points are necessary to cover. Hope u like it. Do tell me your views.

Once again Happy New Year Everyone......

God bless us All....