~TAEHYUNG POV~

I was pissed at Jimin, fuming at him actually but the asshole left the house ever since and no one had heard from him.....until now.

It only took Jungkook, the raging bull three hours to find Jimin in a club, drunk off his face. What he did seriously surprised me in all sorts of ways since out of all of us I never expected Jimin to loose his cool so easily.

We all know what happened, we all know what was said between the two as we all do actually know what y/n is doing, how she feels and thinks. I don't fully understand why but I put it down to spending so laugh time with her. Then there is the fact we are demons and she is half a angel. We're supernatural beings so I guess it's possible we bonded with her in a way but I don't like to think too much about it.

I'm trying to keep a distance from her. As much as I want to see her, spend time with her. I can't.

I know of Hoseok and jins time with her and now Jimins too. They just couldn't stay away from her like he originally agreed and I can see why. It's a constant battle that's why we bring all these girls over. Not only for our job, but also to distract ourselves from y/n.

Honestly I knew it was going to be hard, I didn't want to start all this up again. I had been quite happy just spending time with y/n and feeding off her soul every now and then. She's very special.

For the whole day, the house has been tainted with her pain. Mentally and physically after what Jimin had just done to her. The one thing I could say is that he didn't prolong it. He didn't make it long, in fact I know half way through he realised what he was doing was wrong and left as quick as he could as soon as she passed out.

None of us tried to stop it. None of intervened.

Since she woke up an hour ago, crying in her room I know that she's also putting blame on us knowing we would of known but didn't stop Jimin.

I knew as soon as it happened. I soon as I sensed Jimins anger in the house and even heard him growl and y/n's fear. It wasn't hard to put two and two together. I was just dumping a dead body down the shoot again when I heard her screams.

One thing I can say was that the second she screamed, the whole house stopped.

Only her begging, crying and screaming in pain was heard. It's something I'll never forget or forgive myself for.

When she screamed, everyone was doing their own thing. Jin was in the living room with Jungkook. Three girls were with them obviously. I was dumping a body down the shoot. Hoseok was showering, Yoongi was sleeping and yet Namjoon was fucking but cut it short when he heard y/n scream. I met him out in the hallway when he came out with his own dead body to dump but looked equally as upset as I was.

Now that the five of us sit in our meeting room hours later, none of us spoke a word. I knew of what everyone was thinking about, y/n and Jimin.

Admittedly I was ashamed of myself for not doing anything about it. Yet none of us have went to check on y/n to see if she's okay. I want to, but I can't bring myself to go check. I just can't.

I looked up from the table to the first person I laid eyes on. Yoongi.

He was staring back at me with pain in his own eyes just to look as shamed as myself. Namjoon was sitting back in his chair, impatiently tapping his fingers off the desk while Jin glares at him for the constant tapping. Hoseok sat quietly staring off at the empty chair beside me in his own world of self hate.

Not a sound was in the room but only y/n's cries that we're getting very overwhelming.

Today we decided not to have anyone in the house, take a break from it for at least a day to settle things down again. I already instructed Nayeon and hanuel to try and get her to eat. They already know what happened so I gave them permission to enter her room to try and get her to eat something.

In fact I could sense that somewhere in the house the two of them were heading to her room now.

A loud thud was heard from behind me and I turned around to see Jimin suddenly laying in the ground face down. Next second later Jungkook teleported into the room to reach down and pick up the demon who was strongly smelling of alcohol but refused to move by trying to push Jungkook away.

"L-Leave me." Jimin

Jungkook groans in frustration and then looks to me for help. I sighed and stood up from the chair just to help Jungkook by grabbing Jimins left arm and Jungkook grabbed his right arm and together we picked him up and basically dumped him in the chair beside mine.

No one was amused in the slightest to see Jimin like this, especially after what he did to y/n.

I took my seat again next to him while Jungkook sat in his other side. Everyone was staring at Jimin as he sat there staring up at the ceiling breathing heavily.

"Jimin we need to talk about what happened." Namjoon

He broke the silence but Jimin was quick to shake his head and bite on his lower lip.

" I d-don't want t-tooo." Jimin

"We can't ignore what happened." Jin

I know myself that we had to be careful with what we say because we all know that there was a chance that we could of done the exact same thing he did. In fact I know I would of, my frustration and anger would of got the best of me just like How it happened to Jimin.

"I can't t-talks about it." Jimin

"It's no use. I tried talking to him about it but he won't." Jungkook

Silence picked up in the room again, all eyes still in Jimin who still stared up at the ceiling.

No one dared say anything except from hear y/n shout at Haneul about not wanting anything to eat and then something smashing to the ground. Y/n's anger and sadness filled the house even more so than before. I don't think she realises that for a half blood she is quite powerful with it comes to the aura of an atmosphere in any environment she's in.

Jimin lets out a whimper, now to cover his face with his hands and bend forward to rest his forehead on the table.

"I don't want to be like this any more." Jimin

I heard him loud and clear. It's like the alcohol quickly left his body which is no surprise because it takes a lot to get us drunk and to stay that way for a long time afterwards.

"What are you talking about?" Hoseok

Jimins shoulders started to shudder as if he were crying, something in my whole existence have I ever seen him do before. I don't think he's ever cried either and it surprises him greatly just like everyone else in the room. No one knows what to do.

"I hate myself. I want to be a demon of lust anymore. I hate this job." Jimin

I sighed and sat back in my chair, my eyes not removing from Jimins figure.

"There's nothing we can do about it Jimin. We were made this way." Yoongi

Jimin whipped his head up and Yoongi widen his eyes in surprise to see Jimins state physically. I was too shocked to see him look so fragile, punishing himself for what he did to y/n who is in even more pain than he is.

His cheeks were streaming with tears and his eyes were puffy from crying.

"We have to let her go." Jimin

I clenched my fist in the table to the suggestion but I don't agree with it. She's not safe out there.

"No."

I spoke unconsciously as I didn't think before speaking. Jimin glanced at me with his sadden eyes, wiping away at his face.

"It's best for her if we do." Jimin

"She's better off here with us." Namjoon

Jimin scoffed and then began to laugh sarcastically.

"I'm sorry, did you not hear what I did to her? And your saying she's safe here? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!" Jimin

I was taken back by his shouting, accompanied by a growl.

"Jimin you know we can't have her leave. It's not safe for her out there in the world." Jungkook

Jungkook tried to speak calmly but his voice at his visible annoyed tone in there. None of us want her gone, she belongs to us.

"But after I raped her it's okay to say she's safe in here with us? All it takes is for one of us to do it to her again. It's for her own good." Jimin

He looks down to his lap, sniffing and again wiping his eyes from tears falling. Yoongi growled and stood up, balling up his fists, panting heavily as he halted at Jimin with his black demon eyes.

"She's not leaving and that's final. Y/n stays here, even if it means we all stay away from her until his house until this whole situation blows over." Yoongi

"But hyung we ca-" Jimin

He stopped himself when Yoongi suddenly left the room by teleporting somewhere else in the house. Yoongi had enough of the topic and to be honest I'm not too far behind.

Jimin sighs and again rests his head on the table.

"We all know she can't stay here anymore. None of us are safe to be around her." Jimin

It pains me to think in some way he is right. I don't want to except it, but I'm scared to admit he's right. I've developed something deep for her, but us demons are incapable of love, so it can't be that. I'm just so confused about how I feel towards her, so confused that I don't know what to do with myself.

Yoongi suggests to ignore her, but how can we if we all stay in the same house?