~Y/N POV~

I've been cooked up in my room for the last two weeks. I couldn't bare it to come out and face the world beyond my bedroom doors. My bedroom has been my sanctuary, my safe place even if it's the very room where my assault had taken place. I feel more safe inside that room compared to being out and about in case I run into any of the demons that I hate with every fibre of my being.

I don't want to be here anymore, I hate it even more than I once did before. At least when I first came here none of them assaulted me in any way that Jimin did. Sure they would use their mind power thing to make me obey to their will but still, it was never aggressive or more forceful. At least I know and was aware this time I didn't want to and Jimin knew that. But it didn't stop him.

I hate Jimin more than the others and I hope to not run into him while I wonder around the house for the first time in a long time. First I made a stop to the kitchen to see if hanuel or Nayeon was available. I was bored and this was my first time wondering around the  house in a while and I wanted some company for a change. Not that I'll speak much since Nayeon does most of it but still I just wanted to take my chances. Unfortunately for me they weren't in the kitchen right now which made me panic slightly and I began to head back to my bedroom.

However on my way back to my room I noticed just how quiet the house it compared to a few weeks ago before what happened with Jimin and I. The house was once filled with moans and girls flirtious giggles but now it was silent. So silent that you could even hear a pin drop of there was one. It was strange but even before they started bringing girls over there was noise. Either music, the boys laughter or even a tv playing somewhere. Only was it quiet when one of them were in a right foul mood.

Something seemed wrong here and it only made me more scared and anxious to get back to the comforts of my bedroom. But then I heard a door open and close behind me I made a run for it and bolted towards my bedroom door. I didn't look back to see who it was as I was scared to who it could be and ran for it like my life depended on it.

I reached the door and pulled it open just to run inside and slam it closed behind me and lean my back against the wood of the door, closing my eyes in relief that I'm in a safe place and didn't run into any of those demons.

I took a couple of deep breaths to relax myself, repeatedly telling myself it okay and I'm fine. Then...

"Y/n?"

My eyes shot open to the sound of Jungkooks soft voice. I took a look around the room to see that I'm not even in my bedroom but the gym. How could I not realise that I entered the wrong room? Was i in too much of a panic to notice?

There stood in the middle of the room, shirtless with only a black pair of sweats on and black trainers to match was Jungkook staring back at me. He looked equally surprised to see me here and was wiping the side of his face with a towel to wipe the sweat from his face.

"Y/n what are you doing in here?" Jungkook

I opened my mouth to speak but then closed it again, just to turn and grip the door handle tightly but Jungkooks sudden shout made me freeze in my actions.

"Don't go!" Jungkook

Why?

His voice didn't come across as aggressive or angry it was just the simple fact that he raised his voice at me and cursed to himself right after. I didn't look at him but kept my sights on the handle in my hands. I want to leave and go back to my room.

"I'm sorry y/n. I shouldn't of shouted." Jungkook

I heard him sigh heavily and I glanced at him over my shoulder to just catch a glimpse of him scratching the back of his head and reaching for a black T-shirt that hung off the bar on the running machine next to him.

"It's okay."

I whispered to him and watched him carefully pull the T-shirt over his head and pull down his torso.

"What are you doing out your room y/n?" Jungkook

I gulped nervously still refusing to fully turn around. My mind was screaming at me to leave but somehow I just couldn't.

"I just wanted to walk around."

My voice kept coming out as small and quiet. His hand then touched my shoulder and I flinched back, taking a step back from him and my back again pushed against the door staring at him in shock. He too was startled by my reaction and stepped back but held both his hands up in surrender and his eyes wide in size.

"I'm sorry y/n. I shouldn't of done that. I'm sorry." Jungkook

I didn't say anything but blink at him with a blank expression. Jungkooks eyes scan my body up and down with such softness in his eyes accompanied with sadness.

"What if I accompany you to your room? I promise I won't go inside I'll just leave after, yeah?" Jungkook

He stepped towards me again, his hand outstretched for me again but retreated when he realised what he was doing and tucked his hand into the pocket of his pants.

"Promise?"

A little smile appeared on his lips and nodded.

"Yes I promise I won't and I won't even touch you either. You can lead the way and I'll just follow you. Just to make sure you don't run in to anyone else, what about that?" Jungkook

I nodded hestiantly because I did just want to go to my room. I'll read and listen to music and maybe even take a bath. That sounds good around about now.

Jungkook nodded back to me and then gestured towards the door by pointing at it. I turned back around and opened the door just to double check the hallway was empty which it was thank god.

Stepping out I began to walk towards my bedroom that was now on the opposite side of the house. I didn't even realise to begin with, I must of panicked. Behind me I could hear Jungkooks footsteps following behind me slowly making sure to keep a distance between us which I appreciated a little bit.

Turning the corner I glance behind me to Jungkook who smiled at me as soon as our eyes met but I quickly turned back around but sadly not soon enough.

I collided into something hard, almost like a wall and something gripped onto my arms tightly at the impact. I yelped in surprise and fear which made the grip loosen.

"Y/n I'm sorry I didn't see you there."

I looked up to see it was Jin staring me down with the same softness in his eyes that Jungkook shared. I didn't say anything and stepped back from him but almost ended up bumping into Jungkook in the process.

"She's just going back to her room hyung." Jungkook

"Oh? Well I'll leave you to it then." Jin

He stepped to the side, keeping his hands behind his back now and allowed me to walk passed him which I did fairly quickly now that my eyes were on my bedroom door.

Jin or Jungkook didn't say anything but Jungkooks footsteps behind me were still heard indicating he was still following me. Coming to my bedroom door the door across from mine opened which so happens to be Hoseoks. He stuck his head out the room, eyes roaming around until he saw me. I noticed how his lips parted and eyes grew twice the size but I ignored it and opened my door an rushed inside and closed it before Jungkook or Hoseok could say anything.

I dropped to the floor and sat there, bringing my knees to my chest and hugged them tightly and rocked myself.

"Y/n I'll see if hanuel or Nayeon can make you something to eat or drink okay? They shouldn't be long." Jungkook

He said through the door with a light knock. I nodded to myself but didn't say anything and listened to Hoseok and Jungkook whisper to one another about me. I could only hear my name mentioned twice and that was it but I didn't care. I was now in the comfort of my own room.

I've been out and wondered around so that was okay i just wished I didn't run into anyone on the way. Kind of stupid for me to think that I wouldn't but I did. As long as it's not Jimin I think I might me okay, just a little but we'll see.