27 | SAYANG

i try not to dream

whenever i do,
you are there

sometimes
right in front of me
other times,
hiding in the shadows.
once i tried to hold you

i could still feel your warmth
underneath my fingertips
before you vanished completely.

‪di dunia ini,
kamu adalah bintang yang
paling terang‬.

when will you burn out?

the burning sensation
that is left in my throat
is bittersweet.