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Chapter 72: The help you need

             After the funeral, Jimin went home to sit down in the living room as he let the tie around his collar loose while he still held the shades over his eyes. He was really silent and Jungkook walked into the room to see this and he alone worried. "Jimin... My king.." Jungkook called out as he stepped up to Jimin on the couch. "You haven't been to work for a while..." Jungkook claimed as Jimin tipped the shades down to gaze at his lover. "We haven't been to work..."

           "My father is there..."

           "What if your father has to go back? He's the Chief in Seoul. Not Busan." Jungkook said as Jimin only cleared his throat and looked down. He was able to let go of Sehiro, he was free from that thought.. But he was still growing mental. He thought if he let Sehiro go, he'd be able to live... But there was something else weighing him down and that was just the fact that his life was spiralling out of control ever since Jungkook stepped in.

             "So..?" Jimin whispered as Jungkook stomped his shoe onto the ground and let out a sharp exhale.

              "That's it! You need help now! I worry about you..." Jungkook continued as Jimin only took his shades off and gazed up at Jungkook.

             "You did this to me... But I know what will fix it! Our love..." Jimin continued and stood up to approach Jungkook. "That's all that matters... Right?"

              "Sit down, Jimin... If I could get a therapist for you, you'd be alright. I've ruined your life, but I won't give up trying to repair it." Insisted the prince as he took his phone out to look up a good therapist and only then, Jimin grabbed Jungkook's wrist and looked at him.

              "Do you really think this is all I need..? Help from a therapist? I'll be healed... But then you won't be here to celebrate with me, baby." Jimin stated and this only left Jungkook to ponder the sad thought. "I don't want to be a loner, Jungkook..."

              "W-We'll both be loners..." Jungkook added as he turned around and let out an exhale. "Jiminie... I had two choices; to kill you or leave you. I chose the one that wouldn't stop your heart from beating. Just mines."

               "Jungkook, you don't understand... Death is forever... A scar is forever and a broken heart too... But there's things to get over a heart break and that's another heart coming to heal the broken pieces! You can't fix death or a permanent scar..." Jimin continued and hugged the younger from the back. Having Jungkook stand still and turn his head tilted to the side to gaze at the older who held him close. "I want to run away with my prince..." Whispered the older as he kept his eyes closed.

              "You're c-crazy! I can't let you give up your perfect life to become a criminal! Did you really think this out? Jimin... You'll be seen as a criminal in your own home town... Ah, I can't do this to you; I've done enough."

              "I... I know you have a gang. But you could abandon them and live with me! This is the only thing weighing you down... Don't be stubborn to face me.." Jimin added as he turned the boy to face him. "I'm the only love you've ever known."

              "You're right... But I can't just leave them like this. Most of them don't have anywhere to go!"

              "But Jungkook... If they cared about you... They'd understand too!" Jimin continued and cupped Jungkook's face so gently. "Please do this for me; You were so tough to find and keep..."

               "Jimin, You don't understand; a leader can't abandon his people... I have a responsibility."

                "But you're mines! You can't abandon the one who loves you..." Jimin continued as he let out a sigh. "Just kill me now.." Jimin wished into a whisper as Jungkook only refused and hugged the boy close.

                "N-No... I'd rather leave you than have you leave me forever." Whispered the younger, locking eyes with the one he beared so dear to his heart. "Don't leave... Don't leave because of me..." Jungkook continued while Jimin only let out an exhale and pressed his forehead against Jungkook's while the boy looked as if he was going to tear up now. Jimin alone now realized that he shouldn't have said such a thing to the one who admired him. Jimin let out a sigh and slowly moved his head in and had Jungkook lean in forward with just a calmly glance in order to have Jungkook come closer to give him a kiss. To Jungkook, it felt like Jimin longed to give Jungkook a kiss and it has been a while since they've locked lips.

               Just as Jimin pulled his lips away during the kiss, he pressed his head against Jungkook's and let out an exhale. "How long has it been since I've last shown you how much I loved you...?"

              "Jimin..." Jungkook whispered as the younger continued to kiss Jimin on the lip. "J-Just this is okay." Jungkook whispered as the older cupped the younger's face and continued to kiss him. "I-I love you..." Breathed the boy in between as Jimin only continued to lock lips with the boy and caress his face into it. Only then, Jungkook dropped his phone as Jimin backed the boy up onto the couch; laying Jungkook down and continuing to kiss his lover closely by there as his hands travelled up the boy's waist and to his chest. "Mmh- ah~ J-Jimin... No..." Jungkook huffed while the older only hovered over him and gave him one last kiss over his soft and gentle red lips before laying over the younger so gently; Respecting Jungkook's wishes.

                "I know..." Jimin replied as he let out a sigh. "I-I'm tired, baby..." Whispered the Chief. Jungkook knew exactly what the man meant; He was tired of suffering like this and knew there was more up ahead. He wasn't exhausted, he was tired of worrying and fearing the future instead of thinking of the present.

              "Don't think of the past, the future... Think of me now." Jungkook added as Jimin pulled away to look back at the younger as he stood up.

               Only then, Jimin pulled away as he stood up and gazed at the younger and let out an exhale. "I do think of you... But the future only scares me into wishing I could keep you. I just never knew you were temporary." Jimin commented as he looked off and walked to the kitchen. "I just need a drink.."

             "Please don't... Come to me... Let's talk this one out.." Jungkook begged but the older was already stepping to the kitchen so he could get a bottle of red wine. "Ah.. Fine.." The younger hissed to himself and only sat there. Watching Jimin grab the bottle of wine and pouring himself a drink.

              "If you need me, I'll be in the room.." The Chief stated, dragging the bottle in his hands along with his other hand being occupied by holding a glass of red vibrant wine before travelling up the stairs. This left Jungkook to sit there and reach over to his phone that was just on the floor.

             "I might as well find him some help..." Jungkook told himself as he began to hold his phone up and look through therapists nearby to help Jimin. Jungkook of course, did all he could just to help Jimin out. He tried his best to make up those sorrow and depressing moments Jimin went through. Certainly, Jungkook knew he was all to blame. He knew he was going to ruin Jimin's life from the moment he locked eyes with the Chief for the first time. Once he opened his eyes that night, he looked up at Jimin who stood there, ensuring that the boy wouldn't die from hypothermia. Jungkook felt warm and loved from that moment on.

             Jungkook made it his top priority to find a good therapist for his lover. He refused to sleep or even bat his eyes closed for one second longer. After a while looking, Jungkook stumbled upon a good therapist named 'Dr. Kim Taehyung' Jungkook went with the first therapist he looked at and thought that this one seemed better since the therapist alone was in town for a while and Jungkook needed one quick. The boy couldn't forgive himself after what he did or what he was going to do. The least be could do was try to show Jimin that he really did care and was doing the best he could to cheer the man up. But love slipping away from Jimin was enough to leave the older insane. He was so vulnerable, weak even; there was no way he'd see the light out of this one.

             Jungkook then gazed at the contact info for the therapist as he decided it would be better to contact him soon. He was just glad he could finally find someone who could help. Everything Jungkook told Jimin, it went out the other ear and Jimin just couldn't get better within seconds. These things take time and Jungkook only hoped for Jimin to be happy other than depressed, crack a smile other than the serious and blank stare Jungkook couldn't read at all.

             Very soon into the night, Jungkook finally stood up and turned off all the lights of the living room to gaze at the darkness that closed in around him. Right now would be such a great time to meet up with his gang members. However, Jungkook knew he just couldn't leave Jimin all alone upstairs on his own and drinking. That would lead to the depressed man to drink too much until he passed out and Jungkook just had to keep an eye out for his lover.

             The younger made it up the stairs as he slowly approached the door, noticing the lamp of the room was on and Jimin was in there silently. The younger spent no other second than to check up on his boyfriend as he stepped in the room to instantly lock eyes with Jimin on the bed. Just in the room, Jungkook focused on Jimin who let out a huff while he had his tie along his collar loose, the top five buttons on his dress shirt undone, the belt on his dress pants loose and his zipper pulled down. The older held a smirk over his slightly sweaty forehead and rolled his hair back as the buldge stood under the center of his slightly pulled slacks.

             "What the hell are you doing, Jimin?~" Jungkook asked as he stepped in with a giggle before closing the bedroom door.

             "W-Waiting for you..." Jimin replied with a slightly shaky voice. From the looks of it, the older seemed to have been touching himself as he laid there on the bed. Just waiting for his lover. Jimin then reached over to the wine glass as he took a sip out of the red wine from the clear  and cool glass and pulled a smirk. "Not coming?~ Should I drag you here, baby?"

             Jungkook then let out another giggle as he walked forward to meet his lover in bed. Jimin set the glass of wine down on the bedside table with the bottle as he turned his head to gaze at Jungkook and pulled him close until the younger crawled over his boyfriend's body and gave him messy kisses along his plump lips. Jimin savored the sweet kiss as his hand reached back and switched off the lamp to leave the couple together and alone in the dark room where they locked lips repeatedly; quickly feeling the rush from their hearts pounding through the time they gave each other messy kisses and soft huffs in between the intense contact too.

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