Chapter 66: Found
Jimin sobbed while gazing up at the one bullet he shot through the ceiling. One part of him cried over the fact that he almost killed the one he still loved, while the other side cried for the opportunity wasted on taking Jungkook's life. In Jimin's mind, it was better to kill him off now before Mr. Park finds out about something, links Jungkook to the crimes and has him hung for his death sentence. "T-The gun..." Jimin sobbed as he felt the younger hug him so tightly.
"Y-you didn't mean it!" Jungkook continued as he let out an exhale through his tears. "J-Jiminie... You didn't mean to kill me... I'm still your prince." Jungkook continued as Jimin kept gazing up at the gunshot cavity along the ceiling. Jungkook then moved Jimin down on his legs as Jungkook sunk down as well to sit over Jimin's lap and pull him into a close hug to embrace him. Jimin battled through his dark thoughts of his phobia and all he could do was sit there and keep tearing up as he kept his stare over at the ceiling so motionless.
"Jimin... Jiminie I love you..." Jungkook kept whispering to Jimin until he felt Jimin slowly raise his hand over the boys body. Gliding it upwards as he pulled Jungkook closer into the warm embrace. Finally, Jimin pried his gaze from the ceiling just to look at Jungkook. The one he loved under the painful things he did. "You're my everything... You're my king... I'm sorry I kept this from you... I'm such an idiot... An ugly prince deep down... I deserve death but I can't go until I'm honest with you..." Jungkook confessed while Jimin fixed his eyes on the younger's beautiful gaze he still loved under his crazy insanity.
"Kill... I tried to kill you... J-Jungkook..." Jimin whispered as Jungkook rose his head up and met eyes with Jimin's as they gazed into each other's eyes with love just hidden deep down between them. Jungkook pressed his forehead against Jimin's as he let out a tear. "You can't be here... I tried to kill you..."
"You didn't mean it. You.. You love me... You'll never hate me." Jungkook continued as Jimin's hand dropped onto the gun above the floor wanting to pick it up. Even if it had no bullets, Jimin felt the urge to pick it up. A side of him just pushed him to finish the job when Jungkook was still vulnerable. With a bullet or without. Once Jimin tried to pick the silver gun up silently, Jungkook swiftly pushed it away and grabbed Jimin's hands to intertwine out of worry and held it tightly so he could show Jimin that he was good. He didn't want to die and Jungkook just wanted Jimin to understand him now. "You... love me... You can't kill the one you love, Jimin. Please... I love you so much!" Jungkook continued and longed to kiss Jimin on the lips, but knew not to force it over Jimin.
Jungkook's arms wrapped around Jimin's body as he looked down, still over Jimin's lap and hugging him tightly. "L-Let me explain myself... Let me tell you about myself... I'll be honest... Only for you." Jungkook claimed as Jimin looked at Jungkook. Waiting to hear his story. "I never had such a good life; I never had anyone to love me like this. All I've done was sins, I... I'm in the gang... I killed people back in Seoul and when I got here... I did the same for the gang I was in. E-Everywhere I go.. They follow me."
"Why do they follow you? Do you owe them something?" Jimin asked. Listening to Jungkook out of the love he had for the boy. Jungkook cupped Jimin's face and looked up at him as he teared up even more. Like he wanted to speak, but worried about the consequences of Jimin losing the love he had for Jungkook. "Tell me. I don't want you to lie to me anymore. You've done enough.. The least you could do is try to talk to me about it."
"...I-I... I want to... But you'll hate me even more. Shouldn't you already hate me? I'm a gang member and I kill... You must want to hurt me and turn me in..." Jungkook whispered but Jimin only shook his head.
"Just talk to me like I'm not a Chief. Talk to me like I'm your boyfriend; the one who loves you..." Jimin added and with that, Jungkook felt like he could talk. He avoided eye contact and looked down before confessing. Believing that the hole digs deeper and deeper with every life changing word he said.
"They follow me everywhere I go... Because, a leader... Can't abandon his people..." Jungkook said. "I'm the gang leader. H-Here in Busan, we already had some gang members cause trouble. Even the female here, was every girl in the gang would portray the female killer you've been trying to hunt down. That's why she was so difficult to find. Her body and size always changed. There is one that works in the electronic store. She's the one that stole from the jewelry store. The female initiations were to get snake tattoos while the men need to survive out of every violence from each member. There's other girls in the gang that did the other murders using the female figure against you all to throw you all off. You see a tall girl, look for a tall girl, then on the next murder... You see her a bit shorter. Messing up the investigation." Jungkook admitted as he looked up to see Jimin just sitting there.
"What about the snake symbol? Is that part of your gang? The katanas... Is that you too?" Jimin asked as Jungkook nodded his head so innocently before standing up and pacing back. Growing afraid of what Jimin might do to him. Like every leader, Jimin had his soft side and Jungkook did too. Jungkook was the gang leader and Jimin was just a Chief... Both falling in love and exposing their vulnerability towards each other all because of the love they had with each other's name written over it.
"The katana... My idea. The snake... My design... I own every crime I conducted. I'm the reason why these things get out of hand. I'm the reason why Busan is so dangerous now. I... Framed Sehiro to throw you off." Jungkook added as Jimin still sat on the floor. Listening to Jungkook as he paced around. "I brought in a real katana... Sharp blades and everything. The one that was used to kill Mr. Wong was already destroyed I had to bring in a new one and... Use blood on it..." Jungkook claimed as Jimin looked down. "I'm not what I seem, I never chose this lifestyle; I was hurt five years ago. That story is true!" Jungkook added and slowly rose his sleeve shirt to expose his scars. "These... These scars are nothing but results of a gang initiation. I had to join... They gave me a choice to live or die. I chose life since I knew I couldn't die now. My life was miserable but I still held on!"
"I chose life and they gave me a choice to join... That's what started this all. Me being desperate to have purpose... I had no one! No one to guide me to the right... Then, I had to surpass initiation and that was testing me to see if I live through all the abuse; and I did. When I got in, I helped with every crime. We treated each other like family and we stuck together... We got to know good loan sharks to benefit us... And that's where I met Kim Namjoon. The rich loan shark that helped us get to Japan once for our katanas and then here to Busan. He helped me get a job back at the station in Seoul and that's when I learned... You were the target from the start and I knew I had to kill you. That was the plan all along." Jungkook mentioned as Jimin sat there and let out an exhale.
"You were given the job to work as a detective, creating a fake persona of being a vulnerable mute so no one could suspect you. Namjoon worked here long before like you all planned this from the start. Your mission was to kill me. Why didn't you?" Jimin asked as Jungkook cupped his face and cried into his hands, trying to stop his tears from flowing out due to the truth.
"I...I couldn't kill the one I loved." Jungkook whispered as he covered his mouth from the sobs. "I said I loved you... That was what stood in the way. I told Namjoon it was difficult... Difficult to kill you when I was in love with you. E-Even when we made love... I couldn't keep in my moans for too long. I wanted to scream your name, but I knew it was too much of a risk. I staged everything... Me starving just so you could take me to eat and distract you from work. But I loved every second of the distractions because I got to see you slowly fall in love with me and I got to love you for you; The one deep down. I chose not to talk for all these months and when I was alone. I chose not to. This led me to my tantrums... I hated myself so much for this. But when... We kissed... I-I knew I couldn't kill you.... Not the one I had in my heart. You were my Jimin... I didn't want to kill the only one who loved me for me!" Jungkook then started to sob a bit loudly now. Growing tough to control his tears. "Do you know how tough you were to find? That's why I protected you and you weren't attacked for the months I was with you. My gang members only ruined my motel because I told them I needed to be closer to you in order to do it... And they helped me out. Not knowing I did this to be able to love you even more and show you. I believed in us!"
"I didn't want to kill you so I killed others to extend the distractions! I killed Mr. Wong... Someone who was late on repaying Namjoon since he was in debt for over a year. RM came up with the idea and by there, I knew I had to do it. I killed many but... I never killed Sehiro. It was my gang who had plans to cause a mass murder. They chose a coffee shop so I decided to search up any that was the most unlikely for Sehiro to go to, but I didn't find a good one in time since I fell asleep and that's what caused them to cause the mass murder... Sehiro was there in the morning and once the killed him, I cried because I knew you would never be the same." Jungkook continued as he dared to look at Jimin stand up and let out a tear after hearing about what happened to Sehiro.
Jungkook looked away as he turned his body around and let out an exhale from his heavy tears. "I couldn't control them there... They acted without my guidance and ever since then, you were slowly getting closer to catch us and now you have us... Please... Kill me... Say I'm the one to blame. Don't hurt Namjoon, don't hurt my other gang members... We had no other choice and if you demand revenge, I want to give my life up for their freedom." Jungkook cried. "That's what every leader must do. We are like candles... We light the way for others to follow; we sacrifice ourselves for others because that's what makes us leaders... We set an example for others to follow in." Jungkook concluded.
"Jungkook... How could I turn you in? How could I hate you? You're just confused... You're just lost. You just need someone by your side to guide you to the right. Every leader needs a little guidance even the strong ones." Jimin added as Jungkook shook his head. "I love you, Jungkook. You're all I have now... I fell in love with you... I loved you even when you couldn't talk and I still love you when you could." Jimin continued as Jungkook kept his back facing Jimin as he cupped his own face and shook his head.
"You're risking your all for my freedom... You're betraying your team all for love..." Jungkook stated and let out a sharp breath. "You do this all for me... Someone who doesn't deserve you. You're the perfect one, the beautiful one... Not me. I don't even fit the prince title." Jungkook continued to cry to himself as Jimin only stepped up and hugged Jungkook from the back and gave him a kiss on his cheek.
"Oh Jungkook... Everything about you... Is what I want to show love to..." Jimin whispered to the boy's ear, having the younger calm down after while a few tears ran down his cheek; listening to such lovely words his Jimin uttered. "I love you for you... I won't run away because of your past. You were only lost back then; only difference is that now, you're found."
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