It was a cold evening, the sun was already settled and the moon slowly could be seen on the horizon. The refreshing and cold breeze was whistling along the high blocks of the busy city. Following the fast breeze, a lonely girl could be seen on a walk along the wet streets. Only a few people were walking on the dark streets with the strong wind and hrash rain being a pain to walk through. The girl had a black jeans jacked on with a indigo bandana on her troaght fluttering in the wind as she held a hand on it tight. Tears were flowing on the girls cheeks with her expression being in a bitter state.

As she looked up in the cloudy, dark, grey skies, her cape was blown off her head by the firm wind and it was revealed that it was no other than our protagonist, brown haired girl, Sarah.

Cold and heavy raindrops started falling on her cheek that mixed with her tears. She put back her cape on as she chought and tightened her grasp on the dark blue bandana.

3 years it's since the day they returned to earth from Azrythia. 3 years since she left her friends and her loved ones. Now, she already reached the age of 17, still, she felt like time barely progressed. It felt like yesterday where she ran on the green grass of Azrythias grounds and lived those dangerous yet exciting adventures with her loved ones. The young girl was woken up from her thoughts as a running pasant pushed her shoulder as it ran for a shelter from the heavy rain,  meanwhile others strangers were running past her as well, to not get wet. But Sarah didn't minded the people or the rain, she just wanted to be alone with her thoughts and emotions, if she had any left. Even so, she knew walking now in the rain was a bad decision since she already was choughing in the last time and had to breath through her mouth.

'It's better in the rain than returning 'home'.' Though she with a sigh, while thinking of the drama that happened at home before she went out.
Her warm breath in the cold air was like a dragon spitting smoke out of its mouth, what made her reminding of a certain dragon what made her chuckle slightly, what then leaded to other memories.

She, herself was on the grayish Street walking, but her mind was drowning in her memories.

Her memories were about her time on Asrythia. She made face expressions to every memory like she would recap all of them, like a movie. From the exiting beginning to the painful ending.

She Suddenly stops while still the raindrops were still heavy and cold :"Akro..." She didn't said that name since a long time. The wolfs name made her feeling warm and fuzzy feelings she didn't felt since long "If you're still out there, and this all wasn't a dream please, to gods sake. It was a mistake leaving you and the others! I know we left because it was dangerous and people where after us, but this doesnt feel right, this isnt my place! This isnt our place.. I..need you, I need Azrythia." She took out of her pocket a half grey heart. She made it herself for her lover, she gave Akro the other part, to show him that they'll be one no matter what. The heart is made of a special material she found in Azrythia, if the other heart part doesn't touches it , it's loses it's colour until it touches the other heart part again.

"It was a mistake to leave you all guys. I miss you, I must think about everyday. Please, Forgive me, please just..take us back, I promise I wont be a pain and neither a burden anymore. I'm waiting for you, Akro. Please..I-I..miss you.." She turned around to be sure no one listened to her talk, but she was all alone on the streets. She started to get on her way home with a heavy heart:"I can't stay at home anymore, my dad is going crazy and my mom is not herself anymore. They all hate me. Even my siblings went just like strangers for me, again. Luisa isn't talking propely to me since 3 freaking years, while Fin and Vanessa doesn't want have to do anything with me too. But,I think they just miss Azrythia too. I-I honestly dont blame them..Its all my fault after all.."

She started repeating in her head the painful memory of last week...

•°•°•°•°Flashback°•°•°•°•

She and her siblings were outside of their home on a walk, like back then when they were young to clear their minds:" WHAT DO YOU MEAN?! WHY IS IT MY  FAULT ALL OF THE SUDDEN?!" Sarah was slowly getting mad at her younger sister Luisa, she didnt understood why she always was to blame. But her sister responded irritated and growling:" OH PLEASE, SHUT THE FUCK UP USLESS CRYBABY! YOU DECIDED OVER US TO COME BACK!" Shouted she back.
Sarah continued mad and sorrowful at the same time, this topic made her very emotional after all:"I tried to protect you! YOU ALL!!" She looked at all her three siblings "B-BUT I REALIZED THAT HERE IT'S WORSE THAN ANYTHING OR ANYWHERE ELSE! I know it was my fault..With our abusive father we are suffering even more then if we would have stayed...I..I made a huge mistake bringing us back here-". Luisa intrerrupted her aggressivley as she turned to her sister, her face was in a state of almost crying and her voice was shaky:" That is obviously your fault dumpass! STOP TRYING TO APOLOGISE! I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU! NONE OF US WILL!"

Fineas and Vanessa were just starring in silence with cold expressions.

Sarahs face turned from angry to sad ans shocked, she looked to her other two siblings but they just looked away. For a moment there was only starring and silence for long, long seconds:" Y-you all, hate me, Huh? You wont..believe me I am sorry? That I want to try it? For us?"
Luisa didn't hesitated: You're always making him angry to what makes us suffering. YOU brought us back, YOU always make our mother cry because of your ruthless behaivour. YOU ALWAYS MAKE EVERYTHING WORSE AND WORSE! Y-YOURE LIKE A DISASTER ON TWO LEGS! So if you wouldn't exist , there won't be so much pain. Even mom says it always! NO ONE NEEDS YOU!" Luisa didn't scream her words out like Sara did before, but they were so harsh said and so painful that Sarahs eyes started getting teared up and blurry.

Sarah wept her tears away after some moments with a bitter expression:"Fine, if you all hate me so much, than I'll go away, if it makes you so happy not having me. I will stop trying, ok?" And she went away from her siblings.
"Exactly! Go away Crybaby! Dont ever show yourself again! DONT COME NEAR ME EVER AGAIN!!" Shouted Luisa after her, meanwhile Sarah trying to hold back her tears as she walked away from the scene with her crossed arms.

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Since then she didn't talked to her sister anymore, she knew since then she didn't was welcome in their home by anyone anymore. 

'I am just a strain for them, a burden, a curse..' 

Thought she.

"And that's why I want to return back, in Azrythia, there I was welcomed by everyone. Even people I didn't knew, I was a hero, even for a short moment..it felt..it felt worth all it. I wasn't dumped, I was loved and appreciated by everyone, I-I wasnt a burden..." Her voice broke, she then looked up in the sky slowly, and than rubbed her cheek "Who am I kidding to? I was a complete asshole to everyone, even them. I wasnt a hero, I was a defender like everyone lese, I was a useless burden who had to be saved by everyone else.."

As she turned around the corner she continued walking slowly by the loud pouring of the rain, when suddenly she heard a voice again, but she couldnt hear them propely. She looked around to see if there was anyone but no one was around, only her in the rain. The whispers stopped as she looked back:" That sounded like the voice from last nights dream! Those strange dreams.Theyre..scary.." She started walking down the street again "I can't sleep propely since such a long time. Theyre mostly.." she made a break, her body shiverd"..nightmares. But as me as a Alyth, back when I was in Azrythia. And there are these, huge shiny stones all the time involved and also there is that soft voice echoing as its calling my name. Also I died so often in them it makes me have troubles have sleep at all, I always am afraid to fall asleep. Every night Im afarid to fall asleep that I might dream it again..I always have to..be stressed out because of it.. Also there is also that weird feeling, it's hard to explain." She made hand gestures as she said the last phrase, and then sighted frustrated. She then looked at her arms:" I am such an idiot..am talking all alone to myself again like some crazy psychopath- pff..no wonder I have no friends and they all call me a freak. I cant blame them honestly." She rubbed her face with a heavy sigh.

She arrived at the door of her home, she starred at the ringing knop for a while and then sighted as she looked at her hand again:" Akro..?" She made a break "I..maybe I shouldn't relay on you, your just- you. I cant relay that you'll do everything for me.." She looked up again, this time with a determined expression"..I will find a way back. I will..somehow..for you..for my siblings..I have to get things right again." She then hasitated for a second to ring the bell and then did so, her sister Vanessa opened the door in silence, Sarah just sighted deeply and entered without a word, knowing Vanessa wouldnt respond. She door then was closed with a loud bang.