Everything was black and everything hurted.

Was it warm or cold right now?

She didn't knew. Because she couldn't feel anything. She felt numb.

She felt conscious, but didn't wanted to open her eyes.
She hoped she was home, with her lover.

Her siblings save.

Her friends trusting her again.

And in safety with him.

Suddenly as she became more and more conscious as seconds past, she heard voices, "Will her wounds heal?"
A well known voice asked worried.

Akro...

"Yes, she will. I bandaged and disinfected all her wounds. But, even she gets better she isn't allowed out of this room, despite out of house. After what happened with Vanessa, also there is Lethal...who..." another higher but boyish voice could be heard, it sounded as worried as Akros.

Hazel...

She knew their voices like it were her own.

"If I only were there to protect her..." said the wolf frustrated but gloomy.
She heard the bunnys voice answering:" Hey bud, don't blame yourself! You were also hurt! I mean, I even had to bandage your head too! That woukd cant be played with." Tried Hazel to cheer him up.
"Y-yeah, but what if he, did that to her?!
Did you saw the clothes she had on?! She hadn't that before! WHAT IF HE-?!"

"SHHH you'll wake her up!" Heard she the frustrated bunnys voice shushing the wolf.
" I- *sight*. If he really did that to her, I could never forgive myself. I just hope she's fine. If that really happened, this would probably leave some mental scars..." Akros voice was sorrowful and sad " She had gone trough too much to bare this all. And now this happened." His voice was trembling "If I will get another chance to meey that bastard I will suffocate him with my own hands."

Sara opened her eyes by that words, but slowly. Her sight was blurry, but she could see two silhouettes, one light brown and a dark one.

"Akro, I know, you are worried. But so am I...
I want her safe too, with her being like my older sister. Around her, I feel, safe and sound. Around her I feel happy and I feel that I can be myself. That's why, I don't want anything to happen to her. And I know what she has gone trough, that's why this makes me even worry more. So, I know how you feel." The bunnys voice made a break "Of course I don't blame you for what happened. You would never let something like that happen to her.
She's the one you love after all."

The cats sight became better and better, she could recognize them now better:" Please, take care of her Akro. I count on you bud."

She saw Akro petting Hazel on his shoulder as he passed him:" I will dear friend. With all my being, you can count on me..." and Hazel disapeard beneath the door.

Sara closed her eyes back again from exhaustion.

They...actually care about my well being..?

Tears formed in her eyes. When suddenly she felt her tears being wiped of:" Shh, I'm here..." it was Akro, only now she felt his presence next to her " I'm here, don't cry anymore. I will stay by your side. I will protect you from your nightmares."

He thinks I'm sleeping...

As Sara opened her eyes after a period of time she saw him laying next to her bed, asleep.

Oh Akro...he must be exhausted...

As she lifted her head she felt very dizzy. Her intentions were to get Akro next to her, so they could sleep togheter and rest, but she blacked out immediately in the next second.

-'?' Time passes-

As Sara was again conscious, she remembered Akro that were next to her. As she lifted her heavy feeling head up , she couldn't find him. He was gone. She looked on he other side by he wasn't there either.

Huh? Where is he? Was it a dream? I- I feel there isn't something right...

As she strained to get up she felt a huge pain on her arm that she was balancing on and felt her head bumping stronger: "Argh..." She looked at her arm and saw it bandaged "Oh, whatever my arm had, it was already been took care of." Murmured she.

Suddenly she remembered more of what happened that past day as she was a hostage.

Before the dingo violated her, he cutted her shoulder, took her blood and put it into something that looked like a antique object.

Her face expression was startled as the memories came.

Her screams of pain, his sadistic face expressions.

W-was that a c-compass...?

She remembered the red lights that came from the object, she started feeling weird as then when the compass lightened up.
Only thinking about this all gave her a cold shivers over her back.

I don't have a good feeling about this all. Why would he need my blood for activation of that strange compass?
Hmpf, why to I even wonder, he's a psychopath-

Suddenly she heard a loud 'bang' from the kitchen. She got up to check out what happened, as she looked on herself she saw she was still in that clothes she were forced to take as she was a prisoner.

She immediately went to her wardrobe and took a few pyjamas, she had difficulties even reaching to her wardrobe from all the pain.

But she smiled.

My sweet Akro, he didn't even wanted to change my clothes trying to be polite... such a sweet angel.

As she changed Sara went to the door of her room, she looked around:" A-Akro?" Asked she weakly.

No one answered.

"Hmpf." She rubbed her head that was aching. She turned to the stairs and went down slowly, holding herself on the edge, to be sure she could catch herself if everything becomes black again.

As she reached down she saw the lights on in the kitchen.
She went slowely in the kitchens direction, as she arrived she saw Akro.

Tge wolf was probably preparing dinner tought she:" Akro?" Asked she trembling but happy to see him, safe and still alive.

Lethal held his promise...

The wolf turned alarmed:" Sara?!"
His face expression was dismayed but his eyes showed happiness " S-Sara!, You shouldn't be down here!" His voice sounded serious, and his expressions showed something else now.

Only now she noticed the bandage he had on his head:" A-Akro?! Is everything alright with your h-head?!" She moved slowely but trembling in his direction.

But instead for Akro to stay were he was or coming to her he stepped back:" D-DONT MOVE!" The cat stopped immediately her face expression startled and confused by this sudden words.

She was confused by the situation ,

"I-I mean. *sight* Please, could you go back to your room?
Before you would lose control? I can't afford to use your last powers for the transformation, please. I can't bare you seeing going trough more pain. Also I don't have the mentally strength losing another person, expecially you..."
His worried face not only showed pain, but also annoyance.

But the cat didn't understanded what he meant and layed her ears back:" W-what are you talking about darling? L-losing control?"

Akro let a deep heavy sight out:" Look, it's really dangerous if you don't go back in your room, I will explain to you later when things clear up, ok dandelions?"

Sara became frustrated,
What the hell is he talking about?!

"What do you mean 'go back to my room'?! I'm not your child! You can't command me how you want! You aren't my boss!" Her tail started weeping.

"Sara, I'm just trying to damn protect your ass!" Growled he.

"Protect me?! From what?!"

" I- I can't explain right now, I'm not in the mood!"

"OH SO YOUR FREAKING MOOD IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME- THAN ANYTHING?!"

"I'M NOT SAYING THAT! SO STOP SCREAMING AT ME BEFORE I GET MAD!"

"AWW AND WHAT WILL YOU DO WITH ME HUH? EAT ME UP, YEAH?! OH, but- YOU STARTED PROVOKING ME!"

"PROVOKING?! DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT IS?! OR DO YOU THINK EVERYTHING TURNS ONLY AROUND YOU?! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU WANT! SO STOP ANNOYING PEOPLE!"

"DON'T. TELL ME. WHAT I WANT!"

"OH YEAH?! I WOULD NEED TO TELL YOU WHAT YOU WANT! I MEAN YOU DIDN'T EVEN HOT ALONG WOTH YOUR FUCKING PARENTS- NOT EVEN WITH YOU SIBLINGS! AND NOT ONLY THAT- YOU HAVE TO BE RESCUED, WAIT LET ME COUNT- ONE MILLION TIMES! I CAN'T EVEN TAKE A BREAK!"

Sara was iced for one moment, that Akro mentioned her parents, she started tearing up and getting angrier.

"OH YEAH?! WHAT ABOUT THAT YOU AREN'T EVEN A GOOD LEADER?! AT LEAST I KNOW WHAT TO DO! I MEAN NO ONE EVEN LIKES YOU!
YOU CAN'T EVEN DECIDE FOR YOURSELF! SO DON'T GET TOO HIGH-"

"I DON'T LIKE YOU EITHER! I DON'T EVEN WANTED TO BE TOGHETER WITH YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE. WHY ARE WE EVEN TOGETHER?! I MEAN WE HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON! GET.THAT.TROUGH.YOUR.TWISTED.HEAD."

After what felt like a eternity tears started rolling on the cats
cheeks:" YOU WANTED IT! SO YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING! "

"WHY ME?! YOU'RE THE ONE WITH THE 'BETTER PERSONALITY'- WHY WON'T YOU BREAK UP?!"

"BECAUSE I'M NOT A PATHETIC SOMEONE WHO LIKES TO BOSS PEOPLE AROUND- HUH?!"

"OK FINE! THAN I BREAK UP! IT'S OVER WITH US! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU OR YOUR GOOD DAMN ASS EVER AGAIN IN MY LIFE!"

Everything got black around Sara: "W-what...?"

"YEAH YOU HEARD ME! I FUCKING HATE YOU!"

Silence

Both looked away. Sara started sobbing:" *sob* Oh..."
She was still iced in place

I knew he didn't really loved me...

She started sobbing even more.

"S-s-sara...? I-I'm so-" she heard his Stepps woth him coming closer.

HE NEVER DID, LIKE ALL THE OTHERS...

She reaised her hands:" STAY AWAY!"
She panted, she felt that something electric went trough her hand that she raised, as she looked up she saw Akro on the floor grunting:" N-no..I'm, I'm a monster...
She ran to her room, she didn't cared the screams of her name behind her.

She locked her door.

She layed down sobbing and holding her face, laying against the door.
Her heart was now more aching than her body.

Why,...why did I even said that...!?"

She put a hand on her chest.

I knew it, that I will never find someone. Maybe I should have stayed with Lethal...?

She shook her head while tears flew everywhere.

What am I even talking about?! That damn monster...he... *sob* ...he...

She cried herself to sleep, lost in the memories, on the floor being too weak to move anymore, feeling that if she moved once more, all her body parts would fall off.

Alone and heartbroken, lost and destroyed, that's how its gonna be...

It's my faith...fighting on my own...