Fear of Losing
Seth's P-O-V
A midnight cool shower, sleeping pills, ipods, counting of sheep nothing made my sleep easier at night these days. I lost everything that day. I hurt her!
Concentrating on my work was getting more difficult with days. Coincidentally, the cabin of the Finance Manager was just 20 feet exactly across my cabin and that was making it harder. Every time, I saw her entering or walking out of her cabin, I realize how hurt she still is and that I was the worst person in the whole world.
Damn it! I slammed my fist on my desk.
I hurt her the worst way possible but I had no other option. If I didn't they would hurt her.
I leaned back on my chair reminiscing the memories a week ago.
5 days ago
'Who the hell you think you are to ask me for the designs for the upcoming feast?' I gritted my teeth at the audacity of Zahra.
Zahra smirked.
'Oh Sethie! Did your little blonde never tell you how hot you look when you're angry?' she said running a finger over my face.
I shoved her hand away and gave her a glare filled with disgust.
She chuckled. 'Drop it Seth and focus on the work. And right now, your work is to call a meeting with that Luke fellow and tell him that you wanna see his designs and once you do.. You'll bring them to me.' she said.
'You must be fucking kidding me Zahra! You want me to leak the designs of my own company to some sums like you. You are wrong.' I said clenching my jaw.
'You are a cheat, a traitor, a criminal..people like you deserve to be in the prison and trust me, I will make sure you have a long run in there.' I said.
If I didn't have that hidden fear inside me, I would have called the cops right away even before informing Dean and Roman.
Zahra's face fumed. 'You messed up Seth. This was the only time I was being nice with you.' she said showing her index finger to me. 'You have no idea who I am or who we are and what we can do to you.' she said.
I scoffed.
'Why? Are you and your guys try to kill me again like you did at Davenport? Why? Why does big Dave now needs to hide behind you Zahra? Is he so demotivated after missing that one shot to my chest?' I spat his name for the first time. I know this is risky to beat around a bush and spell a wild guess but Alexa said it and I believe in her....more than myself.
I would say Zahra didn't expect that coming. Her jaw almost hung and she looked..caught. She looked down pondering over.
I knew it. Alexa was right.
My teeth gritted.
I chuckled. 'Didn't saw that coming, did you?' I chuckled proudly. 'Yes. Dave is caught and right now, I'll make sure it isn't just me that catches him.' I said trying to get put of my cabin and spill everything out to my buddies.
I needed a strong support to my belief and today I got it with her expressions.
'Don't you even think of taking Dave's name to anyone?' Zahra said almost with a tone of threat.
I looked back at her. 'Or what?' I asked intensely.
Zahra gave me a smirk walking near.
'You have no idea what Dave Batista can do to you Seth Rollins.' she whispered running her fingers over my blazer. 'I hope you didn't forget what he did to you two years ago.' she said.
Wtf! It was Dave!? Why did he do that to me?
My eyes frowned and fists clenched.
'Just imagine what else he can do if you try to utter his name!' she said smirking.
'And as for your information..' she picked a pen in her hand from my desk. 'Dave really thinks hot of Miss Bliss.' he said throwing a wink as she took the cap off the pen.
My blood boiled instantly.
'And if you give him any chance to act..I promise you..' Zahra leaned to my ear.. 'he's gonna plunder her off her dignity and get what he wants.' she whispered.
No. No. No. My teeth gritted. I could barely breath.
'Don't you dare..' I caught her chin roughly as I spoke through my teeth.
She smirked looking at me.
'Yes Seth. Here you go..tell Roman and Dean about Dave and me..call the cops and there Dave will peel off every little fabric of clothes off her tiny little body..' My hands fidgeted losing the grip on Zahra. '..his hands punishing her with his wild desires gulped into her and she would cry..scream for help in pain...may be she'd call you for help..Help Seth..Where are you?..Uuhhhh save me from this monster Seth..' she mocked her helpless voice. I fists clenched as I looked away restlessly. Zahra laughed.
'And by the time, you all decide to call the cops about us, her scarred, impaired, bloody body would be dumped at some filthy corner of the city.' Zahra pronounced.
No. This can't be. Alexa! No. I can't let this happen.. I caught hold on the chair next to me, trying to balance myself as a dreadful and gruesome image came into my mind. It was the most frightening sight of my life.
'No..' I shouted loudly gripping onto the chair. I can't let this happen to Alexa. Never.
I was trembling with fear and rage when I felt a hand on my arms.
'So, I hope you made your mind Seth. Obey us or..' she said. I looked at her with a sudden outrage of emotions.
Zahra chuckled shaking her head. 'Good boy.' she said. 'Now it's time for your test Sethie.' she smirked.
My eyes frowned in confusion. What does she want me to do?
'Look, there she is! Your unofficial girlfriend is coming towards your room.' Zahra pointed to the CCTV tapings on my cabin.
My eyes fell on Alexa. She looked so joyous today. She was almost skipping to my cabin. But, Zahra?
'Kiss me.' Zahra said looking at me.
My eyes widened in surprise.
'What?' I asked narrowing my brows. She can't be serious!
Zahra smirked. 'Like I said kiss me.' She said walking towards me. 'I want her to see us kiss.' she added.
'This is ridiculous. You can't do that.' I said. I knew Alexa would be hurt if I..
'Why not have some fun?' she said. 'May be we could just churn the old memories.' she said running her hand on my chest.
I gave her a dirty look.
'What will you get from this?' I asked angrily.
'Good question Seth. But, you know I'd love to see your bitch getting hurt.' she winked.
'Come on Zahra! You and Dave... You guys have problems with me, Dean and Roman. Why are you bringing Alexa into this?' I asked running my hands on my hair.
'....because if it wasn't because of her, we should've been enjoying your funeral party by now.' Alexa said gritting her teeth. 'That little blonde deserves to get hurt.'
She wants to hurt Alexa because she saved me!
'Now quick Seth. Decide. You hurt her or we hurt her.' Zahra said walking near me.
I looked at the TV again. Alexa was very near to my door.
Please forgive me Bliss..I said to my self and grabbed a hold of Zahra before pulling her into a hard kiss.
**
I couldn't see her like that. There were instant tears in her eyes. She walked out of my room fast.
I pushed Zahra away who wiped her lips with a smirk.
'You're still a great kisser Seth.' she said.
I had no time for her nonsense. Instinctively, I walked out of my cabin.
'Alexa..' I shouted after a girl rushing like a crazy woman at the corridors.
She was weeping continuously. She didn't stop.
No. Please, don't cry. I will tell her everything and hold her close to my chest. She'll be safe.
'Alexa..' I yelled as she reached in front of her cabin.
She was about to enter but I grabbed hold of her wrist. I need to explain.
'Look Alexa whatever you saw..' I couldn't complete as her soft smooth hand came to my face smacking. She walked to her cabin slamming the door shut.
You've succeeded in hurting her. Congratulations Seth.
I wiped the drop of tear escaping my eyes.
********
Alexa's P-O-V
'You've developed dark circles around your eyes Alexa. Those wasn't there the day I met you for the first time.' Finn said sipping into his coffee sitting next to me.
I forced a smile on my face. 'Well, it could be the work load.' I replied.
Finn was Becky's cousin and since last few days we've become really good friends. Finn wasn't much ambitious and neither talked about his profession. He was just too cool and happy-go-lucky. I like talking with him. It's refreshing. Now, I understand how he managed to miraculously bring Becky out of her depressions.
'Yeah. Finn's right Lexi. You seem a little sick and tired these days. Everything fine with your family?' Becky asked.
I shook my head. 'Don't worry Becks. Mom and Dad are doing great. I'm just a really tired, I guess.' I excused.
Becky nodded being convinced but as for Finn, I felt him a little doubtful.
As we kept sipping, Becky's phone rang again. Yes, it has rang several times after we entered the restaurant. But, Becky just declined it stating it wasn't much important.
'Becks, I think whoever is calling you must be in urgent need. You should receive the call now.' I urged.
Becky rolled her eyes. 'Fucking urgent!' she muttered under her breath.
'Yeah Becks, go receive the call before the person reaches here searching for you.' Finn joked making me chuckle but Becky..I guess she took it too seriously as her eyes widened.
'ehm.. Yeah..right.' she said and got off her seat receiving her phone.
Seriously! She needed to get off her place! Who's the crazy guy calling her like that anyway?
'Completely lunatic caller, I guess. Which calls a girl 15 times in 15 minutes after she's declining your calls continuously!' Finn said chuckling.
'You're right. Must be in some need though.' I added sipping into the orange juice.
Finn nodded. 'By the way, You must be mistaken if you think you could convince me with your lies like you did Becky.' Finn said startling me.
I rose an eyebrow.
'What do you mean?' I asked confused.
Finn smiled.
'It's simple. I could say it isn't just your workload that's bothering you. It's pretty obvious by your appearance Alexa.' he said in his cute Irish accent.
'And what makes you think so?' I asked.
Finn chuckled. 'Because it hasn't been long since I dealt with my last case of depression.' he said throwing a wink.
My eyes widened and I couldn't help but chuckle at his sense of humor.
'I give it to you Mr. Balor but hey! Don't ask me more about it.' I said nudging his elbow.
He smiled.
'So, Becks told me you were the brightest student of the Management Department at Stanford University!' Finn asked curiously.
I sighed. 'Yeah. Pretty much. But, I just don't want to talk about that now. Those days are lost Finn. The good ole days of my life.' I said.
Finn looked at me blank, getting me a little confused.
'What?' I asked quirking my brows.
'Ahhh.. Don't mind me getting personal but why do I feel you aren't happy with your life right now?' he asked pretty seriously.
Well, he's good at studying people, I must say.
'..which actually surprises me. I mean, you are the Finance Manager of the biggest Fashion Company of the world. You have a respectable position, good friends, great salary if I may add. I see no reason for you to have those dark patches under those beautiful eyes.' he said.
I blushed a little by his compliment. I smiled.
'Does money have the power to heal everything?' I asked sarcastically.
Finn rose an eyebrow.
'So, why are doing this job?' Finn asked.
I chuckled. '...because I needed to. You know Finn, it was the best phase of my academic career and I was so excited when the Professors urged me to go for my research studies. But, then..my parents met that disastrous accident which ruined us all. Dad's legs were paralyzed, mom got into coma and we needed money. I.. I needed to work Finn.' I said breaking into tears.
'I gave up my dreams and..there I was working for rich people with weird thoughts.' I said trying a fake chuckle.
Soon, I felt a hand wrap around my arms. I looked at Finn who squeezed my arms slightly and patted it to calm my emotions.
'Do you still have those dreams alive, Alexa?' he asked in a serious tone but that only made me chuckle.
'You know the funny part about a dream is we know it's a dream.' I said with a sigh.
'Two years have passed and time waits for none. I've lost a certain amount of my passion, Finn and I don't think any professor would like to take a risk by engaging in a scholar like me. Look at me, I'm just so out of track.' I said describing my follies.
Finn took his arms off me and gave me a keen look.
'But, if someone does, would you try to resume your passion?' he asked.
My eyes frowned. I think he's talking crazy now.
'You must be kidding me Finn. I've lost all my hope and contacts with all my professors.' I said taking the last sip of my drink.
'I get it but..' Finn nodded. 'I know someone in Trinity College of Business Management, may be he can help you.' he said with a hint of smile.
I heart flipped by a certain dormant excitement.
I gave him a surprised and confused look. It hasn't been more than six days that I've known Finn. But, it seemed he just brought back the scholastic ambition I lost two years ago. But, is he really serious?
'Alexa..' Finn waved a hand in front of me.
I jumped a little to my senses.
'Yeah..' I said bewildered.
'He's in US these days. I can arrange a meet between you two if you want.' he said with an encouraging smile.
I eyes widened.
What? It's for real. But, isn't it going to fast? I barely know Finn!
'ehm.. I.. I don't know Finn. May be...ehm..I'll need some time before jumping to conclusions.' I said.
'No problem. Just tell me when you decide to see him.' He said.
I smiled.
Just then, my eyes fell in Becky who was slightly flushing yet made up a disgusted face. She was rushing towards us.
'What happened to you know?' Finn asked as she reached the table.
'Nothing. It's just an idiot's take of parodies.' she said slamming her phone.
***********
I really wasn't sure about things going on in my life right now. It was too tricky, too confusing yet too fast. Those few days at Davenport seemed to be the centre of my life. For the first time in many years, I felt like breathing my heart, I felt it beat,I heard whispers and craved for love. But, I guess I was never destined to be happy. He broke my heart again. I hate my life..when I enter my cabin and see that chick walk around his cabin, see them fondle each other's hands, see them laugh together at the lunch, when I reach home my Dad would give me a warm hug asking me about my day..with him.
Before I realized, I was crying again. No. He was never worth it. Somebody knocked the door of my cabin and I quickly wiped my tears.
'Hey Lexi!' Bayley said getting in with a smile in her face.
'Hey! What's up?' I said pretending a cheerful look.
Bayley took a seat across my desk.
'Nothing much. It's just that I was missing you all, that's it. Ever since Becky's cousin stepped in this city, you two almost forgot me.' she said making a pout.
I couldn't help but laugh at her.
'Awweee! It's not like that. Finn's a great guy and you must meet him too. He can even make the deadliest smile with his sense of humor.' I said.
'mhmm.. I'd love to meet him.' Bayley said nodding. 'But, are you guys free this Thursday?' Bayley asked suddenly being excited.
'Well that's day after tomorrow. I'll have to see that.. But, why?' I asked curiously.
Bayley grinned. 'You know Randy's friend Dave has a photo gallery and it's hosting its Annual exhibition this Thursday. Randy said they are gonna exhibit the best works from all their leading photographers in their store and I can't wait to see that.' Bayley said excited.
Wait! That man whore Dave who tried to shoot Seth at Davenport! Randy's his friend! How..but,wait exhibition of the photographer's works....!!
A certain panic struck me. What if..?
'You know Lexi.. Randy said he's gonna arrange free passes for me and my friends. I've heard a lot of this gallery and I don't want to miss the chance.' Bayley said and went on to say may other things which I couldn't focus on.
I was tensed. Seth did my photoshoot in the gallery. What if Dave Dave gets access to the photos in Seth's locker? What if he exhibits them..?
No. I can't let myself be presented as mere model out there especially when I want to forget every memory related to that photoshoot, if possible, the photographer.
It's in two days. I need to get my photos before that. Should I call Seth and ask him to hand them over to me? No. I don't even want to face him right now.
I guess I got to go by myself.
'Alexa..are you listening to me?' Bayley asked louder this time grabbing my attention.
I looked at her. 'I.. I got to go. Tell Roman I'll be back by the afternoon.' I said standing up from my seat and rushing out of my cabin.
Bayley must be thinking I'm crazy.
********
Seth's P-O-V
'Congrats man! You just gave us our biggest deal of the year.' Roman said hugging me.
I tried to force a smile. To be honest, I was happy for the deal with Mr. Hawkins too. But, that success was just a shallow flick on my sorrow right now. I wanted to be happy too but my heart was too melancholy to react.
I nodded pulling from the hug.
'Now that calls for a celebration, doesn't it?' Dean said with a delightful face.
'Absolutely.' Roman added. 'What say Seth? Wanna have a trip to the islands?' Roman said with an expecting smile.
The way Roman mentioned island surprised me. He was a complete beach guy but barely mentioned any in these years. I wanted to skip the celebration but I just couldn't disappoint my friend.
'Well, whatever you all decide.' I said looking down.
'Wow! That's great. This Sunday then?' Dean said excited.
'Not bad. Let's ask others. I think the whole office deserves some fun.' Roman said.
I just nodded.
'By the way, Bayley mentioned about some photo gallery exhibition this Thursday. Did she tell you all?' Dean said.
I remembered her trying to talk but I had to tell I was busy because I just wanted to stay alone.
'ehm.. No. What did she say?' Roman asked. I could say his face fell since his assistant informed Dean but not him but he did not showed much.
'Well, you remember that guy Dave. His photo gallery is hosting their annual exhibition of the best works from their photographers.' Dean said. 'I thought you'd know that Seth.' Dean said.
I wasn't concentrating much but then it struck me.
Dave's Photo Gallery! Oh man! My locker! Dave's got the key! And Alexa's photos..!
The dark shades revealed about this guy crossed my mind. He tried to kill me. He fucking appointed Alexa to destroy us and he was the one who humiliated me two years ago. Oh no! He knows everything about me and a jerk like him can fall to any extent to dishonor the Shield. What if he does something with the photos? What if he morphs Alexa's photos and tries to do something with atrocious with her?
I gasp inwardly. No. No. I can't let this happen to her. I couldn't give anything to her but I damn sure would be the first one on the way if someone tries to malign her.
I was panicking as my blood boiled. My fists clenched. No. Nothing would happen to her.
'Is it okay with you Seth?' I heard Dean say.
Aahhh.. Yeah but I got to go. Excuse me.' I said rushing out of the cabin.
'But Seth..' I heard Roman but I didn't stop to respond.
********
Alexa's P-O-V
I reached the ominous place. Various conflicting emotions ran across my mind and through her eyes. I wish we were still in our little hating and arguing terms. I wish we never came close and he never hated me.
I took a deep breath and entered the photo gallery.
'Yes ma'am, may I help you?' A girl asked from the reception.
'I'm Alexa Bliss. And I wanted to know if almost the photos from Mr. Rollins' locker are already into the presentation.' I asked nervously crossing my fingers.
She furrowed her eyebrows.
'Well, no. I guess there are very few photos and Mr. Batista's gonna take them over in next few hours.' she said.
Next few hours! I got to hurry!
'Can I get the key to the locker of Mr. Seth Rollins?' I asked.
The girl frowned her eyes.
'Well Miss Bliss..I'm sorry but that's no where in our curriculum. We just can't let anyone into the locker of our photographers.' she said.
Freak!
'Please, try to understand. I really need to get inside. He's got some important photos of me there and I want them right now.' I said restlessly.
'But ma'am. I just can't break our curriculum. But, do you know Mr. Rollins? What's your relation with him?' the girl asked.
My hurt jumped. That was the question I didn't know the answer to. My limbs jammed.
'I.. I..' I tried to say something but..
'Miss Bliss..' I heard a female voice. It was same girl that guided me and Seth the other day. The one I thought flirted with Seth. May be.. I was no different from her to him.
The girl smiled and walked towards me.
'Hello Miss Bliss, I'm Rochelle! You remember me. You came here the other day with Seth Rollins, right?' she asked.
I nodded. 'Uhh..yeah Rochelle! I remember you and I really need your help right now.' I said walking to her with a pleading look.
Rochelle frowned her eyes.
'I..ehm..actually needed the keys to his room. I have something really important there and I need them right now.' I said.
'Well, but why? Mr. Rollins never said he was coming!' she asked.
I sighed.
'Yeah..well, he is quite busy these days. I lied through my teeth.
'But, please give me the keys. It's really urgent.' I said. Rochelle gave me a blank look.
'I don't think we can give anyone..' the receptionist tried to say but Rochelle cut her off.
'Give her the keys Melanie. I know her. She is with Mr. Rollins.' she said.
The receptionist was definitely not ready for it but opened the secret drawer and pulled out a key.
'Here you go.' she said handing me over the key. I was beyond relieved.
'Thanks a lot.' I said taking the key.
'This way..' Rochelle guided me. I nodded and followed her.
******
The room was the same as we left.
'Just move a little..'
'Perfect Bliss..'
'Lean a little to the left..'
His voice still echoed within the room.
Rochelle left next alone. Fighting back my emotions, I walked towards the closet wasting no time and started searching for the desired pics. I found few negatives and a bunch of albums and then I saw few envelopes..
..my heart flipped instantly and opened them. There they were..my photos!
Thank God! I sighed. I took them all and slide them inside my bag.
My phone beeped and it was a message from Finn.
Finn: I've got that Professor withe right now. Wanna meet up?
Alexa: I'd love to but I'm at Dave's Photo Gallery right now and the traffic's slow in this place.
Finn: Fine. I'd pick you up then.
I was about to type a no but the door slamming from behind made me jump. I turned around and..
'Hello Bliss, I guess you found what you wanted.' it was Dave smirking at me. An eerie sensation filled the air. This wasn't a good encounter. Those bracelets I saw hanging from his hand when he tried to shoot Seth were still there.
'Don't call me Bliss.' I said sharply. 'And yes, I found what I wanted.' I said and tried to walk past him but to my disbelief, he caught my wrist.
My eyes widened as I looked at him gritting my teeth. Dave smirked. I tried to get off his grip but he tightened it.
'Let go off my hands Dave.' I said angrily.
'Not so fast Bliss..' he said with a taunt. 'Oops..You don't want me to call you that. Why? Does someone have a special claim over that name..hmm...?' he laughter caressing my face with his big hand.
I shrugged trying to move away but he pulled me closer to himself roughly grabbing me by my arms.
'Let me go Dave..' I said shouting but ge just smirked and pushed me to the adjacent couch.
'Aahh..' I winced as the boards hit my elbow.
'There.. There.. You look so sexy lying in this sofa Alexa.' Dave said. I tried to sit up panicking at my heart. But soon I saw the big guy leaning down towards the couch.
He sat on his knees around my legs.
My heart beat fast in fear. Is he going to rape me right now?
'Dave please, don't do this to me.' I pleaded with a shaken voice.
Dave chuckled running his hands over my face and tracing them in my lips. I felt disgusted and scared. I looked away.
'Look at you Miss Finance Manager, you are look sweet, so hot yet so vulnerable lying in front of me and begging for mercy.' he said with a devilish smirk.
Tears brimmed in my eyes as he slammed himself on top of me.
I screamed. 'Help!'. He tried to pin my hands but I kept throwing them for dear life. I was too small, too weak for him.
Seth!.. I wish you were here...
Dave smirked and leaned to my neck but.. BAMMM..
'Aahhghhh..' Dave screamed as a tripod stand broke on his head.
Blood oozed out of Dave's head as his face fell down and my eyes fell on Seth behind him.
Seth wasn't the guy I ever saw. He was angry..very angry diabolic.
He picked the tripod again and hit behind Dave's head.
I gasped in fear and slid off to the floor.
'You scum..' Seth gritted his teeth and hit behind Dave's legs now. I've never seen something like this and I felt so scared. Tears rolled down my eyes as I sat on my knees at a corner of the room.
Seth was restlessly crazy and I saw Seth moving over Dave's body and trying to choke Dave's throatvwith the stand.
'Take that mother fucker.' Seth shouted in rage. 'You wanna touch her again?' Seth tightened the grip. Dave tried to talk or cough but he could barely breath.
I've seen this side of Seth before. Is he doing this for me but Why would he?
Dave's eyes closed. May be the oxygen supply just got cut off but.. Is he gonna die? What if the cops..?
'Seth..leave him..' I said but Seth just carried on his work. Blood sprouted from his mouth.
I moved near Seth with all my energy.
'Let him go Seth. He's gonna die.' I shouted grabbing Seth's arms.
'No. I won't. I'll make sure this gut doesn't get to see the next sunrise Alexa.' Seth said.
I shook my head.
'.. Someone like him does not deserve to live in this world. How could he even think of doing this to you?' he shouted with anger.
'Seth please leave him. I beg you. All the crew of the gallery are there. The cops would be called Seth. Let go off him.' I screamed.
Seth gave another angry glare before freeing Dave off the choke and throwing the tripod stand away.
I sighed. Seth was breathing heavily.
Our eyes locked accompanied by stress, pain and lots of emotions. Seth got off the sofa and stood facing me. He was about to open his mouth to say something but..
We heard footsteps approaching and panic struck me.
'Let's get out of here fast.' I said.
'Why? We are the one at fault here!' Seth said.
I frowned my eyes.
'Are you crazy? Dave's lying unconscious, the tripod is broken. Who would believe us?' I asked annoyed.
'So you would run away without unmasking this douche?' He said pointing to Dave. 'You know Alexa. I always thought of you as a brave lady but now, I see you are just one of those coward girls shadowing themselves from the truth.' he spat.
My blood boiled. I knew that someone like him would never understand a girl. My teeth gritted in anger.
'I guess it's lame to talk to you then.' I picked my bag from the floor and rushing out of the room.
I walked fast. I can't believe what happened out there! Thankfully, there were very few crew members today and moreover, Seth's locker was far away from their main office. But why was Seth here?
The receptionist gave me a smile but I was too scared to return it. I walked out of the gallery.
I was sweating with my limbs refusing to move. There were pains in several joints of my body.
I stood at the street and.. I gasped as I felt a hand on my shoulders.
'Alexa! You're okay?' Finn asked with a concerned look. I looked at him blank reminiscing what happened in past few minutes.
'God! You look scared?' he said.
My tears were welling up and without much thinking I burst into tears and into Finn's arms.
'Get me put of here Finn.' I said through my tears.
'Oh Alexa! What happened?' he asked wrapping an arm around me.
'Please, get me out of here.' I could only say.
*******
Seth's P-O-V
I watched as she left. How could she even ask me to leave him alive? Blood boiled inside me and I kicked the closet.
How could that pest try to put his hands on her? How could he? I looked at Dave? Should I finish him today?
Ugghhh!
Flashes of Alexa's scream for held tortured me. It's all my fault. I tried to tore off my hair off my skull. I was frustrated. I saw the drawer of the closet open? Did Alexa come here for the photos? Did she take them? I guess so. How'd she go now? She seemed so disturbed! She needs me right now. Did she bring the car?
I gave Dave another grit of teeth and rushed out of the locker. I hope one of his crews would find their slimy bitch of an owner in my locker. I'm not at all scared of the allegations. I just wished Alexa didn't stop me.
'Hey Seth! Are you leaving?' Rochelle asked me as I crossed the reception desk. I didn't respond and kept walking. Who knows where Alexa is right now? I should have been by her side by now.
I made an exit from the gallery and walked towards the street but....
I froze. My eyes widened in disbelief as I saw her in the arms of another guy crying her heart out.
My steps retarded. No. This can't be. He's just a friend Seth. Don't worry. I tried to counsel my heart but..
I saw the guy wipe her tears and hold her close to his chest..just the way I always wanted to. My fists clenched.
He guided her to his car and took his own seat. The glass shades were up. They drove away.
Who is he?
Alexa's P-O-V
'So, basically, you aren't going to tell me what happened, isn't it?' Finn said as we sat on the bench of a children's park.
My tears had dried up. I forced a smile.
'It's nothing Finn. It's over. I really don't want to discuss about that.' I said.
Finn rose an eyebrow.
'Why did you have a break up?' he asked suddenly churning the emotions of my heart.
'Wh..What are talking about Finn? There's nothing like this. I.. I just ehm..should go.' I said trying to get up and leave. I didn't want to talk about something that hit my soft corner. But, the problem was I was never in a relationship.
'C'mon Alexa! Why you're leaving? From what Becky told me, you were an independent and brave lady. Don't tell me you need to leave because I mentioned something detestable!' Finn said standing beside me.
I sighed.
*****
'...and then it turned out that the guy had a bet with his friends to get into my pants. It was just disgusting experience and I thought I'd never succumb to any guy again. I'd make myself stronger and powerful than every man around me. And that's how I just became who I am but today's incident really made me question my position again.' I narrated everything to Finn.
Finn looked at me blank for a while.
'What?' I asked realizing that he looked a little creepy.
'I really appreciate your ideals Alexa but I don't think you should complain about that guy Dave.' he said.
I shook my head and scoffed. 'He's a big entrepreneur Finn. He'd never get arrested by the words of someone like me. Moreover, I don't want to get messed up in this trash again. I'm glad my association with the gallery is over.' I said.
'Mhmm. If that's what makes you feel good.' he said.
'But.. Finn paused suddenly not only his words but his pace too.
'Are you sure that's all that's bothering you.' Finn asked frowning his eyes.
I gave him a frowned look in response.
'No. I mean, it isn't just today that you seemed disturbed. I guess it mustn't be just Dave.' he said scratching his head.
Knots formed at the pit of my stomach.
'Yeah. That's pretty much it Finn and I've no idea what you're trying to know considering the fact that it has been just over a week that we know each other.' I said sharply.
Finn's face fell and I felt a little bad.
'ehm.. Why don't you let me meet that Professor from Trinity College now?' I said changing the topic.
Finn gave me a delightful look.
'Well, you can have his card.' he said handing me a card from his pocket.
'But, you said he was here today..!' I said slightly pissed.
Finn just smiled. What the... I picked the card and held it in front of my eyes and...
Dr. Finn Balor
Assistant Professor
Operation and Production Management
Trinity College
University of Dublin
My eyes widened in disbelief. Finn's a professor. Was it talking about himself all the while?
'No way!' I said looking at a smirking Finn.
'Gotcha..isn't it?' Finn said.
I was too amused to even respond and I ended up giggling.
'That's not even fair. We never told me you're a Professor!' I said punching him lightly on his arm chuckling.
Finn scratched the back of his neck.
'So, now that you know who I am, mind going out for coffee..May be we can discuss some work' he asked delightfully.
I smiled. He had no vanity and I loved the fact about this guy.
'Sure.' I said.
************
3 days later
Seth's P-O-V
'How dare you?' a female voice burst into my room.
I frowned my eyes.
'For God sake Zahra, it's an office and you should respect that.' I said.
Zahra threw me a dirty look. She had been absent for last two days but I didn't care. Those were peaceful actually. Something that bothered me was Alexa took a leave for two days too. I hope she's okay. Often and on, I wanted to visit her house but my inner guilt stopped me.
'How could you do this to Dave?' Zahra questioned me ferociously.
I chuckled.
'You must be thankful he survived.' I said sarcastically. '.. Because whoever tries to touch Alexa one more time, I'm gonna severe his limb away..' I said determined.
Zahra threw me a death glare.
'You must be lucky that Dave didn't get you to the cops.' she said.
'... I knew he wouldn't. He must be smart enough not to drag more things and reveal his true face to them, dies he?' I asked sharply.
Zahra shook her head.
'You're gonna pay Seth. You're gonna fucking pay.' she hissed.
I laughed. 'I've lost everything Zahra. I guess I'm not scared anymore.' I spoke.
Zahra chuckled now. 'I guess it should be your girl then.' she said.
I caught her wrist forcefully.
'Do not even think about touching her Zahra. I warn you.' I said. 'I did what you all wanted and hurt her like hell but you touch her one more time.. You can't even imagine how your grave would look like.' I spat in anger.
Zahra winced in pain and I threw her off.
'Big mistake Seth. Dave is not gonna forgive you. He's gonna make sure you all suffer it soon.' she said and walked away picking her phone.
*********
Alexa's P-O-V
Everything about this office suffocates me. Memories, memories and memories.. That's all left in here. Every time, I step out, I fear facing him again. The things that happened the other day at Dave's Photo gallery made it worse. Why did he save me? Why can't I shrug off the fact that I still feel he does care about me. But, I know the reality would hurt me a lot because he doesn't. I wish I could get over him fast..
I played with my fork as I watched Seth having lunch with his assistant Zahra a few tables away from us. I remembered our little play with the fork not many days ago. But, as for today, he seems to be so happy with her. How could he get over everything we had? Our memories at Davenport, my time with his family, his time with my family.. Were they nothing to him?
'Lexi, you're okay?' Bayley asked nudging me.
I shook my head looking down to my plate.
'Okay.. If you don't want. Don't tell me. I know exactly who you're thinking about.' Bayley said slightly annoyed. She's a little annoyed that I often ditch her to go out with Finn and visit various management organizations for research perspectives. I haven't told her that though. So, she assumed a romantic affair and often teases me about that. I only laugh it away.
'But, at least don't pretend you're liking this cucumber shit out there.' she said pointing to my plate.
'Hey Bay.. Please, don't be mad.' I said looking at her tiredly yet sheepishly. 'I'm fine trust me. To be honest, I'm in a dilemma right now but I'll tell you whenever I make my decision.' I said honestly now.
Yeah, I was in a dilemma regarding job and my research prospects. That's right Finn has already introduced me with the terms of research. The university wants me to move to Dublin by this month.
'Decision! What do you mean?' she asked. I sighed. 'I promise I'll tell you later.' I said.
Bayley rose her eyebrow but then sighed. 'Okay fine then. Good luck and tell me if you need any kind of support.' she said. 'Now, let me get you some coffee at least.' she said and got off the chair.
I was about to tell her no but she was fast and fast enough to bump into... Finn.
What is he doing here?
'I'm sorry.' Finn said getting everyone's attention.
'Hey! Easy dude!' Bayley said slightly annoyed.
Oh man! I guess she doesn't know him.
I went up to them but before I could, Seth was already there. Shit!
'Hey! What's wrong?' Seth asked standing beside Bayley.
'Nothing much but I guess this guy wasn't seeing where he was going.' she said.
'Who are you?' Seth asked Finn eyeing him with confusion.
'ehm.. Bayley... Cool down girl. That's Finn.' I said entering the scene and everyone's eyeballs shifted to me instantly.
'.. Becky's cousin I told you about.' I said.
'Becky's cousin!' Seth gave him another glare.
Bayley gave a sheepish look.
'Oops.. I'm sorry Finn.' she said. 'I guess you're the one that has distracted Alexa all the way from us these days...' she teased.
Fuck! How could she say that?
I noticed the change in Seth's face as soon as she said that.
Finn on the other hand, could barely look up. He was blushing red. Must be embarrassed in front of everyone.
'Stop it Bay..' I nudged her slightly.
'Oops sorry.' Bayley pouted. 'Anyway, I'm Bayley.' she said holding her hand for Finn who shook it with a smile.
'Pleased to meet you.' he said.
Finn and Bayley's eyes fell on Seth who was trying to look away.
Seth's P-O-V
It was the same guy! If he was Becky's cousin, wasn't he supposed to be with Becky?
But, I entrusted Becky to arrange the conference room alongside Dean. Her cousin must know she was busy.
Was he here for Alexa?
'Oops.. I'm sorry Finn.' she said. 'I guess you're the one that has distracted Alexa all the way from us these days...' Bayley said playfully as she knew the identity of the guy.
My mind stopped. What?
I remembered how Alexa laid in his arms after getting out of the gallery. Are they that close? But... How could she move on do fast? Wasn't it few days ago that we drove together in my car and she kissed my cheek with all tenderness?
I saw them chuckle and shake hands.
'By the way, Finn.. This is Seth Rollins and he is one-third of the CEO of the company.' Bayley introduced me to Finn.. 'and Seth, that's Finn and you'd be glad that he's relieving half your trouble by taking our Miss. Finance Manager out on a regular basis these days.' Bayley said chuckling.
My world stopped as I heard that. The words echoed around me. Alexa's dating this guy! Since when? An enormous storm overtook my heart.
This can't be.
My eyes fell on Alexa who was pondering Bayley to stop. She looked at me for a split second and looked down immediately.
'Hello Mr. Rollins!' Finn said holding his hand for me.
My teeth gritted. I can't believe Alexa could do this. Were our precious moments so shallow for her that she forgot everything in mere days?
I showed the guy a thumbs up ignoring a handshake. 'I'll see you all later.' I said and left for my cabin.
*****
'Rubbish' 'Trash' 'Fucking trash' I said throwing away every piece of thing I found on my desk.
My mind refused to concentrate. My blood exceeded it's boiling point. I blasted my laptop shut. I could feel my veins popping out in rage.
That pest must've taken her to another date right now.
But, why? I dragged my ass through all rough patches to ensure her safety and all she did was move on with that Irish guy who she barely knows!
Why Bliss?
The door opened and in walked Zahra.
'Oh my God! Someone's pissed!' she mock laughed watching the mess in my room.
'What do you want Zahra?' I asked sharply.
She smirked. 'Nothing much. Just thought if you needed a relaxing massage after that heartbreak you got at the cafeteria.' she said walking behind me and stroking my back.
My fists balled.
'Get me coffee.' I said.
Her hand slipped off me and she gave me a wtf look.
'That's right Zahra, you are my assistant and you are destined to do everything I ask you. Go make me some coffee. Fast.' I shot.
Zahra couldn't believe it.
'You're gonna regret it.' she said and went away towards the door but it sprang open before that to reveal... Alexa.
Alexa's P-O-V
I threw another sheet to the trash can. This just wasn't done. Why did Bayley say something like this?
I know Finn didn't mind much. He's a cool guy and left just as he gave me a pendrive containing the research prospectus of Trinity College of Management but something burnt me deep under. It was that look on Seth's face..rage combined with pain and confusion.
But, why is it bothering me?
Why would he even care if I go for someone else?
The phone on my desk rang.
Alexa: Hello
Roman: Hey Alexa! Did you make the annual budgetary allocations?
Alexa: Yeah. I completed it yesterday. I just need to ask you about the new protocols set by IBSK.
Roman: Seth's doing IBSK. I think you should talk to him about that.
Alexa: (alarmed) Owh..
Roman: Yeah, submit the allocations to the board of directors by tomorrow.
Alexa: Sure. Will do it.
(Disconnected)
I sighed. My heart raced. Should I go to his cabin?
I guess there's no other option. Few more days Lexi....this could be your last visit in his cabin.
I walked to his cabin. I felt my feet frozen. Out of nervousness, I missed to knock the door and got inside abruptly but regretted it instantly as my eyes fell on his Assistant Zahra.
There was a look of pride on her face and she smirked.
Seth, on the other hand, seemed a little surprised. Perhaps, he never thought I would ever enter his cabin after I walked on him and his assistant making out.
'Hello Miss Bliss!' Zahra greeted me. I know I don't have a right but this girl urges me to rip her head apart from her body
'Hello..' I said looking at the floor but wait! What is the condition of this room?
Papers scattered over the floor. I even noticed some valuable papers within them.
'Jesus! who did that?' I muttered picking a new important document. Don't tell me it's Seth!
'Well, actually..' Zahra, perhaps, tried to explain bit Seth cut her off.
'You needed something Miss Bliss?' Seth finally addressed me. His eyes seemed dormant as I looked. It was like it was patient yet impatient. But, did he just called me Miss Bliss?
'Yes. I needed to discuss about the IBSK protocols and Roman told me you were dealing with that.' I said looking at him, trying to seem as formal as possible especially in front of his assistant.
'That's..great..Seth..' Zahra said with a weird, mysterious tone looking at Seth whose eyes frowned a little. But, she called him Seth. Wow!
'ehm.. I'm sorry but I have some important work and I need to go. I think I have the document somewhere in this desk. You'll understand everything clearly once you go through it. There's no need of any discussion.' Seth said a little too indifferently and stood up from his chair.
'But...' I tried to say but Seth was fast enough to reach for the door and went out.
What was that? Did he just neglect me this way? What's wrong with him? I know we have had ego clashes in the past but he never did something like this.
'I'm sorry about him Miss Bliss. You know last night Seth told me he's just a little too tensed about work.' Zahra said walking near me.
Last night!
My heart stung as I heard of their proximal relationship. I didn't want the same sting to hit my eyes. So, I just nodded and started searching for the desired document on Seth's desk.
Zahra excused herself to the washroom.
I looked at the scattered files on his desk. Has he even touched them for a week? But, then my hand clashed with his phone. He left it on the table as he rushed to ignore my presence! I gasped..as I saw background image of his phone.
My heart pounded like never before. What was life doing with me? It can play along me like that?
I remembered the day. It was on the day my father had a successful knee transplant. I was beyond happy but I never saw him taking this pic!
Tears welled up in my eyes. No Seth. You can't do that. You can't just pass the ball from different courts. Why did you set my pic as the background of your phone when I was just like any Zahra or Summer to you. Various such questions brimmed my mind as I looked at his phone with lots of emotion.
The noise of the washroom door being slammed shut again broke my gaze off Seth's phone.
I wiped my tears and started searching for the file again.
'Well, I guess you didn't the file yet Miss Bliss.' Zahra said.
'No.' I said not looking at her.
'Well.. Don't worry. You'll find it soon. I'll help you with it once I return with Seth's coffee.' she said with a smile and made an exit.
I flipped through various files with less than half the concentration needed. I got to face Seth and he needs to answer some serious questions. But, what if my heart breaks again. He has a passion for photography and he always said I had a photogenic face. May be that's the reason.. Ugh.. The file..
Zahra came in with a mug and felt coffee.
'Here, let me help you Miss Bliss.' she said getting near the table.
'No. Thanks. I can do it.' I said arranging the files.
'No. I want to help too.' Zahra said and stood by me, flipping through papers but suddenly..
'Ouch..!' I winced as the hot coffee spilled on my chest.
'Oops.. Sorry Miss Bliss.. Omg! I didn't see that.' Zahra started pleading.
I was really pissed off and initially thought.. She did it on purpose but her reaction said otherwise.
'It's okay..' I said in a painful voice. Firstly, it was so hot that it must have just burnt my skin and secondly, my white top was completely stained.
'Oh no. It's not. You need a new dress. Miss Bliss, please get fresh inside the washroom. I'd get you a new one from Luke.' she proposed.
'Well, Zahra, there's no need. I would just walk to my room and..' I tried to object but..
'Miss Bliss please let me do this. That'll at least reduce my guilt slightly.' Zahra begged.
'Okay fine.' I sighed and got inside Seth's restroom. 'But, please be quick Zahra.' I said. I didn't want Seth to see me in his restroom.
'I will.' she said.
I closed the door and looked at myself on the mirror. The coffee just ruined my dress! I guess, I'd have to leave it at the office itself.
I took my top off. My white bra was stained too and my chest felt sticky. I stripped off them and started wiping off with a towel and cold water.
That's soothing!
Seth's P-O-V
Why can't I remain strong every time she steps in front of me. A part of me felt bad that I wasn't being a cooperative professional but then.. I remembered Zahra's threat...the way she said Dave would try to harm us and they way she said that's great..when Alexa came. Moreover, on a personal ground, I hated confronting Alexa..especially after what I saw today. She was with another guy.
My teeth gritted.
She must have left my room by now. I wonder where's Zahra. I hope she isn't plotting new schemes with Dave. I made my way to my room but before I could I heard voices...Zahra's voice. She's on phone.
...yeah,don't worry. Just be ready to enjoy the show.
.. (chuckles) oh no.. Seth was no big deal. He left the room the second she entered.
... May be but..but the poor girl would be an overnight sensation because of us. (laughs)
.. Nope. Thanks to the coffee and yeah, it's not like we're doing this for the first time..
My heart stopped. I knew exactly what's happening and it can't be.
Alexa!
My feet were dragged faster than I could towards my cabin. I can't let the same happen to her that happened with me.
Alexa's P-O-V
I thought a cold shower would definitely be a good option to avoid the scorching affect of the coffee.
Without thinking much, I stripped off all my clothes and turned the shower on.
To be honest, it was really relaxing. My muscles relaxed a bit but my heart didn't.
I closed my eyes feeling the moment but suddenly the restroom door burst open making me jump.
My hands crawled to get the towel immediately as a restlessly paranoid Seth walked inside the restroom.
'Aaaaahhhhh..' I screamed wrapping my hands around.
'Oh fuck! I'm sorry..' he said jumping few steps back and closing his eyes as he realized my nudity.
I gasped loud trying to cover my body with the towel.
'What are you doing here?' I asked annoyed as hell slowly backing away from him.
I saw Seth turning to face me. 'I..' he turned back again and locked the door from inside.
What's going on? What does he want?
'Don't you really have any manner with women Rollins?' I asked frantically.
Seth faced me rolling his eyes, as if watching the walls around.
'You should have knocked but no.. You decided to burge in like the jerk that you are.' I said still trying to comprehend with the fact that he saw me... Ugh!
However, Seth was barely listening to me and looking around pacing slightly.
Suddenly, he stopped and gazed at a corner of the restroom over the door.
'What now? Won't you leave? What else do you want from me Seth?' I asked getting emotional now.
'Shut up and get behind the curtains.' he said sharply still eyeing over the door.
What? Why?
'But, why? Are you gonna stay here too?' I asked holding the towel for dear life.
Seth looked at me giving me a dirty look. 'Do as I say.' he almost ordered in rage.
I was taken aback. What happened? Why is he shouting this way?
I nodded and walked pulling the curtains over. Seth seemed to determined and bothered.
'Fucking hell!' I heard Rollins curse as he tried to touch a black chip attached to the door. What is it?
My heart beat in nervousness.
Seth took it out and started squashing it under his boot with all force.
'What is it?' I asked from behind the curtains. I was getting impatient now.
Seth didn't respond and his fast breathing was only thing that was heard. And then, he flushed the chip into the toilet. A sudden thought struck me.
Was that secret camera? Was I getting filmed? My heart beats raced.
'Seth, what was it you threw and why did you come here?' I asked in a worried tear laced voice.
Seth looked at me. He had tears in his eyes. He was breathing fast in a certain anxiety. Perhaps, he saw my tears too.
I gathered some courage and walked in front of him. He was breathing loudly.
Our eyes locked and even though none of us spoke the passion and emotion in the air was thicker than anything around. He eyed me for the first time. A single word from him and I would drop the towel right here, right now.
'Am I filmed?' I asked in a shaken voice.
Seth looked at me blank and shook his head. 'Narrowly escaped.' he said looking away and checking the other walls. Tears blew out of my eyes. Who did that and how did he know?
I remembered Zahra spilling the coffee on me and promising me to return with some clothes but he never did it. Was she behind all this?
But, she's Seth's assistant and why did Seth save me from her then? But, then it was only after her arrival that Seth started acting differently.
But, I was certain about something now.
I looked at Seth with tear brimmed eyes.
'You're hiding something from me, aren't you?' I asked looking into Seth's eyes.
He dropped his gaze and backed away a little. His hands reached the buttons of his shirt and he started unbuttoning them.
I know he knew what I wanted right now as I watched him taking his shirt off but silence was the only thing working around.
Seth held the shirt for me.
'You can use this until you get a new one.' he said. I took his shirt with confused eyes.
'But, you haven't answered me yet..' I called for him as he tried to unlock the door. 'Who are they Seth? Is something bothering you?' I asked.
He looked back one more time.
'You shouldn't have used my washroom Alexa.' he said walking away.
Tears spilled down my eyes as I saw him leave.
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