I come out of my room to grab a drink and see what they were doing, both if them are drink off there asses. I see Dean stumble and fall on Roman's lap and Roman kiss him. Damn I wanted to join them, but then I thought for sure Dean was going to punch Roman, but he didn't. All Dean did was smile and kiss him back, and whisper something in Roman's ear and made Roman smile. I was jealous, and walked into my room, and laid on my bed, and wanted to cry. I wanted them both so bad, but I know it won't happen, it seems like they already made it official and it didn't include me.

I got up early that morning and decided to go for a jog to clear my head, and figure out if I should tell them today that I'm gay, and if they will accept it or not. I wanted in their lil party so bad. I wanted to kiss their lips also. I don't know if they went any further than that, but I wanted to know if they did and join. It pains me not to be with them, but what if they decided to let me, would it be awkward or to weird. I figured when I get back I'm telling them, and if they don't want me to join them, I guess I will find someone who will like me, and hopefully accepts me for me.

My jog did clear my mine and when I walked into the door I seen Roman sitting on Dean's lap and suddenly hopped off of his lap fast and Dean got up and they both walked to me, and I knew they were a couple and I didn't have a chance. I was pissed and before I knew it, I said something I would regret for a long time.

"Get the fuck out of my way fags." And walked to my room and slammed the door and cried.

I THINK SETH JUMPED TO CONCLUSION!!!!! HOPEFULLY DEAN AND ROMAN TALKS SOME SENSE INTO SETH!!!!!