Dean woke up around three in the morning and got up and the lights were out and he went upstairs and didn't see Roman and went back downstairs maybe he's in the kitchen, but he wasn't. Dean was convinced Roman left him there, and he cried, he decided he deserved to died and went up to the attic and closed the stairs and hid clear into the back and brought his knees to his chest and cried and cried thinking how could Roman do this to him, all over something stupid. He was so sorry for what happen and wish he could take it back, now he can't because he left him on this island. He finally felt back to sleep again.

Roman came back to the house around 3:30 in the morning drunk as hell and went on the couch and sat down, he figured Dean was sleeping upstairs and he didn't want to see him so he fell asleep on the couch he was the last person he wanted to see. He loves Dean so much, but how is he suppose to deal with being compared to Seth? He would never ever hurt the love if his life, maybe he should take him to Seth and just find someone that would actually love him and think just of him, but he couldn't do that. Finally he must have falling asleep.

The next morning Roman woke up with a bad headache and he got up and got a couple of aspirins and water. He hates waking up to a hangovers he went upstairs to get a shower and the hot water felt so great on his stiff body, that couch hurt his body so bad. Why didn't he go to the spare bedroom? Oh that's right to drunk to climb the stairs he laughed, he finally finished his shower and wrapped a towel around him and walked into the bedroom and didn't see Dean in there and the bed was made which was odd cause Dean never made the bed it was him that made it. He just shrugged his shoulders and got dressed and headed downstairs to make something to eat he figured he was downstairs ready to apologize, but he wasn't. He must be went out for a walk, so Roman went to the patio and watch the ocean and relax and hopefully Dean would show up, but later that night he didn't and Roman got worried. He went into the living room and sat on the couch and waited for Dean to walk in and somehow fell asleep and around four in the morning I heard something in the attic.

Dean was so weak and tired from the heat in the attic and not eating or having no water for 24 hours he decided this wasn't a good idea and he started to get up and he passed out and didn't realize he made a lot if noises at the same time.

Roman raced up to the attic stairs in the hallway and pulled the stairs down and climb them, and turned the light in and looked around for the noise he heard and then he found it. He couldn't believe what he found, it was Dean, he tried to wake him up. He was covered in sweat and hardly breathing, what the hell was he thinking being up here in this attic where it is almost 100 degrees with no food or water? He lifted Dean up and carried him to the stairs and laid him there and climbed down and then lifted him down and carried him to the bedroom on the bed and ran a bath for him and stripped him down and in the tub and tried to cool him down, forced cold water down his mouth. I got him cleaned up and dried him off and put a pair of boxers on and went down stairs and bottle water and back up to make him drink some. Finally in the morning he came around and I was sitting in the chair and when Dean started to moan and open his eyes.

"Dean are you alright?" Roman ask sitting next to him.

"Roman is that really you, where am I?" Dean ask him.

"You in our room Dean, what the hell were you thinking going in the attic as hot as it is here and no water huh?" Roman said angry.

"I wanted to die Roman, you left me." Dean said and turned on his side.

Roman was frustrated and he turned Dean back over. "Were back to that again huh? I thought we were past that Dean, I want this to work so bad, but not if you continue to fall back into this. I love you Dean, it's gonna take both of us to work on this, but not just me."

Dean looked at Roman. "Fine lets just call it quits Roman, I can't help this alright your giving up just like you said you won't."

Roman couldn't take anymore, he loved Dean so much that he would anything for him. He climbed on top of Dean and pinned his arms above his head and looked at him and kissed him with such passion and heated and Roman stop to catch his breath and took off his shirt, and went back down to Dean's weak spot and kissed his neck and Dean moan and arched his back showing him that he wanted Roman. He then went down and kissed his nipples and his chest and let go of he's arms and Dean played with Roman's hair and Roman went down to his stomach and pull down his boxers a lil and licked his lower stomach. He finally pulled his boxers off and climbed back on him and licked the head of his cock and tasted the precum and it tasted great and he stroke his cock while licked his head of his cock and Dean pulled his hair and Roman stopped.

"What baby don't like it?" Roman looked at him with sad eyes.

Dean looked at Roman with such lusted that he tried to throw Roman on his back, but was he smarter than Dean and held him down and shook his head no. Dean just gave him that smirk and tried again to make a move but Roman was stronger than Dean.

"Relax baby boy, let me show you how much I love you so much, and make up for yelling at you." Roman gave him that devious grin.

Roman went back down and licked the head of his cock and teased him uncontrollably on his head of his cock, and started sucking on his cock. Licking it and sucking on his as stroking it as he was coming up to the head of his cock. Dean just moaned in pleasure from the extreme teasing Roman was giving him. Roman then stroked his cock slowly while licking and kissing it, he knew just what he wanted to do to Dean. He then went down and stuck one finger in Dean's ass and went in and out while sucking and licking his cock. He couldn't hold Dean down from all the pleasure he was giving him. He then stuck another finger in his ass and made scissors movements and stuck sucking and damn if Dean wont stay still. He finally stop sucking on Deans cock to grab ahold of him and make him stay. He then moved his two fingers inside of his ass and Dean tried to move, but Roman smirked up him

"Don't move, you can take it Dean. Don't move again." Roman growled at him and kissing his body.

Dean hated the fact he couldn't move, but the way Roman held him down and giving him uncontrollable pleasure excited him and drove him wild. Oh how he knew how to tease him, and he knew he loved it also. He couldn't control the loud moaning Roman is making him do and didn't care do it over and over for Roman. He loves this making up. Roman kept his teasing up, and Dean finally started pulling his hair and he needed him inside of him so bad.

Roman knew he needed to drive Dean more crazier, so he added third finger and went in and out so slow and went back to licking on his cock and moaned in his mouth cause his hard on was now throbbing to be released so bad. Dean started pulling on Romans hair and he slowly pulled his fingers out of Dean and got up and position his self between his thighs and moved slowly to the night stand and pulled out the lube, and applied it to his cock and around and inside of Deans ass. He slowly guided it in his ass. he waited for a few minutes for him to adjust to his size. Dean was the one that moved Romans waist to make him go.

"Harder.....Deeper......Faster........Roman......." Dean moaned.

Roman couldn't disappointed him and did everything Dean moaned to him. He whispered in Deans ears while making sweet love to him. "Baby I'm so sorry for yelling at you. Tell me what else I can do to make you feel better baby boy. Moan it to me baby, faster, harder, deeper, whatever, just tell me I want to please you baby." Roman pounded him harder and faster and deeper and he knew he was pleasing him.

Dean couldn't concentrate on anything only the pleasure Roman was giving him. He only thought all the hits that is going prostate and he wanted more. He wanted Roman to kiss him while pounding him "Roman baby kiss me hard and rough while pounding me baby, that's all I want and to hear you say you say "I Love You" because I Love You Roman"

Roman heard everything Dean wanted and gave into what he wanted. He pounded him and kissed him roughly and also passionately and whispered I love you over and over to him in his ear. He kept pounding and pounding him and suddenly Dean needed to be released and Roman grabbed his cock and Dean slapped his hand off his cock and stroked it his self and had Roman pounded him harder and harder and both release at the same time.

Roman laid down and pulled Dean into his chest. "Dean no more of this talk or bullshit is that understood? I love you so much babe, and see you going back down the same road breaks my heart. Tell me you forgive me baby boy."

Dean looked up at Roman and smiled at him and kissed him. "Im sorry Roman, I love you also, and I forgive you but do you forgive me babe? I will try not to honest, but I keep trying and again im sorry"

Roman looked at Dean and kissed him back. "I forgive you babe, and I will help you thru this I promise, but you have to help me also when I get like this also okay."

They both agree and fell asleep and Dean had a smile on his face.

CAN DEAN AND ROMAN MAKE THIS RELATIONSHIP WORK???????DEAN NEEDS TO UNDERSTAND THAT ROMAN IS GOING THRU THIS ALSO............SORRY ABOUT THIS SUCKISH CHAPTER PLEASE STICK WITH ME IT WILL GET BETTER I PROMISE.....ANOTHER UPDATE LATER GOTTA HELP MY SIS