Roman still bent down to Dean, and he just picked him up and carried him to the bed, and laid him down. He laid down beside him, and tried to hold him, but Dean just pushed his arm away, and turned on his side, and ignored Roman. What is wrong with him, and why is he doing this? Roman finally fell asleep, and when he opened his eyes, he seen Dean looking at him.

"Hey Rommie. I'm sorry, I've thought about it, and your just trying to help, and I was acting like a baby, please don't leave me." Dean looked at him.

Roman laid on his back. "Dean, come here and lay down on me please(Dean did what Roman asked him slowly). Now look at baby. I won't leave you alright. Your right I'm trying to help you, and I will be patient with you, and I know it's going to be hard, and I will be here. Never say your sorry okay." Roman cupped his face and kissed him softly on his lips, and sweetly, and stopped, "Did you feel the love from my lips to yours?"

Dean looked at him and smiled. "Your cheating Roman, I already told you that, but yes I did, and I know you love me, and won't leave me. But that was slick of you to use my line against mine." Dean laughed.

Damn it felt good to hear him laugh again, and I finally seen that spark in his eye. "I have a surprise for you baby."

All of the sudden Dean froze and slowly got off of him, and pulled his knees to his chest. He use to like surprises, but Seth ruined that for him.

"Whats wrong Dean? I'm sorry if I scared you. I was just going to tell you, that I was taking you out if town and away from Seth, and a place where he can't find you or me. A place where you can feel safe. Please calm down." Roman looked at Dean concerned and didnt mean to scare him.

Dean looked at him. "Honest, we actually going some place where we will be without Seth, and he won't know, and it will be just you and Rommie right?"

Roman pull Dean on top of his lap. "Yes Baby Boy just you and me. I want you to get better, and bring you back to your old self and make you believe in yourself again. I love you so much. Now kiss these lips please."

Dean smiled and kissed his lips, and looked at him, and couldn't believe for once he will be safe, and protect, and he has Roman back, and for once he can be a whole man again, but then again. Seth could be right, maybe Roman is wasting his time with a pathetic excuse of a man, who is worthless piece if shit. Suddenly he lost his smile.

Roman lifted his face. "Dean why did you lose your handsome smile?"

"Hmmmm? I'm sorry, just thinking about what Seth kept telling me, and thinking he's right about it." Dean looked at the wall, "You might end up believing it in the end if I can't get better and be a fucking scary cat forever."

Roman got mad, but tried not to show it in front of Dean. "Whatever he said to you I will never believe, he planted that fucking shit in your head, and I'm fucking pissed off at that." Roman said angry.

Dean got off his lap cause he was scare.

Roman realized he got angry in front of Dean, tried to touch his arm, but he flinched. "Dean I'm sorry baby, I'm got angry, but not at you. I'm just so pissed off because of Seth. Listen to me okay(He lifted his face to his..soft and easy). Dean your not a pathetic excuse for a man or worthless piece of shit alright. I will make you see that everyday to show you that. I know you think that because of him and what you been thru, but please believe me your not and never will be in my eyes."

Dean just was scared, but let Roman touch his face. He didn't like this Roman, and hope to never see him again. But he did relax again, and believed him.

"What do you say, we get our bags pack and get ready to catch our flight, and start our vacation. I want to hold you and show you how important you are to me." Roman kissed his lips.

Dean smiled and was ready, but at the same time he was scared. Was he really ready, or was he ready to go back to Seth? He needed to talk to someone, and he thought of Bray. Maybe be can help him get his mind straight, and help me figure it out.

"Roman." Dean looked at him.

Roman looked at him. "Yeah Dean."

"Can you see if Bray can come in I would like to talk to him about something." Dean looked at him.

"Sure babe, hold on." Roman smiled.

Roman went to the living room and seen Bray watching tv.

"Hey Bray, Dean wanted to talk to you, I'll stay out here until your done talking alright, give you guys some privacy." Roman smiled.

"Okay, thanks man. Did he say what he wanted to talk about?" Bray looked concerned

"No just ask if I would come get you." Roman laughed.

Bray walked in and saw Dean sitting on the bed, and walked over to him.

"What up Dean? Roman said you walked to talk. Open up to me, you know you can trust me, and between us." Bray said.

Dean sighed. "Bray, I've been thinking and well I love Roman and I do feel safe with him, but thinking about Seth also."

"Wait Wait! Why in the fuck would you be thinking about Seth for my child? You have done lost it, in fact I don't think you had it or he it knocked it out of you kid." Bray stood up pissed, "Seth out all people huh? Why? You give me one good reason why, and if I think it's good then I will fine that son of a bitch myself and take you there. It better be a hell of a good fucking reason Dean." He said.

Dean got scared, and Bray seen it, and he didn't even feel bad not one bit, he it what shake that pussy shit out of Dean, that is the Dean he knew or helped back then.

"Come On Dean, I'm Waiting On That Good Reason!" Bray Said.

"You don't understand Bray...I've been thinking of everything Seth has been saying and he's right. I am a pathetic excuse of a man, hell I once was a whole man, now look at me. I'm a worthless piece if shit, that doesn't even deserve to be on this earth. Right now I just want to crawl under the rock I was born under and just died. I think I'm better off with Seth, because I feel like he said and that's where I need to be, I'm not worthy enough for Roman, and I'll never be. So if that's not a good enough reason, then go to hell then, I'll call Seth myself and tell him to come get me." Dean said looking at the bed.

Bray was shock. "You fucking serious aren't you? You really think that is what you are don't you?
My God your not any of those boy, your just so far down on yourself, that is all you see my child. You wanna know what I see? I see right now a hurt lil boy that is lost, and scared. He can't find his way out of the woods. You see a man there, and you feel like you can trust him, but yet your scared of him. Reach out for his hand Dean let him guide you back home, you can trust him. Believe in yourself again Dean, believe just I do and Roman."

Dean got up slowly and went to the dresser and took his medicine and started to get dressed. "Can you tell Roman I'm ready." Dean wasn't sure if he's doing the right thing or not, but he'll try it for a while. If he doesn't like it then he'll call Seth his self and give his self up and hopefully he'll take him back and take whatever punishment he deserves.

Roman comes in and gives Dean a kiss on his neck, and Dean turns around and gives him a fake smile. "I'm ready, are you sure this is what you want? Its not to late to change your mind."

Roman smiles and cups Deans face. "I'm sure I want this, I don't want to change my mind. I love you and I want to make you happy again." He kissed his soft and tenderly.

Dean felt the sparks and passion that he use to feel when Roman kissed him. In fact he loved it, he couldn't help but pull Roman into him, and kiss him more passionately, but then he stop. "I'm sorry." He put his head down, and felt bad.

"Don't be sorry babe, I loved it. I missed that(lifting Dean's face). Don't ever say sorry for kissing me like that, or anything you do to me baby. I love you and everything you do to me. The way you touch me, the way you look at me the way you kiss me. Never feel sorry for that." Roman pulled him into a hug.

"I just felt ashamed for doing that, it's alright to do that?" Dean pulled away.

Roman smiled and looked into his eyes. "Baby Boy never feel ashame of your feelings alright. Do what you feel is comfortable when your ready okay."

Dean smiled at him, and now he knew. "Roman."

"Yes my love." Roman smiled

"Can we try that again?" Dean blushed and smiled.

"Are you sure, don't do it if you don't feel comfortable alright." Roman looked at him.

"I'm sure Roman, just kiss me please, before I change my mind." Dean shyly said.

So Roman kissed him, and once again, Dean felt that feeling again, and he pulled him into him, like it was meant to be. Why he felt like this he didn't know, but he wanted more. He felt Roman lick his bottom lip and he let Roman in his mouth and he liked it. It got heated, and then he had to stop, he knew what came next and backed away scared. He was catching his breath and scared.

Roman walked over to Dean to and saw he was scared. "Are you alright babe? What wrong huh?"

He just shock his head confused. "I know what happens next Roman, I'm not stupid, is that what you wanted to happen? I-I am confused right now, I wanted that kiss, but now I accuse you of....I'm sorry...what is wrong with me? I hate my life, just call Seth and tell him to come me, I-I c-cant d-do t-this a-anymore." Dean cried in his hands, "Do it Roman or I'll do it instead."

OMG!!!!!! WILL ROMAN ACTUALLY DO IT CALL SETH???? WOW BRAY TOLD DEAN, AND HOPEFULLY HE LISTENS TO BRAY.....POOR DEAN!!!!