Dean couldn't believe what Roman asked him, so he crawled back to his side and just laid by the bed and crying. Why did he give up on him already? Maybe he already fell out of love with him already to. The neck collar was driving him crazy and he started pulling on it and he knew it won't come off the way Seth put it on. He rather had the ankle chain on instead. He started screaming and he didn't care if anyone heard him. He wanted to let it out and his tears came out a the same time. He wanted out of here.

He didn't care if he was sore and beating. He got up slowly and walked to the wall and started to bang his head on it. He kept screaming and yelling.

"I WANT OUT!!!!!!!! I WANT OUT!!!!!!! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE......I'LL DIE BEFORE I TAKE ANYMORE ABUSE!!!!!" DEAN SCREAMED.

He kept banging his head and pounding the wall with his fist at the same time. He didn't care if he hurt his self he couldn't hurt his self anymore then he already hurt. He kept going at it over and over and over.

"NOBODY CARES!!!!!!!! I AM WORTHLESS PATHETIC LOSER........ WHY LIVE IF I HAVE NO ONE??????" DEAN SCREAMED.

Roman heard the commotion going on over close as he could to where Dean was and he stood up and seen Dean pounding his head and fist against the wall. He saw blood from his head and fist. He was wondering what the fucking was he thinking? Once Dean was in this stage he couldn't stop him, except screaming at him.

"DEAN STOP IT!!!! YOUR GOING TO KILL YOURSELF.....PLEASE YOUR NOT WORTHLESS BABY I LOVE YOU!!!!!! PLEASE STOP....." ROMAN SCREAMED AT HIM.

Dean didn't hear him at first because he was screaming and pounding at the wall. He thought maybe he just needed to get his frustration out. Finally he stop cause he thought he heard a voice screaming at him.

Roman was screaming again and hoping he was getting thru to Dean cause he didn't want Dean to hurt his self. Damn why did he have to ignore him and tell him to give into Seth? He just wanted the abuse to stop that's all.

"DEAN....PLEASE STOP........IM SORRY I LOVE YOU! I DIDN'T MEAN IT HONEST.......(HE LOOKED AT DEAN AND HE STOPPED AND LOOKS AT HIM) I WAS STUPID TO SAY THAT...I SAID THAT AT A MOMENT OF WEAKNESS." ROMAN SCREAMED AT HIM.

Seth.......

I started breakfast and still couldn't believe I hurt Dean and made him sore and bleed. I never did that to him ever....only beat him to bleed but never when we had sex. I don't know if I should take him to the hospital or just give him a break? If I need to release myself there's always Roman, but I don't want him, sure his cock can feel my ass, and make my prostate feel amazing, but he won't fight like my Dean.

He sat at the table to think how to make it up to Dean. He had to, beating him until he bleed was different, but raping him until he bleed was different. It felt so good sleeping next to Dean and his head resting on my head. I know him, he felt comfortable know someone was holding him even if it was me.

I know how to make it up to Dean. He has to miss not being inside me. He loved being dominated one, that's it, I'm sure Roman let him have one shot and that Roman had him the whole time and Dean is itching to be inside of someone. Its not like I'm raping him at all, it more like I'm giving him the pleasure of giving myself to him.

Seth got up and finished breakfast and at the same time tried to figure out how to set the mood for tonight for this special moment with Dean. He wants to show him that he can be loved and have the same loving taste of sex. He knows Dean won't resist, and even he will moan and get into it. Seth's was getting a hard on, but put the thought out of his mind for now.

He finished breakfast and ate his and made the plates for the guys downstairs. He had a smile from ear to ear and couldn't help it. He wanted to take them their breakfast and leave and get everything ready for tonight.

He got downstairs and went to Roman first and gave him his breakfast and water and went to Dean and dropped the tray of everything when he saw...................

OKAY DEAN OFFICIALLY LOST IT!!!!!!!!! ROMAN NOW FEELING GUILTY OVER WHAT HE SAID OR JUST SAYING IT SO HE CAN MAKE DEAN STOP HURTING HIS SELF???? WHAT COULD HAVE SETH SEEN THAT MADE HIM DROP THE TRAY???????