Dean read the letter again and crumbles it up and threw it. He didn't even take noticed that Roman and Bray was there. He was hurt and angry confused and wanted to hurt someone. Just when things are going good for him he get this shit from Seth. He was slowly getting over him, now what? No he got up he didn't need this, he had Roman and Bray.

He got up and paced around until he felt someone touch his shoulder. He looks at Roman, just stared at him with hurtful eyes. He grabbed his neck and pulled him to him.

"You and me against the world right Ro."

Roman smiles and rubs his face. "Yes baby boy me and you."

Dean smiles with his dimples and pecks his lips amd walks over and picked up the letter,  looks at Bray. "I need a lighter man."

Bray didn't even asked why and hands him one. He watched Dean go over to the fireplace and was confused to what he was doing. He stands by Roman, just watching Dean. They both wondered what was happening and what Dean had.

Dean looks at them. "To letting go and starting over."

He flick the lighter and lite the paper up. He held it for a bit until it was almost to the top and tossed it into the fireplace. He watched it burn and felt a lot of things being lifted off him. He was stronger than was and he looks over at Roman. He knew whatever he would still go through he had him.

Roman walks over to him and wraps his arms around Dean. He let Roman hold him and held him back. He can do it, he can let it all go and not worry about it. So much of a long road, but he has everything he needed.

"I love you Ro, and I'm glad you never gave up on me when I became difficult and distance. You saved me."

Roman kisses his head, "I love you too Dean. Told you I was here and never leave you."

He turned around and looked at Roman, "I'm ready to go back to work. It's time to get myself out if this rut, and go back to my passion. I will show Seth that he may have taken a piece of me with him, but still is still a fighter in me.I'm glad he's gone, hope he stays where he is."

Roman smiles and cups his face, "I am right with you baby boy. I always knew the fighter was still in you. You are strong enough to get pass all this."

Bray walks over and pats his back, "You got this Dean. You have a long journey to go but we got your back. I'm always just a call away. There is nothing left here but to go up. Finally after months you are the guy I took under my wing and mentor."

Dean smiles and hugs him. "I'm glad you didn't give up on me either Bray. I know I was a handful when you first met me." he chuckles and looks down.

"Hey lift that head up. You have nothing to feel bad about or ashame about. You keep that head up high man. Through everything you still keep that head up. Told you from the beginning of time I had your back.

Dean shrugs and smiles. Finally after so long he getting to be his old self. He looks at Roman and saw forever with him. His blushes and was breathless, cause he was seeing Roman for the first time in months. He walks over to him  took his hand.

"I was burning a letter I got from Seth. I don't believe half of what he said, but he said he was letting me go. Wither he means it or not." he shrugs, "Well that remains to be seen, but I can't worry about that now can I? Your here and that's all I need."

Roman smiles and pulls him gently into his arms. He kisses him, waiting for Dean to stop him, but he didn't. He felt Dean come closer to him, and deepens the kiss. He felt all the sparks that has been there since the first kiss they had. He licks Deans lips for entrance and he opens them for him. He heard him moan in the kiss. Putting his hand on his head and his back knowing he won't push away.

Dean felt it all the excitement the thrill of his kiss. He didn't want to go back, just forward. He pushed Roman back against the fireplace and got even closer to him. He finally pulled apart and panting, staring into Romans eyes. His chest going up and down he smiles and smashes his lips back on his lips.

Bray chuckles and leaves the room to give them privacy. He knew they finally found each other again and didn't want to be there. He walked around his place, he knew Dean was now going to be alright now.

Roman stops the kiss again and breathing heavy. "Baby boy if we don't stop it will go further."

Dean smiles and steps back. He was almost ready for the next step but wanted to wait. Time heals all wounds he thought, but rushing into sex now he knows he would freeze. He takes Romans hand and takes him to the couch. He sits next to him and puts his head in his shoulder. He sighs, then closes his eyes.

"You alright baby boy?" He holds him and rubs his shoulder.

"Mmhmm...just want you to hold me." He reaches for his hand and plays with his fingers, "Ro, I'm sorry how I treated you and thinking you didn't care or love me. I thought you were just here cause you thought you had to be."

Roman watches him play with his fingers, "Its alright baby boy, I know you weren't yourself and I won't have ever left you. I love you and I was here to help you cause I wanted to and  I won't let you deal with this alone."

Dean smiles and still plays with his fingers. He thinks about the first time they admitted to each other they loved each other. He starts to chuckle this self, it was when him and Roman were drunk and he fell on his lap and kissed. He remember Roman wanted more, but he wanted him to remember the next morning and he sure did. Again he chuckles to his self.

Roman looks down at him. "Baby boy what's funny?"

Dean looks up with a smiles. "Thinking of the first night we confessed our love to each other and how drunk we were and you wanted more."

Roman blushes to that, "I was ready that night, but I shocked you. I remembered and how you kept me waiting, but I will admit still today that it was worth the wait." He chuckles kissing his head.

"Ro, you regret me being the first since all this happened?" He was curious and wanted to know.

Sitting Dean on his lap and cups his face and smiles. "No it was amazing and glad it was you. I never regret it since all this happened and if I had to do it all over again I still want it to be you."

Dean looks into his eyes, just stared into them without saying another word. He puts both hands on each side of his head on the couch and bends down to his face. Their lips inches away from each other and neither moved just staring into each others eyes.

Dean whispers, "Thank you for saving me."

Roman looks into his eyes, "I will continue to save you, I love you."

"I love you too Ro."

Roman lays down holding him on his chest.How he missed this and rubs his back. Dean soon fell asleep laying the listening to his heart beat.

THE END!!!