Friday, 8:00 A.M.

Ji Hoon

Ji Hoon:

You see?

Me:
Obviously I got eyes.

Ji Hoon:
What do you think
about it now?

Me:
I need time Hoon...
It'll take me atleast a few
months till I can.

Ji Hoon:
I hate you. Literally
you were the one who
bought the car after
you saw the pamplets
one day before.

Why? Because it was for
you! And now when it comes
to me. You suddenly are
struggling.

Me:
Hoon?!

Ji Hoon:
That's truth. I know
you hate me too because
you think mom left because
of me and I am a burden
on you.

Me:
What are you saying bro,
I never thought it like that.

Where are you getting all
this from.

Ji Hoon:
It has been years Noona,
I never ask you for anything.
Anything! I settle for less.
Always. And you never care.

Why? Cause you hate me. And
I would like to tell you that no!
Mom didn't left us because of
me. She left us because she
was done with life!

Me:
Hoon you are getting it all
wrong. It's true mom never
left because of you and I never
said anything bout it.

Ji Hoon:
You never said doesn't mean
I don't feel it.

Just because I have a different
dad, whom I don't even know.
What's my fault in it?

Me:
That's it Ji Hoon. Shut the fuck up.
You are my brother and I
love you and am doing my
best to provide for you. It's
just that things aren't favourable
now.

Ji Hoon:
Things are never favorable
for me.

I have no parents

And I have a sister who I
don't even know loves me or
thinks of me as a burden.

Me:
How could you?

Ji Hoon:
Truth is harsh.
The schools here thank God.
I don't even wanna talk
to you.

I will stay back at Mike's
tonight.

Call McDreamy?
Yes / No

[Hello?]

[Hope...]

[Are you crying? Why?]

[I don't know what to do.]

[Calm down. Take deep
breaths and speak]

[Hoon... Ji Hoon... He]

[What happened to him?
Is he alright?]

[He is hurting so bad. He
carried so much venom and
never let it out and I never
anticipated that he hated me
so much.]

[He doesn't hate you YN. If
he hated you, he won't be telling
you about his girlfriend. He
trusts you.]

[He hates me Hobi.*sniffle*
I failed my promise to my
father. I failed Hobi. I am
nothing but a failure.]

[You are not a failure at
all YN. Calm down first.
Where are you?]

[I... I *sniffle* I am at home.]

[You don't have your job?]

[I have *sniffle*]

[YN you are great and you're
doing great. You are doing
practically everything. You
were at the part time at midnight!
After you office that ends at six!
You are doing your absolute best
and even though you don't tell
me doesn't mean I don't know
your financial issues.

It's just that I know it so
well that you won't accept help and
I don't wanna stress you.

But believe me YN, I haven't
met a woman as hard working
as you. ]

[*Sniffle* I am worthless. I
couldn't even give Hoon a
familial love. I never realised
that he was struggling so much.

You know, he was only
Four when dad died. And then
after four years mom committed
suicide. He had such a tender
brain then, it was dad's last words
for me to take care of him and
me. And I couldn't do it. I failed.]

[First of all take care of yourself]

[But-]

[If you don't take care of
you, there will be no you
to take care of others. Get yourself
together YN. You are strong-]

[I am not. I am not strong.
I don't wanna be strong. I just...
want someone. I want my dad.
I miss him. I miss him Hobi. I miss
him alot. I never say but I miss
him.]

[*Deep breath* cry as much
as you want to, it's okay to
cry.]

[I... I drank so much to hide
my pain. But no one saw it.
Everyone accused me of being
a drunkard, even I did. But, it
aches a lot Hoseok. I am
not built strong enough to bear this.

And I clearly know that
I am ranting and making you
feel miserable-]

[No you're not. You're my
girlfriend. It's my duty to
listen to you.]

[Believe me Hobi. I tried
a lot. I tried and tried and tried
but I could not and finally
lost myself in the process of
trying but it still turned
out to be a waste. I never knew
what heartache felt like under
the influence of alcohol but
it's hurtful. I want to die-]

[What about me? *Sniffle*
If you die then what about me
YN? I want you, I need you.
You are the success of my
life. What about me?]

[I don't really know... People
never gave a fuck about me.
It was always their life and I
was just a passer by. Why is
my life all entitled to others?]

[Your life is your life. It's
not entitled to anyone. It's
all in the purpose. The relations
in your life provide you a
purpose, the emotions is a sense
of living. You cannot skip chapters
in the book oflife. That's not
how it works.]

[I am not skipping chapters.
I just don't wanna relive some.]

[Memories are an inevitable
part of life. And no matter how
much you try to deny them.
A part of your brain will retain
them. The best way is to make
new.]

[Huh?]

[Make new memories and cherish
them.]

[I don't think-]

[Make memories with
me.]

[...]

[I love you YN and you're
the best person, you're my
person.
You are absolutely best.]

[I am not the best. I can never be.]

[You are the best for me YN.
I want to tell you that
you are absolutely lovable
and you're eyes are absolutely
sinkable. Your skin is absolutely
Cherish able. Your soul is
absolutely beautiful. And your
lips? Oh god your lips are absolutely
kissable. All the time, I was
so scared I would have done
something like Yoongi Hyung.

And your-]

[Okay I guess that's enough
to make me flustered *giggles*]

[And your smile ignites my
own YN. So, smile more.]

[*Laughs*]

[Your laughter warms me up
making my soul roll itself
in a cacoon. Just wanting to
be in the warmth.]

[Stop! *Muffled laugh*]

[Your cute way of being
flustered at little compliment
that is truth anyhow makes
me wanna cuddle you so bad.]

[Bro it's... Ahh stop it!]

[And the way you say bro
is so cute. I would never want
my girlfriend to call me that
but from you it seems like
affection.

You are so cute. And by cute
I don't mean I wanna pinch
your cheeks, it means I wanna
push you up against a wall.]

[Gosh that escalated quick.
You're horny Hobi. That too in
the morning! *Giggles*]

[You fucking have the most
attractive and cute voice.

It makes me smile but also
makes me horny AF. Congrats.]

[You are unbelievable hahaha.]

[How I wish it were a video call-]

[Happy it ain't. Otherwise I
would have been teased my
entire life for looking like
a monkey. God, my ears are
so warm right now.]

[I can warm them up
even more if you want babygi-]

[Shut up! I have to go for
my job. Bye. Love you.]

[Love you too baby gi-]

[Shh!! Damn!]

Call ended

(A/N: Triple update 😂)