Y/N's POV

Wed, 4:00 P.M.

Hoseok

Hoseok:
How's Taejoon?

Me:
Huh?
What happened to him?

Hoseok:
You don't know?

Me:
...no?

Hoseok:
He went to meet his
ex today.

Me:
What???

And how do you know?

Hoseok:
Suga Hyung was pissed
off at how gullible he is.

Me:
....

Will contact you in some
time.

Hoseok:
Yeah sure.

Call Tj?
Yes / No

[He-]

[What the fuck?]

[Huh?]

[Did you meet that bitch?]

[How did you...]

[Hah! Now I'll get your
life updates from someone
else. Wow Tj.]

[Look YN, I know what all
is going on in your life.

I just didn't wanted to
burden you-]

[Bro, this is my responsibility
to help you and be by your
side! You're my best friend!]

[Let's be honest,
If I would have told you, you
would have tried me up a
chair and locked the room and
would never let me go.]

[I guess I would have
cause thats the right thing to do]

[She was crying YN]

[And so were you when you broke up]

[She was missing me.
She said she loves me]

[And so she said earlier]

[I- I can't not love her.
I... I just-]

[Are you okay?]

[I don't know]

[Where are you?]

[In the park]

[Comin there. And if you move
a muscle, i swear to god, you're
dead meat]

[Weren't you busy with
the furnishing of the new
house?]

[Shut the fuck up!]

[...]

Call ended

Wed, 8:30 P.M.

Hoseok

Me:
Idk what I should be doing...

Hoseok:
About Taejoon?

Me:
Yeah.
I cannot watch him cry.

And they were never in
a healthy relationship,
she always was just with
him cause he was a
popular kid and he is quite
rich in that case.

Despite his personality,
he is an excellent lawyer.

Hoseok:
Ikr... Relationships are a
mess if it's not equal.

Me:
Yeah.

If it was in my jurisdiction,
I would have really really
killed her.

Ik she isn't serious now too,
she just want him to get over
her past affair.

And this dumbass thinks she
really loves her.

I know what's gonna happen
now. I cannot watch him break
down again.

Hoseok:
But, you cannot force him.

It's his life and relations

Me:
That's the problem. I cannot.

Hoseok:
I think relationships are like
songs. You keep listening
to them and they get old.

Me:
Or you learn all the words
love it forever and always
have it there to sing along with.

Hoseok:
It's still the same song.

Me:
Find a new song

Hoseok:
But I like that song

Me:
A new song, not a new artist.

The same artist can make new
songs.

Hoseok:
Oh my god.

Me:
That's why people give up
so early. They're stuck on
one thing and then they get
bored.

Find an artist and not a song.

Hoseok:
...that's deep.

Me:
Wby? Are you over your ex?

Hoseok:
We broke up when we were
just understanding each other.

We didn't match.

Me:
You loved her?

Hoseok:
Nah

Me:
You did that's why it was hurting you

Hoseok:
It was hurting me cause
she took benefits out of
me and was not serious.

I felt more of betrayed
than broken.

Me:
You still love her?

Hoseok:
I do not love her

Me:
Are you sure?

Hoseok;
Tuesday summer afternoon.
You were wearing black
leggings, white Nike elite socks
with converse, and a Rolling
Stones t shirt. Your hair was
straight curled at the tips.
When you laughed your
eyes brightened up.
Your voice was music to my ears.
I like u. Its always been u.

Me:
You said you never saw me on
the day of the accident...

Hoseok:
How could I not?

Sorry, if that was so
sudden.

This was not the way I
wanted it to be out but,
I really like you.

And I wanna date you.

Me:
I know you have been waiting
for 10 mins for the answer but,
she just actually fainted.

And hello, this is Ji Hoon

Hoseok:
O.O

Wed, 9:15 P.M.

Me:
...hey

Hoseok:
Are you okay?

Me:

R u sure u want to date me?

Like me?

I am so imperfect...
So... Weird...

And you are, the epitome
of perfection.

Hoseok:
You owe me 200 won

Me:
Look a billionaire asking
for money from a miser.

God, are u watching?

Hoseok:
Lmao 😂

Me:
Coming back to our conversation

Hoseok:
Yeah please I am dying

Me:
So... Why would you love me?

I don't know if I can even
love you right.

I don't even know my feelings.

Hoseok:
Do you feel anything
special about me?

Me:
I do. But... I don't know
if it's love...

I love your voice.

I love talking to you.

I love your presence.

Like, every message you send
me makes me happy.

No matter what it is, it's
interesting to me and I love
reading them.

But... Wouldn't any Army would?

And...

What if I ended up
hurting you?

What if I make you leave
like everyone?

What if... You were the right
one but I wasn't...

Hoseok:
Look, this is no way you
can predict future.

And would you please
stop looking down on
yourself?

Me:

Am just stating the odds

Hoseok:
Whatever it may be

I love you

You are on my mind all
day. I feel like living
when I am with you.

Me:
...why?

Hoseok:
You bring out the best in me.
I don't mean better
manners, or a sense a maturity,
or whatever else this tired
world expects of me.
I mean you make me
want to climb roofs,
run wild and act inappropriately,
take risks and pursue
my dreams with passion
and integrity.

Around you, I start living.

Me:
Oh god...

Idk if someone like
me can deserve someone
like you.

Hoseok:
You cannot love anyone
if you don't love yourself.

Me:
Bulshit. I have never loved
myself.

But you...

Oh God you?

I love you so much that I forget
what hating on myself felt like.

Hoseok:
...

Me:
...

Hoseok:
...

Me:
...

Hoseok:
Say something!!

Me:
What should I?

I just confessed without myself
knowing. Looks like I really
love you. And am scared.

Idk how to express it like u do.

But

You put hot in my
psychotic

oo in blood

fun in funeral

Sass in assassination

laughter in slaughter

ay in slaying

In a sense you brighten
up each negative aspect
of mine.

I love you too.

Hoseok:
That was crazy cute 💜💜

I am video calling

Me:
NO!!

Hoseok:
Why not?

Me:
Cause I am still blushing
and smiling like an idiot
and I don't want you to
witness that.

Hoseok:
Aww I am calling you

Incoming video call : Hoseok
Yes / No