Sat, 11:00 A.M.

Hoseok

Me:
Everything in my house
is fine!

Hoseok:
Wow. You should
be grateful

Me:
Yeah. Just half burnt!

Hoseok:
...

Me:
I am devastated. I painted
the walls of the house
with my own hands bro.

Well it's okay.

Qué Será Será

Incoming call : Hoseok
Accept / Decline

[Hm?]

[Are you okay?]

[Managing somehow]

[Where will you live now?]

[Have not decided.]

[What about your job?]

[I don't know]

[Food?]

[No idea]

[Clothes?]

[Nuh uh]

[Fu-]

[Will you shut up?
I already have too much
on my head rn!
Instead of making me count
on what all I have to take
care of can't you just say
it's okay?

Whatever!]

Call ended.

Incoming call : Hoseok
Accept / Decline

Switch off?
Yes / No

Sun, 5:00 P.M.

Hoseok

Hoseok:

Sat, 11:30 A.M.: hey I am sorry.
I was just checking up
you.

Sat, 1:00 P.M. : okay it's my fault
can you please answer the call.

Sat, 5:00 P.M. : your phn is still
switched off, are you okay?

Sat, 7:30 P.M. : look, if you need
any help I am here.

Sat, 9:00 P.M. : Everything's gonna
be okay. Ik you can make it right.

Sun, 3:00 A.M. : Are you up?

Sun, 8:00 A.M. : you've not switched
on your phn since yesterday!!
Are you even alive?

Sun, 1:00 P.M. : Hey, it's okay.
If you want I can help you paint
your walls next time.

Me:
Oh would you really?

Hoseok:
Finally!! God! I was so
scared.

Me:
Sorry... I was just a bit
touchy

Hoseok:
It's okay. Happens.

Me:
Everything is just fine.
You don't have to be
concerned.

Hoseok:
How can I not be concerned
when you clearly are not
okay.

Me:
I'm okay now.

Just realised that I was hungry

So, I grabbed a Snickers

Hoseok:
And you were eating
Snickers for a day?

Me:

Hoseok:
No you're not.

It's okay to accept that u
r not fine!!

Me:
Same I can say to you.

I know you are not fine
too! I can tell it, like you are
sad or feeling empty, idk
but you are not okay!

Hoseok:
Why do you think so?

Me:
Bangtan sense

Hoseok:
Is there anything like that?

Me:
Yeah. It's like the urge of
making people happy
who are sad or are confused.

BANGTAN SENSE

Hoseok:
Oh there's anything like that...?

Is it some army terminology?

Me:
You know about the army
terminology?????

Hoseok:
Heard a few like... JinHit, Hobi water
Namjesus...

Me:

Hoseok:
Lol.

Me:
Wait that's you

Hoseok:
Ikr

Me:
Lol 😂😂😂

Do u guys use yr own memes?

Hoseok:
Sometimes

Me:
Wowww

Well, looks like we drifted
off topic again.

So, why r u sad?

Hoseok:
Idk... I just am.
Maybe it's my state of
rest that's sad.

Me:
There's no state of rest.
You're sad because you
are trying to make sense
out of life.

Hoseok:
What?

Me:
Hm!

You r trying to reason out
things. You are measuring
what should make you
laugh and to what you should
maintain a poker face.

You are forcing yourself to
act when you are feeling
differently because you think
the former is what you should
do.

Hoseok:
Somehow this feels true.
But, aren't there like reasons
that should make us happy and
reasons why we should be
sad?

Me:
Nothing is predetermined.

The thing is there is no
sense to be made, only life
to be lived. there is no set
purpose to fulfill, there are
no checklists to complete,
just an ephemeral moment to
breathe, to love, to be kind, to feel.

Hoseok:
How can I feel this. I feel like
I am faking myself. Everyone
thinks I am happy, that I am
always smiling.

I think four times before
letting out an emotion.

Me:
Life is in all the simple,
little things that we so often
overlook. Uncomplicate your heart.
Be here, be present, embrace
your own journey.

There is so much beauty
and wonder to be found
right where you are.

Wise men say think before
you act but, are you really
living when you think about
each and every action?

Hoseok:
It makes sense but, it's difficult
for me.

Me:
It's okay for your self to
feel reluctant to change.

It's completely alright.

You'll start living eventually.

Hoseok:
You mean I am not living?

Me:
Didn't meant that...

You know what I mean! Arghh

Hoseok:
Haha lol.

Me:
I hate you ಥ‿ಥ

Hoseok:
I love you too

Me:
...

Nsiwkwkw??!

Whatttt???

Waiitgshwjwk

Hahaha

I am fine

Ha ha ha ....

I may or may not be going insane

You... Killed me!!

Arrrrgggghhhhh!!!

Wtf?!

Hoseok:
As a friend lol

Me:
However

Hoseok:
Lol bye

Me:
Bye bye
(~￣³￣)~

Hoseok:
Lmao