Fri, 5:00 P.M.

Me:
Do you know why fire
trucks are red?

Hoseok:
No. Why?

Me:
Firetruck has 4 wheels and
it can carry 8 people.

4+8 equals 12.

There are twelve
inches in a ruler

Queen Elizabeth was
a ruler.

There was a ship called
Queen Elizabeth.

That ship sailed the sea

Sea has fishes

Fishes have fins

People from Finland are
called Fins

Russia and Finland had
a war long time ago.

Russia has red in its flag

So red. Coz they are always
Russian around.

Hoseok:
Lol that made my day

Me:
Or night?

Hoseok:
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Me:
What's with this?

Are you trying to flirt???

Oh my God

I am laughing hard

Hoseok:
Yea babe I am flirting

Me:
Hahahaha

Sorry?

Hoseok:

Me:
You sent a meme??

This can't be you!

Who is this?

Hoseok:
Oh I got caught quite
early duh!!

Me:
You can't be the friend
From earlier coz he is
salty.

Who r u??

Hoseok:
Lemme take this chance
to introduce myself

Good, better, best
I am not like the rest

I love to sing,
But I never frown.
I am a king,
All I need is a crown.

Annyeonghaseyo jeoneun
BAngtan Seonyeodan
Hwangeum maknae

Me:
Jeon Jungkook ibnida

Hoseok:
Are you an army??

Me:
Yessssss

Are you tooo????

Hoseok:
Wait. What?

Me:
Are you an army?

Hoseok:
I am Jungkook!

Me:
Yeah right.

And I am Kim Seokjin

Female version.

Hoseok:
Hahahahahah

Jin Hyung!!

You don't believe me?

I'm JEON JUNGKOOK

Me:
Oh so you too have
the same name as a BTS
member?

Hoseok:
No. I am bts's
Jeon Jungkook

Me:

Hoseok:
Video call!!

Video call me.

Me:
Lol what?

Really?

Hoseok:
Yea

Incoming video call : Hoseok
Yes / No

[He- Daebak]

[Y- you... Fuck]

[*Jungkook!! What are you
doing with my phone?*]

Call ended

Fri, 11:50

Hoseok's frnd:
Hey.

Me:
...this is yoongi?

MIN YOONGI IN A SENSE??

MIN YOONGI?????

Hoseok's frnd:
Yeah um...

Me:

WHAT THE-

I DON'T KNOW HOW
TO RESPOND RIGHT NOW

Hoseok's frnd:
Stop freaking out

Me:
I'M SORRY TO DISAPPOINT
MY STAN.

BUT I AM AFRAID I CAN'T

Hoseok's frnd:
Shud I text you or nah?

Me:
Your wish.

Oh my goddd my stan
wants to talk to me...

Anything for you!!!

Hoseok's frnd:
What the-

First of all, you cannot
leak this number.

Neither of Hoseok

Me:
Agreed

Hoseok's frnd:
Second..

Your mail?

Me:
Why?

Hoseok's frnd:
Will send ya docs regarding
the same. If you
reveal anything bout us
we'll Sue you.

Me:
Well that broke my heart
but there you go...

[email protected]

Hoseok's frnd
Third...

This thing stops here.

We'll not contact each other.

Me:
Wait. What do you mean
by that?

Hoseok's frnd:
I am sorry, but, we can't.

We cannot talk to you as in.

Me:
But... I told I will
never disclose your
identities.

And basically it's ok
for you but... Hoseok?

Will he also not talk to me?

Hoseok's frnd:
Yeah

We have sorted it out.

Neither of us will disturb
you.

Me:
Well okay...

He'll say goodbye though, right?
Message not delivered.

"This won't happen, right?" I questioned the celing as I lied down on the bed. Turning my head towards the wall clock, '4:57 A.M.'

He would not just abandon me, at least he'll send a last message. He will. I know he will.

I gulped thickly, all the flowers that bloomed in my soul when I saw Jungkook on my phone screen seemed to wilt. We promised, we will be there for each other, we were friends after all.

I sat up anxiously, picking up my phone.

Sat, 5:00 A.M.

Hoseok

Me:
Hi
Message not delivered

I let out a shuddering breath. He blocked me. He really did. My breathing went heavy all of sudden as I placed my phone in my overcoat's pocket and got up. Balancing my self on my trembling legs.

"You are a jinx, you ate up your family!!"

Tears filled my empty eyes as I tried taking deep intakes of air as to pacify my wrenching heart. Filling a glass of water, I chucked it down in unequal segments.

"She is unlucky, that's why she is all alone."

The tears brimming my eyelids broke free, coursing my cheeks. I took my phone out and glanced at the screen before shovingbit back in.

"I pity her but she killed her family."

"No!" I clutched onto my ears as I slid down the wall, not able to control my sobs anymore, trying to muffle them by placing my palm over my mouth.

"I did not kill my parents, I am not a jinx." Tears streamed uncontrollably.

I looked around for support.

Hoseok- Mom- Dad- Accident- Hoseok- Alcohol!

I looked around almost like a maniac, rushing down to the empty basement. I had cleaned it all up, I decided not to depend upon alcohol anymore but my urge was uncontrollable.

I had to quench my thirst or probably I'll die of the heartache.

I took my wallet with shuddering hands, as of a person who was on drugs. I lost any voice inside me that could impede me.

I rushed out in a hurry, I had to protect my diminishing soul.

"One drink please," I said impatiently at the bar counter and the bartender complied.

I knew I was doing wrong in getting wasted but it felt like I would die if I did not.

And yet, I was there on one of the chairs waiting for my drink of life, that'll make he'll a little livable.

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(A/N: Don't say that yn's weak cause she's not. It's just the trauma of the past which she mentioned a few times; she didn't want people to leave her without notice.

And also don't kill me. Lol.)