Hello lovely wattpadians
As some of you may, or may not have noticed I haven't been very active on here for a while...

My chapters have become shorter each time that I update, and my characters have become somewhat bland, or rather I just don't feel any conection towards them anymore.
The last few chapters that have been uploaded had to undergo some heavy editing by a close friend of mine because I just kept killing everybody off(I stopped counting the amount of thimes that I made Tom kill everybody after a while).
Now every time that I even think of writing a new chapter my brain just goes like; "Oh, so you wanted to write a touching chapter with drama, love and hidden feelings? What a shame that the only thing that you can think about now is the protagonist of the story slowly torturing and killing everyone."

So, that's part of the reason why I haven't been on here...
Unfortunately my inclination to kill most of my characters is part of a bigger picture...
I was recently diagnosed with clinical depression, and am currently taking antidepressants(hence my forever growing urge to kill evryone in my stories) and no matter how happy I seem trough private messages in reality I'm just blankly staring at the screen and wondering what the heck I'm doing in this godforsaken world.

So I guess that my stories will probably be on hold for quite a while, exept for "His Mark" (seeing as lady_nyx and myself have written some chapters in advance) and "The Ravens Heiress" because I already wrote the chapter for Hallowen.

I kind of don't know what else to say...
Sorry- I'll try to write as soon as I feel better...
Much love
Jamz