Dear Sarab,

I'm sorry for this new leaf I'm turning over. I didn't want to hurt you or upset you that I becoming more darker than I used to be. I know I'm not good at apologizing or trying to find the words to say that I'm sorry.

Your a sister to me. Your the only family I have that understands me if I'm down and having regrets.

I want things between you and me to be better, I know that won't make up for me liking Andy who is your boyfriend.

Please forgive me....

Your the only family I have left, and if I lose you, I lose faith, and hope that I have left in this life.

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