I know I've been taking forever and I feel bad but this story is kind of giving me writers block right now. The next chapter will be up sometime this week though I promise but here's a little Sterek one shot until then.

This song is inspired by Miley Cyrus's When I Look At You

Oh and ps the judges are not the judges in the real show. But characters from Teen Wolf

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Stiles POV

I'm here. America's Got Talent. No one even knew I could sing in my pack except for Allison. But that's only because she caught me in the shower singing the song I am actually singing today. The rest of the pack is here in the audience. Allison, my dad..Chris Argent, and my my boyfriend are offstage. This song is actually for Derek.

I walk onstage to hear a chorus of applause and a THAT'S MY BEST FRIEND from Scott.

"Hi. Who are you? How old are you? And where are you from?"

"My name is Stiles Argent. I am 17 years old, and I am from Beacon Hills California."

"Okay well Stiles what are you going to be singing for us today?" I took a breath before continuing. I don't think I had taken a breath yet. I'm just so excited, and nervous.

"I am going to be singing when I look at you by Miley Cyrus." I heard them say I could start whenever I was ready and then I heard the music play. I looked to Derek and mouthed this is for you before I started to sing.

[Verse 1]
Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the night's so long

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

[Chorus]
Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I
I look at you
When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I
I look at you

[Verse 2]
When I look at you, I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone

[Chorus]
Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I
I look at you
When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I
I look at you

[Bridge]
You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that
Cover me, all I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful?
Yeah, yeah, yeah

[Chorus]
When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I
I look at you
I look at you

[Outro]
You appear just like a dream
To me

After the song a standing ovation was made for me. Okay. Wasn't expecting that. But what I really wasn't expecting was to look over at Derek and to see him with tears in his eyes. Did I really just get the Derek Hale to cry? Wow. I must be a better singer than I thought. The funny part though was that you could tell that he was trying to hide it and failing.

"Well Mr. Argent that was quite a performance you have quite a voice on you." Judge Deaton said as he smiled at me. He then looked over to Judge Jennifer.

"Okay you couldn't have sang a song like that without having someone to sing it too. So I ask. Who is the special someone?" You could here the audience ooh while Scott you could hear tell You're screwed man.

"He's actually backstage right now and his name is Derek." This time it was her turn to ooh.

"Well Mr. Derek your boyfriend is certainly something and he had a beautiful voice. You are one lucky man." You could hear him say I know and that drove the crowd crazy and made me blush. Next Was Marin.

"Well Stiles. That was exceptional. I love the control you have over your voice which is amazing by the way and how you didn't mess the pitches up. It isn't the easiest song to sing so I congratulate you on that." Last up was Adrian Harris. He was the tough one to please. He hasn't exed me so everything's good so far.

"Well Stiles. I did hear some flaws in your singing,"my bubbly mood deflated as I heard those words and the audience boo. Even though I knew they weren't booing me,"but I still think that you did an amazing job so... I am going to do us all a favor and give you.." he then slammed his hand onto the golden buzzer and confetti started to fall everywhere. I brought my hand to my mouth in shock and motioned for Derek to come hug me. Apparently I didn't need to tell him twice before he was hugging me so hard that I thought a bone would break.

"Congratulations Stiles. You have made it to the live shows."

......

Live Shows

I walked onstage to hear the crowd erupt in applause. Apparently I was a crowd favorite.

"Welcome back Stiles or should we say Adrian's golden buzzer. What will you be singing for us today?" God I almost forgot what I was singing for a minute.

"Today I will be singing something a little harder then I did before. Which is You Say by Lauren Daigle."

"Great now who do we have with you tonight?" Of course they had to ask. They were probably waiting for me to say Derek.

"Well Derek is here with me again,"the crowd went crazy,"my sister Allison, and my best friend Scott." I heard Scott yell backstage which just meant he was really excited.

"Great Stiles you may start whenever you're ready." I took a deep breath and heard the music begin.

I keep fighting voices in my mind that say I'm not enough
Every single lie that tells me I will never measure up

Am I more than just the sum of every high and every low
Remind me once again just who I am because I need to know

Ooh oh

You say I am loved
When I can't feel a thing
You say I am strong
When I think I am weak

You say I am held
When I am falling short
When I don't belong
Oh you say I am yours

And I believe
Oh I believe
What you say to me
I believe

The rest of the song went by again really fast, but before I knew it the song was over and I was hearing applause and Scott screaming again.

"Stiles that was even greater then your last performance. Unfortunately it isn't up to us to decide anymore. It's the audience's decision." I nodded and smiled before exiting the stage where I was brought into a hug before noticing Derek wasn't there.

"He's throwing up Stiles. It's only getting worse. He isn't getting any better." I nodded and ran off to find him. I was doing all of this for him. He is the one who encouraged me to do this.

"Der?" I called out as I walked into the bathroom. He appeared not long after looking pale and drained but still smiling.

"You did so great. I'm really proud of you." He then proceeded to hug me but all I did was sob into his shoulder.

"Hey..hey what's wrong?" He pulled away and made me look at him.

"It's just that I don't think I should be doing this when I could lose you at any moment. I just want to love you and be with you until you leave me." I was sobbing so hard that I sunk to the floor.

Before I even knew it Derek was right beside me.

"I am going to be here with you until my last breath, and even then I will still be with you. All I want is for you to be doing what you love out on that stage for everybody to finally see how talented you are. I love you so much Stiles and you doing what you love just makes me happier." I looked up at him with my glassy eyes and began to talk.

"But I love you way more than I love to sing. In fact if you're on the list then singing doesn't even make the top 500. I love the way you bite your lip when you're nervous. I love the way you think that I don't know you have a Grey's anatomy obsession. The way you take care of the pack. How you act all tough when in the inside you are a cuddly teddy bear who just needs love." I leaned into him.

"But if it's what you want I will finish this. I'll win this thing for you." He smiled and lifted me off the ground.

.....

Semi Finals

I am actually here. I didn't think that I'd even make it past the first round much less the semi Finals. This time I'm actually singing a song I wrote for Derek a long time ago. He doesn't know this is what's happening, but I want him to be able to hear it before he... He.

"Welcome back Stiles!!! You are in the semi Finals. How do you feel?"

"Grateful that the audience like me enough to actually vote me through, but also kind of nervous because I am singing an original song that I wrote for my boyfriend Derek." I looked to him to see that he was shocked but the audience was too loud for him to say anything.

"So he's back there again. And who else?"

"My sister Allison again and my second best friend Lydia Martin. Scott is really bummed he couldn't but he's in the audience somewhere." I looked around to find him but then he screamed so it was easy.

"Whenever you're ready Stiles."

Look at me
I'm seventeen
I'm full of empty promises
And people that I want to be

Look at me
I'm tongue tied
I always feel so confident
Then I look into your eyes

I get flustered in your presence
My words they never come out right
I make a joke
To hide I'm broke
But you notice everytime

For you I'd go anywhere
For you I'd show the world I'm scared

Will I tell you how I feel
Or will I chicken out
I have to try
Cuz I can't hide
What I feel for you anymore

We've been friends
For a long time
It was simpler back then
When we didn't have to try

But now
It's different now
Everything has changed
Now that I know you feel the same

I just want to tell you
To let the words fall out
Everyday
Is just the same
Until I tell you now

For you I'd go anywhere
For you I'd show the world I'm scared

Will I tell you how I feel
Or will I chicken out
I have to try
Cuz I can't hide
what I feel for you anymore

I have to try
Cuz I can't hide
What I feel for you anymore

I could see that Derek was crying when I finished so I think he heard what the song was trying to say loud and clear.

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Finals

Derek passed two nights ago. It was one of the hardest no the hardest thing I have ever went through but I have to think of what it was like for him. To have to leave everything he loves behind. But instead of grieving like a normal person would be. I'm here to perform in the finals like Derek would've wanted.

"Stiles are you sure you're okay to perform? It's not healthy to hold out in your emotions." Allison said as we waited for my turn.

"It's what Derek wanted Ally. I have to do this in his honor. The only concern is if I'll be able to go through with it." She pulled me into a hug just as my name was called. I walked out on stage and once again there was applause.

"You're here. The finals. It's down to you and one other person for the win. So who besides Derek is back there today?"

"My sister Allison, Scott and my dad." I said emotionlessly,"Derek passed away two days ago. But I just want to get this over with so can we please just start the music." As I said it the intro to Titanic came on.

Every night in my dreams
I see you I feel you
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far
Wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on

Once, more
You open the door
And you're here in my heart and
My heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go til we're gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far
Wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on

Once, more
You open the door
And you're here in my heart and
My heart will go on and on

You're here
There's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on

Well stay
Forever this way
You are safe in my heart and
My heart will go on and on

As I finished the crowd stood one by one and gave me a standing ovation.

"Allison,"the judge started,"I don't know if your brother can stand by himself right now. Come on out and help him." And just like that I felt a pair of arms helping me stand up.

Thanks Ally. I whisper in her ear as we hear the reviews and she helped me off the stage.

.....

So I did end up winning but that wasn't the strangest part. When I went home and into my room a man in a trenchcoat was standing there.

"Who are you? Why are you in my room? And what did you take?" I asked as I grabbed my baseball bat.

"I am Castiel. I am an angel, and I have come bearing a message from some Derek Hale." My heart stops as I heard his name.

"What's the message?" I ask bat not leaving my hand.

"Turn around." To humor him I did turn around and what I saw had me do a double take. Derek was standing right in my doorway. Before my mind could catch up to my body I was running and slamming myself into him.

"How are you here? Why are you here? Are you even really here?" He nodded and suddenly I just kissed him.

"Let's go to bed."

"Wait but I have so much to tell you. I won AGT for you." He smiled and set me down on the bed.

"I know but you have to go to bed. And you have to move on from me. The only place I'm going to be now is your dreams. So we're going to do spoon and go to bed and when you wake up I'll be gone from your vision but I'll always be here." He pointed to my heart and I nodded reluctantly.

We spooned. Me being the little spoon of course and pretty soon we fell asleep, and when I woke up just as he had said he wasn't there anymore but there was a note on the side of my bed.

I grabbed it and opened it. When I read it I smiled.

Because I love you
- Derek

A/N: Okay so I know this was sad but I just had a great idea so I figured it would be a good filler until I could get the next chapter up.

THE SONG FROM THE SEMI FINALS PART IS MINE!! Sorry for the caps but I knew you guys would ignore this part if I didn't. I wrote that song and so rightfully it belongs to me.

As I said in the beginning of the chapter I will have the next chapter up sometime this week until then bye. - Kayla