no tears left to cry (chapter 11)
Bucky's P. O. V
It was almost 4 am when the plane landed, and me and Faith got into Christina's car."You too look ... I don't know like shit? Christiana said, she was having our quick little session now on the way to our Apartment.
" yeah... We didn't get very much sleep last night. "Yeah I can tell... Oh and, Sam told me... " Christina said. When we get to our apartment, Faith looks like she could care less m anything in the.world, and she barely managed to take her shoes off, before she fell asleep on our self-made bed, on the floor.I smiled softly, and pulled her jacket and gloves off, then I pulled off my shoes and shirt, and turned off the light, falling asleep next to her.
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Days had passed, and a Sam hadn't called. But I did notice a small change in Faith....
She would sleep more, and wake up sick every other morning... And she would eat hardly anything one day, and eat normally the next.
I was worried about her... She would wake up in the middle of the night with horrible pains in her stomach... And she was just... Not herself.... I wanted to ask why, but every time I did, she would lie and say she's fine, or change the subject.
So I told her I was going somewhere, and I would be home soon. And I went to Christina. I only told her that faith wasnt her self and Christina told me to come back early in the morning.
And when I did, she handed me a bag. With a single item in it go ahead James... Look..." Christina sighed. I took the box out and looked at it. I only read the name, before I put it back in the bag, and sat down, freaking the fuck out. It was a pregnancy test.... " When you get back, tell faith to take it... " Christina said. " you don't think she's actually...." I struggled to say. " James... I know her, not as well as you do, but I know that if she's not herself, then something is seriously wrong... And I believe that yes, it could be a possibility..." She said. I buried my face in my hands. " James... I know it's nerve racking... But you got to man up at some point... And unless you want to stay concerned, then just give it up to her... And if she gets mad, tell her your worried about her. And she understand " Christina said reassuringly.
So I went home and I walked into the living room, sitting next to Faith, taking her hand. " hey Faithie?" I asked her, the small box In my pocket. "Yes buck buck?" She said, looking away from her book." Um... Lately I've noticed... You haven't been... Yourself... And I thought... That you might... Want to take this...." I said, handing her the Pregnancy test." She.looked at me, then to the box." Why? You think I'm- ?" She said before I stopped her. " just please...? Its just to make sure nothing to serious... " I paused she gave me a look. Being pregnant was very very serious..." I meant... Uhm... Just to make sure its not a bad thing..." I said defensively. " fine... " she said standing up. But then she stopped, sitting back down, A terrified look on her face." But what if I am Pregnant? " she said. I smiled softly, pressing my lips to her forehead. Then I looked at her gently.
" then... I swear... That ill be right by your side the whole time... Even afterwards... I always will be hear for you... And if you are... It would be the second best thing that has ever happened to me." I said. " what's the first?" She asked. I kissed her nose. " you" I said to her.
We kissed softly, and then she walked to the bathroom. When to door shut. I walked over to the door, and waited.
~~~ Faith's P. O.V ~~~
I flushed the toilet, and washed my hands after putting the cap back on the pregnancy test. I was to scared to look at it. My heart was beating irregularly. My hands here clammy, and I felt like I was going to puke...
I sat on the ground, with my back to the wall. And I took a deep, shaky breath. And I looked at it.
Two pink lines appeared on the little plastic screen... I didn't know why, but my face was covered in tears in seconds. And I cried.
Bucky knocked on the door softly. " Faithie? Are you okay?" He.mummered to me. I said nothing. Bucky opened the door, And sat next to me. " hey...." He said holding me close to him. I couldn't speak.... I couldn't think.... I couldn't be pregnant! We still had a mission to complete.... Bucky rubbed my back. A sob escaped my mouth. And I buried my face into his chest. Sobbing... Bucky's arms wrapped around me and he kissed my head. " its okay... Just let it out..." He said as I continued to cry. I hated Bucky to see me like this... I hated him seeing me weak...
After I stoped crying, bucky accompanied me on the couch, laying me down with a pillow and blanket, and some water.
Then he was on the with Christina for half an hour.
I was still in shock, but I wasnt to upset anymore. James had promised me to be busy my side the whole time... It wasn't him leaving I was worried about. I was afraid that with my backstory, being worse then Bucky's, I would hurt our little baby.... Without meaning to of course... I was also worried about the mission ... If Sam found out, there would be no chance of me talking both Sam and Bucky into left me come.
I was looking forward to seeing Walker again though. So I can see the damage I did to his face....And beat the shit out of him even more, and.... I sucked in a breath. Walker must Have already taken the serum... And me and bucky had forgotten About it...
Then there was the deal with finding Zemo... and Karli... I had to tell Laura and Clint as well... That I was pregnant... I sighed,frustrated.
~~~ Bucky's P. O. V~~~
I had just gotten off the phone with Christina, when I heard Faith sigh. I walked back to the.living room, and she looked stressed, and frustrated. "what's wrong?" I said sitting next to her. She sat up, and rested her head.on my shoulder. " Im just thinking about Karli... And Zemo, Nd the serum walker took.... And telling Laura and Clint... And.. Just everything... " she said, taking my metal hand, and messing with it. I had forgotten about all of that stuff... I was so worried About Faith... And now I was so excited about being a Dad.... I forgot about all of our other issues... " when I finally think life got normal for once... " I said, intertwining my mental fingers with hers. And I looked at our metal hands..." Do you think our baby will be a super solider?... By blood...?" I asked. Faith thought about it for a second. " um... Lets hope not... We may not had had great lives in the past, but I want our child to live a normal life... Because you bet with parents like us... He won't get a lot of normal... " she said."but if he does... If he kicks you....will it hurt ten times more?" I asked. "She groaned, throwing her head back, closing her eyes. " Now that I think about it..." She groaned. I smile softly. She placed her hand on her stomach and loomed down at it." You better not hurt me little dude" she said. A small smile on her face. I placed my hand next to hers on her stomach. " yeah, don't hurt Your Momma. " I said with a smile, leaning down to Faiths lips, and kissing her gently. She kissed me back, just then, her phone Rang. It was Clint. She pulled away slowly, answering it." Yeah?" She asked. She must have left it on speaker, because I could hear clients kids in The back ground." Your pregnant, and you told Laura, before me?! I'm hurt " Clint complained. " yeah, because I know your going to tell the whole world Barton. " she joked. Clint laughed." Yeah... I guess your right... You want to come over Friday night? He asked. I looked at her. " if we're not busy with the girl I told you about. " she said. Clint said okay, and then I heard Laura ask to talk to her." Hey Lar- " Faith said, placing her head on my lap, while I played around with her hair. They talked for a bit. And then Faith hung up, and looked at me." I love you so much...." She said." I smiled "I love you to, now what do you want." I said, looking at her eyes." "Food...how did you know?" She said sitting up for a moment, so I could get up. Then she laid back down. And I went to the freezer and got her a bowl of her favorite ice cream. Cookie dough... And I got her a spoon, and I Sat next to her, handing it to her but not letting go. Then she kissed me, and pulled it away from me, getting a spoon full, and eating it Thank you bubby...."she said in a small cute little voice. I gave her the look that I wanted a bite, she smiled, and held the spoon to my mouth, and I opened it so she could feed it to me. I laughed. She was such a sweet little kid... This was new... But I loved it... She was showing aside of herself to me, that I didn't know about. I smiled at her, as we both finished the ice cream, and ahe put the bowl on the floor. And she pulled me next to her. And we cuddle for a while, until out phones buzzed, I checked mine." Its Sam... He's got something... We need to be there in an hour... We better go now. " I said. She nodded. " I need to change first..." She said. I nodded, as she went to change.
She came out in a pair of skinny jeans and a hoodie, A black tank top under it. We left as soon As we could, getting into our car, driving back to the airport to meet Sam.
• on the plane •
I sat on a crate, Faith sat not very far from I was. She Hadn't said anything sense we left. I think she was debating on telling Sam our News or not...
" why don't we take the shield Sam... Walker can't have it... We just take our selves, and destroy it." I said. " you can't just run up on a man, beat him up and take it Buck..." Sam said. Faith raised her eye brows. " watch me... Im not going to let Walker, walk around Pretending he's something. He's not Steve... No who holds that shield will ever be like Steve " Faith said, her voice shaking from anger. I nod in agree ment. She had a point." She's right Sam" I say. Sam nods." I'm not saying she's not... But what has Walker done to loose authority? " Sam said. Faith stood up." Authority? what authority? Walker stole stolen super soldier serum... What authority does he deserve? He's just as bad as the rest of them" She said. She was talking about the Flag Smashers, Hydra, and Zemo.
" Yeah I know..." She said Annoyed. We all stoped talking, not wanting to cause an argument.
When the plane landed, we got off, and began walking, just then Sam got a phone call from Sarah. " what happened? " I asked him." Karli called Sarah, she threatened my nefews." He told me and Faith. "Listen Sarah, pack you and the boys over nights and leave, go to a motel, only pay with cash, call me when you get there, I love you too." He said, hanging up.
Then we ran the rest of the way. When we got there, Sam yelled " KARLI " he said. Karli showed her self." You called my sister... Is that how its gonna go? " Sam said angerly. " I just wanted to understand you better Sam" she said. Me and faith silently climbed the stairs, both of us on a different side. Sharon came on to the earpieces we had out in not to long ago. " the new cap found them.. Or they found him " Sharon said. Karli jumped down to Sam, but I jumped onto her. We both fell to the ground, and I stood up quickly, Karli kicked me away from her and she ran for Sam, Sam ran, and Faith stayed on the second level, running a different way to get to Karli.
I followed Karli to a different room, Faith jumped down from the balcony, landing in front of a man trying to punch me, and she jumped onto his shoulders, and wrapped her legs around his neck, and flipped him over, kicking him in the face.
Karli ran... And faith followed her. I was busy fight some one else.
~~~ Faith's P. O. V~~~
I ran after Karli, she was fast. I had almost caught up to her, when she kicked Lamar into a pillar, I stopped, shocked.
Karli looked scared for a second, but then she ran away. Walker was knealed next to his partners body. Bucky and Sam appeared soon afterwards...
Walker was blinded by his rage, and he runs out side , after a man who was next to Karli when she killed Lamar.
Bucky and I chased after him. And there was a crowd...
Captain America had killed a man... A man who didn't do anything...
Okay okay okay,I'm super sorry for the late chapter, I've been kinda busy, I'm going to post when ever I can, love you all 3000!!!
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