Memories || Inspiration: Moments von One Direction (geschrieben von Ed Sheeran)

Do you remember the day, when we met?
We were both broken and destroyed.
We were just a million broken pieces, crying and falling.
But there was noone.
Noone except for us.
We were both lonely, sad and full of pain.

Do you remember it?

Well, I do.
I do remember that day when we found us, when we healed us, when we kissed.
That day, the rain was falling down and the sun was hidden by clouds and dust.

I remember.

I remember the moment we touched, glowing skin, full of love and desire.
There was this fire, burning in us, keeping us alive, keeping us believing.

I remember your hands in mine, as if we were one.

And suddenly all those broken pieces in us fit together again.
Suddenly everything made sense.
Suddenly you and me became us.

I remember that day as if it was yesterday.
As if it wasn't ages ago, ages before everything went wrong.

As if you were still here.

As if you were here in my arms, in that moment, watching me, full of love with your dark, gentle eyes.

But you aren't here.

Do you remember that day when every fucking thing went wrong?

That day when you were gone.

Gone. Dead. For ever.

Oh, darling, I remember that day.
Not only as if it was yesterday, no.
I live that day, everyday, over and over again.
That cursed day.

And now, you're only a memory, deep in my heart, a memory fading away.
Slowly, piece by piece.

I'm starting to forget the pain.
And you.

I should be happy because the pain slowly goes away but the numbness in my heart is so much worse.

And I don't want to forget you. Never. Ever.
I don't care if I cry day and night, thinking about you.
I don't care if I never love again.
I don't care that thinking about you is painful.

I just don't want to forget you.
All the moments with you.

You were a part of my life, you still are. And so is the pain.
Yes, these beautiful and cruel memories of you are a part of mine.

So why would I forget you?
How could I forget you?

I won't.

You're still in my heart.

I will carry you in my bones.

I will keep you here with me, because otherwise I'd fall apart.

I will be your voice.

Your life.

You're still mine, and I am yours.
And that will never change.

I will remember that day.
I will live that cruel day, over and over again, untill I die.
And I will stand that pain.

One day, I will kiss you again, hold you again.
Oh god, do you know how desperately I'm waiting for that day? The day, we will be reunited.

But untill then I will remember you, always.

I promise.

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Anmerkung ||

Hey ^^ ja, das ist tatsächlich die dritte Kurzgeschichte, die ich heute hochlade xd ich bin gerade einfach total motiviert.
Ich schreibe tatsächlich einen Großteil meiner Poesie/Kurzgeschichten auf Englisch, weil ich das Gefühl habe, auf Englisch meine Gefühle am besten ausdrücken zu können. Schreibt mir gerne, wie ihr sie findet :)

Ich habe aber noch eine andere Frage:

Hättet ihr Lust ein auf ein Extra- Kapitel, in dem ich meine Gedanken/Intentionen hinter den einzelnen Kurzgeschichten beschreibe?

Bei vielen habe ich mir nämlich sehr viel dabei gedacht, habe oft etwas in den Zeilen versteckt oder Dinge einfließen lassen, die mir unglaublich wichtig sind und über die ich sehr gerne, noch mehr schreiben würde ^^

Teilt mir gerne eure Meinung dazu mit :)
Ich danke jedem einzelnen, der sich meine Geschichten durchliest und den ich vielleicht zum Denken anregen konnte.

~Mel

P.S
Hier ist das Lied von One Direction (Moments), das unglaublich traurig und schön ist und mich zu dieser Geschichte inspiriert hat. Es handelt von einem Junge, der Suizid begeht, nachdem seine Freundin gestorben ist.
Schreibt mir gerne, falls ihr Hilfe oder Unterstützung braucht, ich bin immer da für euch.