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"𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔞𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔴𝔞𝔰 𝔰𝔥𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴, 𝔟𝔲𝔱 𝔰𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔴𝔞𝔩𝔨𝔢𝔡 𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔬 𝔦𝔱, 𝔞𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔢 𝔞𝔱 𝔱𝔟𝔢 𝔪𝔦𝔡𝔫𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱 𝔯𝔞𝔦𝔫."

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The night was the best time for her, waiting for it everyday, wishing she could rest after all the tiring events. It was so calm, like the sea, just, alone, left without anyone there.

For her, the night was just there for her, when she no longer had to swallow her tears so no one would see them. As she smiled in agony at her classmates every time they spoke badly about her, knowing she could hear them. They didn't care. But she did.

She did, so much, why?

Why?

Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ᗯᕼY? ᗯᕼY ᗯᕼY ᗯᕼY ᗯᕼY ᗯᕼY ᗯᕼY ᗯᕼY ᗯᕼY?!

She closed her notebook with a bank, as tears fell from her eyes, a son leaving her mouth as she tried to wipe her face. She felt so dirty, she didn't deserve to shed tears. She probably looked so disgusting. She definitely looked like shit, and she couldnt do anything about it. Why was it so unfair? Why was she treated like this?

She threw the black notebook with her ugly writing inside on the floor and stood up with a sound of crack from the old wooden chair. Her heavy footsteps rang throughout the room as the only other sound was her weeping that she couldn't stop.

She was simply so tired.