Last time

*Isabela gave a small groan as her headache was back, her body felt like it was on fire, and she felt her thighs as if someone punch them, she slowly opened her eyes and looked at her body, from what she could see her perfect skin now was filed with bruises. And the one responsible? Mirabel who was still asleep her head on isabela's stomach*

Present

In encanto

*We see Luisa and Julieta eating Mirabel's birthday cake, they haven't said anything since they got back home*

Julieta:do...do you think....

Luisa:Mom...I'm begging you don't do this to yourself, don't give yourself hope when you know you'll just be heartbroken later on....

*Luisa said softly. Julieta sighed and nodded, she finished her cake and started climbing up the stairs to her room*

Julieta:I'm tired, it's been a hell of a day, I'm.... I'm gonna go to bed, don't stay up too late Luisa

Luisa;I won't Mami, I love you

Julieta:i love you too honey, your literally my whole world

*Julieta said with a soft smile, she made it to her room and closed the door. Once it was locked she sat on her bed and looked at a picture of little Mirabel*

Julieta:hay papa.. i...I know it's not true, I know I can't ever see her again until I come up there with you and her but....but please let it be true, please give me a sign that you've protected her out there and that she's alive and happy let...let my little miracle be alive, I'll give up my gift just to make that happen please...pl..please...

*Julieta said getting choked up as a big lump on her throat is form and Julieta wept wanting to believe in her delusional dream but deep in her heart she knows it's not true, she knows Mirabel is dead and that there's a good chance that so is isabela, but she prayed for both there safety and hapness*

Meanwhile with Mirabel and Isabela

Isabela:oh God what happened last night...

*Isabela said lifting Mirabel higher so they could cuddle. Mirabel by instinct wrapped her arms around isabela's neck and squeezed tightly as she yawned, she rubbed her head on the crook of isabela's neck and kept sleeping. Isabela smiled every since Gabriela's passing Mirabel has been more affectionate with her and Isabela for one loved it even if she missed Gabriela dearly, isabela wrapped her arms around Mirabel's waist and pulled her even closer. Just as she was about to go back to sleep her memories came back hitting her like a truck*

Flashback

*The party ended and people went back home, leaving Isabela with a slightly more sober Mirabel who was trying to reach a bottle of wine. Isabela walked up and took the bottle*

Mirabel:hey...itsh shtill my birtshday...

*Like I said slightly sober. Isabela rolled her eyes and started walking away, Mirabel got up and stumbling she wrapped her only arm around Isabela*

Mirabel:you shtill owe me a preshent...

*Mirabel muttered softly rubbing her head on isabela's back. Isabela being the touch starved individual that she is won't lie and say she didn't like this. She loved the physical attention Mirabel was giving her but she needed to be the responsible one*

Isabela:my present is that I don't let you kill yourself from alcohol poisoning, now move one of us needs to clean this place

Mirabel;MH....noooooo your sho warm I like it. Did I ever tell you how much I love to be in your armsh when i wake-up?

*Isabela blushed at the Revelation and coughed walking with Mirabel following stumbling on her feets almost being dragged*

Mirabel:and you alwaysh shmell so nice how you alwaysh shmell so nice...?

Isabela:god why can't you be like this when your sober....?

*Isabela muttered to herself, Mirabel heard it and giggled*

Mirabel:oh thatsh eashy becaushe I'm terrified of letting you in only for you to rip my heart out again

*Isabela stopped completely feeling her body then cold as she felt her heart being squeezed the life out of it*

Isabela:Mirabel.....

*Isabela flinched when she heard mirabel sniffle*

Mirabel:I jusht wanted to play dollsh with the pershon I loved with all my heart...

Isabela:Mirabel I'm....

Mirabel:zzzzz

*Isabela moved her head and saw that Mirabel fell alseep again. Isabela sighed sadly as she grabbed Mirabel and placed her softly on the couch kissing her forehead*

Isabela:i love you with all my heart too Mirabel I'm....I'm so sorry I hurt you like that....

*Isabela got up and went to clean. She grabbed the broom and noticed her arms were trembling. Isabela licked her lips as the need to do something for so long. She glanced at Mirabel still sleeping and walked to there room, once there she grabbed Gabriela doll and opened her up, taking out a razor blade from it, isabela gulped as her vision started to fail her, the surrounding got black all she could see was the blade. She placed it on her wrist and just as she was about to cut, she felt a hand grab her wrist firmly. Isabela jumped and looked up seeing Mirabel looking at her scared, seeing at what isabela was about to do*

Mirabel;what the hell is this?!

*Mirabel screamed terrified. Isabela was deeply confused until something hit her and she glared at Mirabel with tears on her eyes*

Isabela;you bitch you were sober All this time?!!

Mirabel:no shit! I have things to do tomorrow so I only took the first one, what the fuck is this?!

*Mirabel said snatching the blade and throwing it far away, isabela wasn't done she got up and glared even harder at her sister*

Isabela:then what was all that crap you just told me!?

*Mirabel flinched and for once was the first to break away from the gaze they give each other when they fight*

Mirabel: that...that was completely true....I...i thought if I was drunk or if you thought I was drunk I could tell you all that and then have you not mention it to me since...well you already know...

*Mirabel said softly. Isabela's gaze soften as she hugged herself looking at Mirabel, she then looked at the wall*

Isabela:i would never hurt you Mirabel...not again....

*Isabela whispered softly. Mirabel gave a soft groan hating herself and more importantly hating uncle*

Mirabel:i know ok? I...i know you wouldn't do that it's just...i don't even know I guess I never truly got over you choosing alma, I...I loved you isabela I truly loved you as much as a 4 year old girl can love anybody and you just... abandoned me

*Mirabel felt isabela wrap her arms around her, Mirabel didn't fight it and hugged her back*

Isabela:I'm sorry Mirabel. There's nothing more I can say except that I'm sorry I wish I could take it all back, I wish I was as brave as our mom was and stood bye you I was nothing but a coward. But I swear I'm not gonna do that again, I'm here to stay, to protect you, please believe me...

Mirabel:....I...I need a drink

*Isabela snorted, and then laughed pushing Mirabel*

Isabela:you ass I pour my heart out and that's all you've got to say?

*Mirabel kissed isabela's cheek making the older woman blush slightly and become tongue tied*

Mirabel:yeah that's the last time I listen to uncle and his stupid ideas. And... thank you for being honest....I...i still love you Isa...

*Mirabel mumbled the last part, isabela grew a soft smile as she followed Mirabel*

Isabela:what was that plan anyway? The one uncle gave you?

Mirabel:well...he told me to pretends to be drunk like he does. Since he actually barely drinks he just acts that way to get his way and be a bum in the gang

*Isabela sighed annoyed finding a new reason to hate that man. She heard the pop of the wine cord and looked at Mirabel*

Isabela:so your really gonna drink?

Mirabel: well I am 18, pretty sure it's ok now

Isabela:well give me a glass after that I need a drink

*Mirabel hummed as she poured the wine in two different cups and gave one to isabela*

Isabela:but only one you hear me?

Mirabel:yeah yeah, you worry to much what's the worst that can happen?

Scene change

*A very drunk Isabela kicked the door opened she had Mirabel in her arms, they were kissing each other's lips slobbishly wet noises filling the room as they crashed on the bed*

Present

*Isabela groaned loudly, she winced when she felt Mirabel slapping her behind the head*

Isabela;ow Mira....!

Mirabel:shhhh shut the fuck up it's sleeping time. if we sleep we don't have to discuss what we did after we finished the bottle

*Isabela shuttered agreeing with Mirabel as she got comfortable and went back to sleep. But a question get bothering her at the back of her mind*

Isabela:.....did....did you hate it?

Mirabel:..... I'm gonna hate myself when I wake up again....

Isabela:wha....

*Mirabel raised her head and kissed isabela on the lips lovingly, isabela flinched and remained frozen with a blush being stacked on her face. Mirabel let go of the kiss and returned to her original place*

Mirabel:I...I hate the fact that I loved it so much I hate that....it just felt so good and so right.....

*Mirabel whispered softly, when those words reached isabela's ears it made her shutter and instinctually hugged Mirabel tighter*

Mirabel:but I also have a hell of a hangover and I want to deal with that first so goodnight

*Isabela sighed and nodded closing her eyes and going to sleep letting herself ignore the monstrous headache that's to come when they both have to deal with what they did*

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