roxy crouches over the screaming crowd as their hands reach out to her.

the lights guy has got the cue and turned the spotlight towards her, framing her face in light and shadow as the music intensifies and roxy clutches the microphone ever tighter.

and not for the first time in her life, tam thinks: i freaking love roxanne.

and not for the last time in her life, tam thinks: i'm not good enough for her.