GAH I TRIED LIKE 10 THINGS

XDD

HERE's what I pooped out

XDDD

WELP

Artblocks are HORRIBLE. Like, I draw something. It's pretty good, right? Looks like something I would draw. But whenever I look at it, I just see.... "Noobness". I know all my errors, my faults, and my mistakes. Like, If I looked at my art, I just see... Really bad stuff. See that top art? I can identify everything that makes it... "Newbie-level". The red shading that's obvious. The lines. The line variety. The pose. The anatomy. The absence of style. The horrible, unconfident backround. Just.... It's so horrible! I've been having it for months now... This problem.

I think it may just be a factor of moving from traditional art to digital, but... I can't even doodle now. Everything I do traditionally is horrible. I rely on references for my basic anatomy, and I still don't get it correct.

Meh. Sorry for the rant.

Don't mean to sound edgy wedgie XP

But moving on XD, like 10 months ago, I made an "Improvement through time" thing. It really helps to see that I went from that cringey thing to here in such a short time!

XD ewww some stuff in here is death
Tomorrow I have a giant swim meet aaaaahhhhggggg I'm gonna fail so badly XD I'm gonna like dive then sink then drown then choke then fail
MY 100 IM IS GOING TO KILL ME WHY DIID I SIGN UP FOR IT AHHH
AND MY 50 FREE IS GONNA FAIL BECAUSE IM SO NEEVOUS
AJHDJSHSJEHEHE
bye sorry for the weird chapter