(At 20 Years Old)

I wish I could turn back time to the moment I met you.

I wish I didn't do what we both know I was going to do.

I wish I starved you rather than give you my all.

I wish you aren't the reason why I'm gonna fall.

I wish I was wiser.

I wish I was stronger.

I wish I was lovelier.

I wish I was purer.

I wish a lot of things but know what's done is done.

I wish I'm not turning 20 this year and next year, 21.

I wish time would stop, because what happened is enough.

At 20 years old, I'll give so much. 

At 20 years old, I will learn a lot.

You had me at your first "I love you".

But now, I caught you first. And now, we're through.

I'm not gonna lie, I know what I felt is true.

But you did the opposite. I'm not amused.

Everything you did, everything you said is a ruse,

Created by your friend. And now, it's yours too.

I showed you every part of me.

Physically, mentally, emotionally.

Good thing, you don't know about me spiritually.

For it would stain my reputation drastically.

But this also means, I can you show you how deadly I can be.

If you get on my good side, I'm a lamb.

If you get on my bad side, I'm a snake.

Who knows on which part of your life I'll tramp.

Who knows which part of me is true or fake.

You made a mistake

When you lied to my face.

Whatever is your fate

Is mine to make

And mine to take.

Run while you can. 

There's no time to waste.

Whose anger did you wake?