Zanes Pov

Sun started creeping through the blinds as I finished up my book. I sighed as I laid it down.

"I've got work today..." I mumbled under my breath.

Luckily I was a night owl who could run off of 2 hours of sleep for 48 hours so one boring day of work wasn't going to change that mind set.
I started changing as I flicked my clothes in the hamper. I looked over at my phone and tried to turn it on.

"Damn it, it's dead..."

I didn't put it in the charger sense I would be leaving the house in a few minutes. I always had weird paranoia if I do little things like that. I adjusted my mask on my uniform. I'm lucky that I'm allowed to wear it. I sat down and tied my laces. As I excited my bedroom I took one last look at my phone. Maybe I could quickly charge and check it then leave- nonsense Zane. Not like anything important is happening.

Vylads Pov

"Why in this diddly god damn world does this have to happen to me just pick up the phone you stupid little...." I mumbled the rest.

I slammed my phone back down as I had a slight mental break down. What did she mean 'I forgot you were a good kisser' like no! Explanation please! I'm not interested in her at all! She threw me out of a car for Irene's sake! I wish my stupid brother would pick up because i need to rant to him because I know he's got no one to tell except aphmau and if he does say something then all she'll do is try and help so like mmmm!!!!!!!! I'm literally dying internally. Like lord take me now.

All seriousness I feel dead right now. Is she just messing with me? If not how far did it go? Ugh! I want to know yet I don't really care... After all I'm not interested in relationships or love.

I quickly turned the tv on as I clenched my pillow and tried to clear my thoughts.

"An astonishing performance swept fans off of their feet last night as Dante ocean sang. People who've seen his performances before say he was far more alive and didn't feel like another washed away singer unlike the last few times. I've been following him recently too and I can really see that difference. What could it be? Maybe a spark of inspiration or maybe some 'dirty little secret'. We'll be finding out more next time I hope. For now this is Kallie watt bringing you all the latest gossip on gH7-"

I turned the tv off. So much for clearing my mind. I think there's more on it now then before. It was like people were arguing in my head.

You've messed up big time Vylad what the hell did you do! This is bad!
It doesn't matter we're not interested in love.
That doesn't change the fact that we might have kissed that fox!
So what if we did love is pointless
It isn't pointless
Yes it is, or it is for us
It just doesn't work out for us...
So it's pointless for us see
No, we didn't think that way with Dante!
Well look, he's pretty happy where he is
...
You heard what the reporter said, 'dirty little secret' he's moved on and we have to too
That's just the news stretching the truth.... Besides we ca-
Yes we can. If we just don't care.
But we do care! We care about what happened and we care about how Dantes doing and and...
We don't have to care. It's easier.
Easier isn't always the best way to go!
But it's a lot quicker
Slow and steady wins the race
Only in books, just stop caring, Our life will be easier Vylad.
No! Find out what happened! Hold on to your heart!
Don't you see?
What?
We lost that already.

"Gah! Stop thinking and shut up!" I yelled slamming my hands on the couch.

I clonked my head on my knees with a sigh. I was a real mess right now. But hey optimism! That's all you need! Half full half full!

But what about the empty half

Hahahaha! We don't need it.

I stood up and opened my fridge and poured some juice. I sipped it slightly and carefully.

"I should get out more. Know what I'll start getting out more today. All I need is some fresh air."

I placed the glass in the sink before sliding my shoes on. To the outside world I go~

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