today was the last day of school. finally i would escape the hell we call 9th grade/freshman year.  i didn't care about looks at this point. i threw on a baggy t-shirt and with some sweatpants and that was that. Estelle and Kate didn't care too much about appearances either so thankfully i wouldn't look like a lazy ditz standing with them. i went downstairs to join my sisters for breakfast and sat down next to Estelle. "oh girls i'm so proud of you! Aria...you've managed to pull through despite being pregnant and Estelle and Kate...thank you girls for standing up for Aria! oh! Jamie, remember your going into high school after summer! oh your done with middle school! even Maria, i'm proud of you! you got the honor roll! all A's & B's!" mom said, very excited. "thanks mom! i hope things get better for Aria." Jamie said. we eat for 15-20 minutes when Daniel arrived. i walked outside and crawled in the front seat because there was no way in hell i was sitting next to Austin.

we arrives at the school. i walk up to Kara with Estelle at my side. we talk about Hamilton and  went inside and stood by Kate & Daniel. we talk about whatever and then i notice Lila watching us whispering to her boyfriend , Tanner. i walk into the bathroom and i hear this conversation between Lila , Daniel and Kate. so Lila walks up to Daniel and kisses him. "hi Daniel babe!" Lila says. "Lila what the fuck?" Daniel says. "oh you aren't going to tell Kate? i'll tell her for you. okay Kate. Daniel isn't gay. as a matter of fact, i'm his girlfriend. Daniel hates you Kate. he hates the entire Hearts family." at this point i assume Kate grabs Lila's wrist. "oh i'm so scared! the slut's sister is trying to scare me!" Lila says sarcastically. "listen you little bitch.first things first, i'm Aria's older sister, not Aria! so don't fucking lump me with her! second things second if you call Aria a slut again i will fucking smack. hell if you ever lie about or insult Daniel , Aria , Estelle or anyone i give a shit about bitch i will fucking smack you understand? now why don't you go see your man-whore of a boyfriend huh Lila?" Lila walks off and i come out of the bathroom.

"damn Kate."

anyways the day happens and we go home. everyone is at home and mom runs up to me , Estelle & Kate. "oh girls! congratulations! change into your swimsuits. we're going to the beach!" i walk up to my room and sigh. since Kate had her first last day of school we've been going to the beach after we all get back. the only swimsuit i have is a bikini. i hoped that when we went to the beach people would just assume that the youngest i was 18 or 19. me and Estelle change and get into the car and off to the beach we go. we live in Virginia Beach so it makes sense why we do this. 

once we got to the beach we were soon joined by Kara & Daniel's family. since i'm tired all the time i just sat in the shallow end of the water watching my family and friends play around in the water. every now and again one of them would sit next to me and talk. once when Kara sat next down to me she said "not to be rude Aria but do you notice these people staring and whispering?" i nod but not exactly with shame. "aren't you insecure?" "no! why would i be Kara?" she shrugs and says "i don't know. i feel like its only human. to be pregnant when you've only been alive for 15 years. buts i suppose its different for everybody." i laugh a little bit and say "Kara your the most extroverted person i know. you never seem insecure about anything. i would say the same about Kate but she still has her insecurities." laughing with me says "like i said i think its just natural but everybody's different. now why don't you come into the water splash around just for like 5 minutes?" knowing that Kara wouldn't take no for an answer i get up and walk into the water.

i splash for a few minutes and maybe knock down my sisters because well i can.  i was completely ignoring the fact that Austin was there. after a little bit, i fall onto him. thankfully it was backside  and not the front. i stand up thinking i fell onto Kara , one of my sisters or Daniel. "jesus! oof sorry about that. here let me help you up." i say. but then Austin pulls his face out of the water and i'm just like shit. he looks me up and down and i help him up anyway. "well then. i presume the little whore did that on purpose?" i look at him in the eyes.......and........walk away. i'm too tired for drama with my ex. i sit back down on the towel and just kinda sit there the entire time. not long before we left Maria sat next to me and asked :

"have you thought of a name for the baby? maybe i could make some suggestions if you haven't. i know its a girl so Stella maybe? Maria or Marie? Elizabeth? Angelica? Margarita? Eliza? Peggy? Angela? Lindsay? Irene? Ella? sorry i have a lot of names in mind." i laugh and say "thank you Maria but i sadly wont be naming her after any of you guys. i don't really wanna tell anyone the name until she is born. but i think you'll like it." she smiled and then mom walked over. "girls its time to go. let me help you up Aria." after mom helped me up she said "Jamie! Katherine! stop roughhousing!" Jamie and Kate walk over and we dry off , washed the sand off , got in the car , and off to the homeland we go.

when we got home it was sunset. after a little bit i put in my ears buds , play the Hamilton soundtrack and begin trying to fall asleep. after about 5 minutes Estelle says "hey Aria." taking out my earbuds i sleepily say "what is it? is something wrong?" "no. i'm just curious how did you find the confidence to come the beach with us?" i put my earbuds back in and say 

"ask Kara. i told her earlier."