It was 7:00 a.m and I woke up to Hermione shaking my shoulder to wake up.

"Wake up. It's time to get ready." Hermione said shaking my shoulder

"I'm getting up." I said sitting up on the edge of my bed.

No one else was in the room.

"I'm going to go and head to get breakfast. Ron's in the common room waiting for you. I unpacked your cloths and put them in your dresser. I hope you don't mind. " Hermione said smiling and walking out of the room.

"Okay. Thank you!" I said rubbing my eyes.

I went wide eyed. I realised I brought my necklace box that had my razor blade in it.

I rushed over to the dresser, opened the top drawer, and found the box.

I hurriedly opened the box and lifted the sponge. The blade was still there.

I sighed in relief. I closed the box and sat it down.

I grabbed my cloths and put them on.

I took my brush and combed it through my hair.

I heard footsteps coming up the stairs.

I looked over to see Ron looking at me.

"Can I help you Weasley?" I asked smiling while putting my hair into a ponytail.

"Just waiting on you." He said smiling back.

"I'm almost ready" I said.

"Okay and when you're done Let's go eat." He said.

"I'm actually not...hungry." I said.

"Why not?" He asked very confused.

"Uh.Uhm. Er-I don't have an appetite really right now. But I'll still go." I said.

"You need to eat something. You didn't eat at all at the feast! Please?" He begged.

"No. I'm not hungry." I said.

I lied though. I was hungry. But I didn't want to eat anything. I already felt fat and useless.

"A piece of toast please?" He begged walking into the room.

"If I say yes will you be quiet?" I asked.

"Yes." He said.

"Yes." I said.

"Thank you." He said.

When I was trying to put on my shoes, I seen Ron pick up the neckless box and open it up.

Very quickly, I stood up and snatched the box away from his hands.

"What was that for?" He asked.

"Nothing. Nothing at all." I said.

Ron knew what was up and he looked like he wanted to find out.

"Fine..Let's go eat." Ron said.

We headed to the Great Hall and a lot of people were there.

"Uhm...there's a lot of people.." I said to Ron.

"Just stay close to me." He said and grabbed my hand. We walked all the way to the end where Harry and Hermione were.

Ron grabbed a slice of toast and put it on my plate and looked at me. I nodded and took a bite of it. I looked at Ron as he smiled.

Everyone made small talk as I sat there quietly.

"I'm gunna go back to the dorms. I'll be back." I told Ron.

"Okay." He said.

I got up and ran to the dorms and up to the bathroom. No one was there.

I immediately began to purge myself.
When I was done, I brushed my teeth and went back to the common room to find Ron waiting for me.

"You ready?" He asked.

I faked a smile, "Yep."

We began walking to our first class.

Me and Ron were walking down an outside corridor when a platinum blonde haired boy about our age walk up to us.

"I heard you cut yourself. I saw the scars on your wrists," He laughed, "You're so worthless, stupid, and an ugly fat ass!" He laughed even more.

Tears built up in my eyes. I ran away back to the dormitories. I threw my books on the ground and sat on my bed. Crying. I looked up at my dresser. My blade. I needed it. I walked up to the dresser and hurriedly got out the blade. I place it on my left wrist, and began to cut. 1... 3... 10... 20 cuts. Blood, leaking from my skin. I did the same on the right wrist. Blood shot eyes and bloody wrists.

"Stop it!!" I heard Ron scream. He ran into the room grabbed the blade and threw it out of the window.

"We need to get you to the nurse," Ron said guiding me down the stairs and to the school hospital.

"Please! Help!" Ron screamed.

A lady came around the corner with a tray. As soon as she saw my bloodied wrist and Ron's blood covered hands, she dropped the tray.

"Oh my!! Come!! Come!! Over here!!" She panicked.

Ron lead me to the hospital bed and I sat down. She began to clean up my cuts with a special liquid and bandage up my wrists.

"Come back every Monday and Friday so I can check on your wrists and to change the bandages. If you don't come, I'll hunt you down." She said sternly.

I nodded, wiping away the rest of the tears.

"Now I want you to stay here over night. No getting out of bed unless you have to use the bathroom. I'll bring you the food and drinks." She said.

I nodded again. I laid on the bed.

"I'm sorry. It's all my fault." I whispered to Ron.

"It's not your fault. Everything is going to be okay." He reassured me.

I smiled and dozed off to sleep.