Chapter 4
You're running down the halls, tears are stinging your eyes. You don't know what just happened in there. One moment Hikaru seemed totally fine and just because you were talking with Honey and Takashi, he flipped out. You stop running because you're tired, you look around to see where you are - French class.
The bell is going to ring any minute signaling Hikaru, Kaoru, and the others to go in. You don't know what to do, you don't want to see Hikaru again, but you still have to go to class! You're not a very rebellious girl so you can't just ditch. You look up, down, around, and at the sign on top of the room that says "French." You sigh and open the doors, before the bell has rung.
The teacher looks up from his desk when he hears the doors open and is surprised to see you standing there. "(Y/N)! What are you doing here so early?!" He asks getting up. "I apologize, but do you mind if I take the seat where no one can see me?" You ask. That was a weird thing to ask.
You think to yourself. The teacher stares at you with a blank expression. "Well, if you don't want to draw too much attention then the back seats are the way to go." The teacher says.
You stare at the back seats and nod your head. You turn back to your teacher with a scared expression and you're rubbing your arm nervously. He sees that you are troubled so he asks, "Is everything okay, (Y/N)?" You at first are about to nod your head, but you truthfully shake it instead.
The teacher nods. "Sit down and tell me what happened." He says motioning you to go to the seat on front of him. You sit down and he sits at his desk, eager to listen. You explain everything that happened in the music room - being greeted kindly by Hikaru, having Honey ask you to join him and Takashi to have some cake, you talking to Takshi, Hikaru's flip out, and the fact that he physically hurt you out of anger. You showed the teacher your arm which was now red and bruised. You didn't know that Hikaru has such a strong grip.
The teacher nods his head to show that he has listened. "You know what, I'll have a talk with Hikaru." He says. "No! Then he's going to know I said something! Please, just let it go! I didn't tell you this information so that I can have the problem fixed, you know." You look up at your teacher who nods understandingly. "Alright, but if things get out of hand any more, I'm having a talk with him, and his jealousy." You nod and look around the class. "Can I still sit in the back today?" The teacher nods and you smile at him. "Thanks!" You say and run to the back seat, sitting there and getting your lesson out for the day. All of a sudden the bell rings loudly.
You hear people outside, and then someone opens the door. Each person that comes in looks at you with a funny expression, and then whispers something to their friends. You didn't care what they had to say, though. There was one person you were worried about and it sure wasn't them. Then you see him. He walks through the door with Kaoru at his side. Kaoru sees me and waves with a cheery smile. This is something you hadn't planned out though - he sits next to you. Now you know that Hikaru and Kaoru cannot sit apart from each other, and since the seat next to Kaoru was taken, Hikaru would end up sitting next to you.
You look at Hikaru who is blushing hard and looks really nervous. He slowly walks over to you and Kaoru, his steps seem to shake the room. Everyone is looking at you two. They start whispering. "Fight....he broke up with her.....he's too good for her so....it was bad....she got hurt!" You hear some of the words they whisper. You sigh and look down at your notebook.
You take out a pencil and begin to sketch. You hear a creak next to you. Hikaru sat next to you. He looks over at you and doesn't say a word, then he turns back to his own thing. Occasionally he looks over to see what you're doing, when he finds out you're still drawing he looks out the window at the cherry blossom tree. You go back to drawing instead of looking at him. Finally he looks over one last time and says, "What are you drawing?" Oh, how you missed that voice talking to you! You still didn't want to talk to him so you just mumble "I don't know." He nods and sighs. You sit there in silence for a minute more. Then the class starts.
You both sit there for an hour learning how to pronounce different words. Once in a while, Haruhi looks over to see if you're talking. But you don't, not for the entire class. Before you would always pass notes, whisper to each other, and sometimes you would hold hands. But not this time.
Today, you didn't say a word. The bell rings and school is dismissed. You and Hikaru look at each other and then you bolt out of class. "Bye!" Kaoru says and Hikaru just walks away. You're sad of how things are with him lately, but you don't feel safe otherwise. On your way walking home you begin to cry. You didn't want it to be like this. You take your sketchbook our of your backpack and look at the picture you drew - it was a portrait of Hikaru that you were going to give to him. You hold the piece of paper to your heart and tears fall upon it. You think that deep down in your heart, though you've only known him a couple days, you think that.....you might love him.
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