At Lucy's house (Lucy's POV)

I woke up again with the feeling of puking and I groaned, morning sickness had been happening to me all week I called levy yesterday and told her about and she told me she'll do some research. Levy knocked on my door as she walked in with a stack of books and pharmacy bag, she dropped them next to me and she sat down on my bed "how are feeling Lu-chan?" "Ugh I feel like I'm going to puke" I said as my sickness continued, she opened a book and started to scan it using her magic glasses "Lu-chan have you been having strange moods?" I nodded "what about a big appetite and food cravings" I nodded as I dreamt of warm miso soup she continued asking questions and I answered yes to most of them. Levy was startled for a bit and then she took out a small box out of the plastic bag and gave it to me, I looked at it confused as I read "pregnancy test strips" she just nodded at me, I was scared I didn't want a child now I thought as I went to the bathroom. After I was done I gave the strip to levy and asked her to tell me the result, after what seemed like forever the strip made a little beep sound and Levy's eyes lit in excitement as she showed me a little blue plus sign "you're pregnant Lucy!" My head spinned on the inside, who was the father? I asked myself as I remembered that night 3 weeks ago *Flash Back* it was a wild party at fairy tail as we celebrated something and everyone was drunk, i went home early because I was badly drunk. I entered my house and stripped and went to bed but I couldn't sleep. I was walking out of the bathroom and i slipped under the covers again and I notice another person in my bed, I uncovered to see drunk Natsu lying next to me with a sly grin as he pinned me to the bed then everything was blurry. I woke up in the middle of the night and saw Natsu drunkly put his clothes on and leave*End of Flash Back* I shake my head in disbelief as I thought 'What if Natsu wouldn't except the child' 'he is defiantly not ready to raise a child' I uncontrollably sob in front of levy "Lu-chan don't worry it will be okay" I shake my head "what if Natsu doesn't want it? How am I going to tell him I'm pregnant with his child?"

"Natsu will accept the child" "I don't know" I sob loudly now, I have been telling Natsu that I was down with stomach flu and he keeps going on jobs to help me pay my rent. "I'm going to ask him about children tomorrow" "great idea Lu-chan" in look at my hands and sniffled.

The next day- I wake up with morning sickness again, I look myself in the mirror and I rub my stomach, "today I'll probably ask him" I say to no one as i walk to the guild, I quickly scan and spot Natsu in our usual table I walk over there and levy gives me an encouraging smile "Natsu can we have a talk outside" "sure Luce" we walk out of the noisy guild and towards the woods "what is it? I didn't miss your birthday or our anniversary" "no I just wanted to ask you some questions" he nods as I take a deep breath "Natsu what do you think of having your own children? Like un now" I gulp "hmm, I don't want to have children in this age, they are too much work" "okay...what if you got children in like a young age?" "I really don't know maybe consider the double A I'm not ready to become a father" "Natsu! That's horrible no one would like giving up their children!" "I know, but that's why I don't want to have children only after marriage" I knew he wouldn't want it and my heart is breaking, now I can't tell him that I have something growing inside me "wait why are you asking me these questions?" "I just wanted to know a guys opinion on having children that's all" "oh okay see ya around" "okay Natsu....." I mumbled as I left to my house. I entered my house and slammed the door locked and then I take one of Levy's pregnancy books and start scanning through them and cry 'I can't believe him! I will never give up this child' I think as an idea pops in my head. I call levy and she quickly rushes over to me with Wendy "Lu-chan are you okay what happened" "Lucy-san does it hurt?" I shake my head and tell them about Natsu's answers "oh my Lu-chan I can't believe he even said that" "what are the double A?" Wendy asked and we both looked at her"a-adoption......" "And abortion..." Levy finishes for me, Wendy's eyes widen and then she bit her lip "what are you gonna do Lucy-san?" "I think that I will leave, maybe fake my death and I'll travel for a few weeks and settle somewhere and raise my children alone" "are you sure about this Lu-chan?" "You don't have to leave us Lucy-san!" "I think it's better for Natsu and for me to raise this child alone" levy nods her head "but promise me to come back. so how are going to fake your death?" "Ummm......"