Pain...

Not physical pain...

But emotional...

I could feel it throughout my body as my feet stepped up onto the edge of the bridge.  Jumping was the quickest way to do this...

I look down at the whirring cars,  thoughts we're going through my head,  and tears fogged up my eyes.  I lift my foot up,  if I lean forward,  I die.  If I lean back,  I survive

"Wait! " I hear a familiar voice screaming.  I turn around,  and through blurred vision,  I see Conner running towards me.  "Don't do it! I was just kidding! " I turn back around to face the highway.  "Please... " He pleads pulling on my shirt. I could hear the tears in his voice.

I step down to face him.  He does the unexpected,  and pulls me into a tight hug.

"I'm so sorry Tyler... " My arms wrap around his muscular waste as he begs for forgiveness.

"Its okay... " I lie, I could have died...  He plants a kiss on my shoulder,  telling me exactly what I wanted.  I pull back and stare at him for a few seconds before colliding our lips together. It was a weird feeling,  kissing your bully.  But it was also full of passion and lust.  He pulls away blushing.

"Look...  Im sorry for everything...  I wasn't sure how to tell you I like you,  and bullying you was the only way I knew how to show it." He sighs holding my hands.

"It's okay... "