Hi I'm about to start typing out a long paragraph because I have a lot on my mind and it all happens to be about a person I fell for. She's not ever going to see this because I'm too shy to actually tell her all of this stuff. You can skip this if you want to.

Ah where do I start. I'll start with what I first noticed. That was her eyes. They're an emerald green with hints of amber in them. I swear I could just get lost in them. They're always so bright and sparkly. Her eyelashes are long and they're a brownish color but they have some blonde in them. Whenever she smiles her eyes crinkle up at the corners and its the cutest thing ever.
Then there's her hair. It's a brown-ish blonde color. More blonde than brown. Its a short haircut and its layered in the back. I've only ever felt it once but it was soft. I don't mean to sound weird saying that.
Her laugh and her smile are just amazing. Whenever she smiles it's like she just lit up a pitch black room. She doesn't really smile a lot though. I want to be able to make her smile more though. Her laugh is just adorable. I don't know how to describe it because it's one of those things I don't hear a lot but when I do it's like an angel is singing. Her voice is just really smooth. I think it's perfect. But she doesn't really talk a lot either. She's quiet most of the time but she's still really fun to be around and just the thought of her makes me smile. She crosses my mind at least twice a day. I just really love everything about this girl and I hope she knows that.

haha im gay.

that was it.

sorry if you actually read that whole thing that was a lot of words i've just never really felt that way about someone.

love is weird.

it's beautiful too