I don't want to worry the ones I care about, but I can't seem to stop worrying them. I wish I could.

I don't want to worry anyone, but I guess being me does worry people. I mean I'm a suicidal teen, who gets beaten up everyday for being me.

But I think having a 2day attempt free streak is impressive, to some anyway.

I don't know why I'm writing this tbh. I guess it's nice to just type my issues.