:( my friends called me normal today. And now I am sad. They made Meerkat sad. I told them that compared to other people I'm not normal. And they said yes I am. And then I said "you don't even know what goes on in this brain." And they kept saying I was normal...

And then they said because I was normal I was unique because in this day and age being weird is the normal thing to be.

:( but that doesn't make me feel better.
Jinx made me feel better though so thanks Jinx.
Jinx: Your welcome

I don't want to be normal... Normal is boring. Anyone seen that Spongbob episode were he becomes "normal" and he's all like "Hi how are you."
Yeah I'm not like that.

Would a normal person have this in their photo stream. (That's was my last year Halloween costume. Why? Why am I doing duck lips!!!)

Ok now I'm just going to rant. You don't have to read this

I've suddenly noticed that my friends aren't always nice to me. K so when I first got my iPod I was obsessed with taking pictures and I took it to school. My friend puts the flag up on the flagpole everyday. So I wanted to take a photo like a superhero in front of the flag. So here's my friend doing it. (I blacked out her face for her own privacy)

And that's me holding the flag btw. Then when I want to do it. None of them hold it up! And their excuse that their lazy!
So here's mine

:(
One time they pretended I was a ghost for the whole lunch recess. :(
Every time I come up with something they don't thinks it a good idea but when one of them comes up with it its like the "best thing in the world" :(
They say I'm not tough and that I'm weak. And then when they talk about themselves being weak it's like oh yeah I totally get it instead of teasing them :(
They call me lazy. But then I ask them to do something and they say they can't because their to lazy. :(
My friend teases me for watching Dan and Phil. It's not bad it's more like whenever I talk about Fangirling she just whispers Dan and Phil to me. It's still annoying though. :(
I do a lot of nice stuff for them.
Examples:
They have to run an errand before school (like taking stuff to the office or something) or go talk to a teacher. I go with them without hesitation. I have to do any of that stuff. They have to think about if they want to go.
They have to go to the restroom. I wait for them outside. I have to go. They leave and tell me to catch up when I'm done.
They ask me to hold their backpacks for a second so they can pull something out I do it. I need them to do it and I have to beg them to do it.

I am currently sitting next to one of my friends in math. (The one in the blacked out photo) we are at "the good table" my math teacher moves people around a LOT because they talk and mess around. He's one of those teachers where if you beg him to he won't/will move you. So he tried to move me across the classroom to a bad table. I was begging him not to move me. (He didn't) and at lunch when I was telling my friends who weren't in that class about it the blacked out photo girl began retelling it and getting mad that I didn't say that I begged. Also if I'm sitting next to a friend and the teacher moves seats I'll say "aww I wanted to stay by you." And they'll say something like "eh I don't care." Sometimes I feel like a third wheel. Like they enjoy being around each other but when I'm around they push me around.

Oh wait! They treat me like a pushover!
I should probably stop but one more story. Ok? Ok.

So it was one of those "stay out of my way." Days and I got up to throw something away during lunch. When I came back a girl about a foot taller than me was in my seat (which was weird because she wasn't like a good friend of mine and my friends where near my seat) I told her to move and she didn't. So I said "look. I'm not having a good day. So either you move or I make you move." She stayed still and said "I'd like to see you try." So I sat down next to her (she was on the edge of the bench) and pulled on the end so I was sliding over. She didn't move. So I kept trying. She didn't move. So I stood up. Put my shoulder against her shoulder and pushed. She fell off the chair onto the floor. (This was hard floor too) I sat down and began to eat. My friends got mad at me. I told them that I said I wasn't having a good day and I had asked her to move. In my mind I was thinking "you mess with the bull you get the horns"

What makes it worse is that I've told them about this stuff.
Now I know what your going to comment. "You need to get a better group of friends."
Ok no I don't. They are still great friends this is just some bad things that I don't like.
I STILL <3 MY FRIENDS!!!