The pain, it got so much to take
So I'm packing my feelings away
My heart, it just can't take the weight
Suppressed 'til I don't feel a thingI broke down in my car today
For the seventh time this week, it's only wednesday
There's 17 bucks in my bank
I'm scared 'cause I got bills to payMy mother, she keeps calling me
She's asking if I'm suffering
But I just keep faking okay
My dad, he knows me best
I know he sees that I'm a mess
He just keeps on encouraging meThis life is beautiful
It's messed up but beautiful
And I feel alone
But I know that home is holding meAnd this world is broken
And hope feels foreign
Sometimes I feel alone
But I know that home is holding meI never expected all this
The hurt that was bound to come
But the pain got too heavy to lift
So to cope with it all I just numbAnd my only escape is my thoughts
Of a home that I'm missing so much
It feels like I'm floating around
But my anchor is still touching the groundThis life is beautiful
It's messed up, but beautiful
And I feel alone
But I know that home is holding meAnd this world is broken
And hope feels foreign
Sometimes I feel alone
But I know that home is holding meHold me close
I don't know where I'd be without you
Hold me close
I don't know where I'd be without you
Hold me close (Hold me)
I don't know where I'd be without you
(Hold me, I don't know where I'd be without you)
Hold me close (Hold me)
I don't where I'd be without you (I
Do everything I can be without you)This life is beautiful
It's messed up but beautiful
And I feel alone
But I know that home is holding meAnd this world is broken
And hope feels foreign
Sometimes I feel alone
But I know that home is holding meThis life is beautiful
It's messed up but beautiful
And I feel alone
But I know that home is holding meThis world is broken
And hope feels foreign
Sometimes I feel alone
But I know that home is holding me