At school after our make-out sessions, we tried acting cool so others wouldn't catch on, well more like I did since what Alexis said was playing in my head.

It worked for some time and during that time it was really fun.

We would have sneakily eye contacts and flirted with our eyes so no one would notice.

"Hey, Jamie!", Juliet shouted trying to get me out of my daydream.

Yup, apparently I was daydreaming about what happened yesterday and today I could only daydream as Andre couldn't come to school today.

"Oh hi Juliet, sorry was a little distracted, what were you saying?"

"Well I'm taking you up on your offer about having a sleepover or something this weekend with me?", she asked shyly.

"Sure Juliet! But I can only come on Sunday, I'm busy on the other days", I said without letting out any information.

"Oh okay, no problem. Can't wait for our sleepover!"

"Me either!"

I was so excited as it was my first ever girl sleepover and always dreamed of experiencing one but not that excited to blow off my secret date.

Now I was back to daydreaming and imagining what could happen when Andre comes over on Saturday.

Saturday finally came rolling in and I was so ecstatic at this point.

I believe this feeling was a mix of our secret date as well as my first ever girl sleepover.

Juliet and I planned for the whole week at school up until now.

We planned every little detail to make this event the best and maybe have more in the future.

Her parents were not a problem at all as they were really hoping and praying for someone to spend time with Juliet and be a close friend to her.

They spoke to me like I was the hero and said that I could come to visit or stay whenever and however long I wanted only if my mother consented.

My mother was so happy about the idea of me finally having a sleepover with a girl that she didn't even hesitate to say yes.

All it took for me to actually go was do my chores and that seemed fair to me so I didn't complain.

~Ding Dong~

Woah I really lost track of time here.

I ran to the door knowing that it was Andre on the other side and was so excited.

He walked in handsome as ever as I struggled to keep my emotions in check.

Mind you this was the hardest thing to do in my entire life.

He walked into the kitchen to greet my mom which I found so sweet.

It made me love him even more.

At that point, I could've pictured my future with him in it as my loving husband.

Hmm, maybe that was too far.

Shrugging off my thoughts I played cool and walked into my bedroom with Andre right behind me.

I just couldn't wait to put my hands on him which was so strange to me but it also felt right.

People say it's infatuation but I say it was love.

We knew each other for so long and we both confessed our love for each other so I say that is the definition of love.

But boy was I wrong!

When I got to my room, I sat on my bed as Andre strolled in.

We did the assignments that we got during the week to make my mom think it was really a study date when she checked upon us.

After being visited around three times, she stopped coming upstairs as it seemed to clear to her what we were doing.

That was our cue to start making out.

Our make-out session didn't last as long as other times but didn't pay any mind to it as I was enjoying the feeling.

I then noticed his hands moving up from his normal spot on my thigh.

I also didn't mind it and thought that was natural and meant he was getting used to me.

But then he slowly started moving way to close to my frontal area and suddenly felt violated.

I guess my body was signaling to me that we weren't ready for that as yet.

So I pushed his hand back to my thigh and continued on kissing as if nothing happened.

He then placed his hand up and down doing it faster without me even noticing in time and rubbing on me which made my inner feelings erupt.

Felt so wrong and good at the same time.

Guess he felt my reaction and thought it was okay to continue so he then went to my boobs, caressing it into is palms and making me moan out in the agreement.

At this point, Alexis's warning message came ringing in my ears but I just brushed it off.

While I was busy feeling in such a good mood, he gently laid me down on my bed with him climbing on top of me never breaking the kiss.

He started trailing kisses on my neck and back up to my lips with me just going with the flow and letting him work his magic.

That suddenly went south as soon as he tampered with my underwear by moving it to the side after sneakily moving under my flared dress.

I soon regretted wearing an outfit that was basically easy access and finally my mind was coming back to reality where my belief on not going too far with Andre was directing me in my next set of decisions.

"No Andre that's too far", I whispered and kept on kissing him thinking that was enough to make him stop with the extra stuff.

But it wasn't working as he still continued and this time rubbing on my bearskin clearly ignoring me.

"Andre I said stop!", accidentally biting his lip in the process and not as sexual as you may think because it starting bleeding.

Finally tasting the blood and he stops.

"Jamie what the heck! Was that even necessary?"

Now I was shocked at his response and thought that I was being delusional.

"Didn't you hear me say stop?"

"Yes but I didn't care...why would I stop when we both want this?", he said while attempting to finish off what he started.

"Andre what the hell! Are you serious! I said STOP!!!"

"What is it Jamie, I thought you wanted this? You even dressed up for the occasion"

"Wanted what! All I wanted was to make out as usual not have sex!...are you serious!!"

What the actual hell was happening... Why did he want this so bad?... Was Alexis seriously right about Andre?