22 years old

White tiles, disenfectant, an annoying beeping sound...

I knew straight away that I was in the hospital, it was a place I always hated, I had watched my grandmother take her last breath as she lay In her deathbed
Here.

It was a painful experience to say at the least, I was still heartbroken, I sat up and traced the flower tattoo I had got on my arm in memory of her.

"You're finally awake" a deep voice said and I turned to my side to see Andy sitting in own of those uncomfortable black chairs the hospital provides.

He was the only one sitting there and he looked tired, i guess everyone else must be at home or somewhere.

"Ashley,Jinxx,CC,Jake,Juliet and Anastasia are In the waiting room, I was allowed to come in because I'm your 'brother'" he said and I laughed slightly.

That's when I noticed the Iv drips on my arms and felt a bandage around my waist and one around my left arm which covered my hand as well.

"The others said I should go in first because I've known you longer" he said and I nodded "yep we've known each other for years now, your getting old Biersack" I said.

He chuckled and I laughed "so what happened exactly?" I asked when out laughter died down.

"Well Jordan sadly passed away, you ran out the hospital and got on your motorcycle, most people suspected you were driving home but a car crash happened in front of you so you had to swerve out of the way, but it was raining and your bike slipped and you fell and hit your head hard even though you had a helmet on" he said and I offed taking in everything.

Then the reality of Jordan dying settle in and tear fell down my face and I wiped it away quickly.

"What are you going to do?" Andy asked and I looked at him "I don't know, I guess I got to live life and maybe the pain will lessen one day" I said.

"You're ready to go once we've taken all these drips out" the nurse said and proceeded to do that.

I stood up with help from Andy and he handed me a bag, "what's this?" I asked as he smiled.

"Juliet and I bought some new clothes for you" he said, I hugged him and said 'thank you' before heading to the bathroom.

I changed into the clothes they bought me which was black jeans, a black t-shirt which was off the shoulders and a black converse.

I put my hair in a fishtail plait and left my fringe down, my temple was bruised and there was a cut on my eyebrow.

Apart from having my left arm and waist dressed in bandages I looked okay, I headed out of the bathroom and Andy was waiting there.

We headed to the waiting room and
Ashley,Jinxx,CC,Jake,Juliet and Anastasia all rushed up to hug me.

"Careful guys she's injured" Andy said as we headed out of the hospital "are you okay?" Jinxx asked as I nodded.

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The funeral day arrived and I was wearing a black dress which reached my knees and had two straps on, over it I wore a black cardigan and black heels with it.

My hair was pinned up properly and I didn't wear any makeup, everyone was here and it had just finished.

I placed flowers down where Jordan's Ashes were, his family wanted him to be cremated.

Everyone headed back to their cars to go back home, it was a sad day but we all got through it.