Dan was thinking.

Dan didn't really know what he was thinking about.

Dan wasn't really thinking about anything.

He was just thinking...

Phil was sat in his art class, waiting for the bell to ring whilst he stared blankly down at his phone which he was gripping ever so tightly. But there was one thing on Phil's mind. Suddenly Phil looked up from his phone as he felt another  living soul stood near him.

Phil met the light brown eyes which belong to Dan Howell. Dan awkwardly walked over to his seat and sat down quickly. Phil gave him a quick smile before reverting his eyes back to his phone screen.

Dan sat there, the awkward silence swallowing him up and making him feel extremely uncomfortable, but he just continued to sit there until the bell rung like music to his small ears.

***
Dan was staring down at the desk deep in his thoughts whilst the others on his table talked loudly in his ears.
Phil was talking loudly too.
Suddenly Dan heard someone mention his name.
"I'm doing the project with Dan," Phil said confidently.
Dan kept his head down.
"Well I guess it's really just you doing it since Dan doesn't talk," said abbey laughing slightly.
Phil didn't laugh.
"He does talk just not in class..."
Dan just sat there not answering.
"Does Dan even have any friends?" Ethan asked.
THEY DO REALISE I AM RIGHT HERE?! Dan thought angrily but he didn't show any emotion.
"Probably not all he does is stare down at his desk like a saddo and I think he's a loner anyway," abbey said laughing which made Ethan laugh along with her.
Phil wasn't saying anything.
There was a moment of silence until Phil spoke up.
"I'm dan's friend."
Ethan and abbey looked at him like he was an alien.
Ethan sniggered.
"I bet that's fun," Ethan said sarcastically.
Dan just stayed quiet waiting for what Phil was going to say next.
"Well actually it is he talks to me but the thing is he doesn't talk to dickheads like you," Phil said angrily.
Dan shot his head up and met eye contact with Phil.
Ethan had fell quiet and abbey wasn't paying attention.
Phil smiled at Dan slightly before he stood up and walked out of the classroom.

Dan quickly stood up and walked out.
Where did he go?
Dan looked around until he saw Phil standing in the corridor leaning against the wall.
He was staring down at his feet.
Dan sighed before walking quickly up to him.
He stopped next to Phil and Phil turned his head to face Dan.
Dan looked down at his feet awkwardly.
"What's wrong?" He asked innocently.
"Well what do you expect! I wasn't going to sit there and let them talk shit about you in front of you," Phil exclaimed folding his arms before sighing.
Dan looked up at Phil who was staring at the floor.
"Thank you," Dan said.
Phil turned his head to face Dan.
For a split second their eyes met.
Dan's heart flipped.

**
What was that feeling?! I have never felt it before!!!! What the fuck!! What fucking was it! I'm so confused... I have not fucking idea.
Not a clue...

But that feeling didn't last for long as soon it was over powered by a stronger, bad feeling which took over dan's soul.
The feeling of sadness.
The feeling of depression.
Dan has had this feeling come and go since he was about 12 years old.

Dan sighed as he clutched his knees as they dug into his chest.
Tears trickled down his cheeks slowly as he rocked himself trying to calm himself down.
But it didn't help.
Dan buried his head into his knees and began to cry.
He wept.
He screamed.
He cried.
He just didn't care anymore.
He didn't care about life.
About people hearing him crying.
About his parents.
About this shitty project.
He didn't care about anything.
But as he cried he couldn't help but wish.
Wish there was someone beside him.
Telling him that it was okay.
But the only thing Dan didn't know was who this person was.
Dan didn't know who he wanted beside him.
But he knew he needed somebody.

....
Your fucking in love Dan!!!
😂
Sorry it was a bit sad.
I hope your all happy and okay.
If you need to talk to anyone just message me or dm me on Instagram.
I'm always here to talk X
Also thanks for more than 100 reads
Also the next phan fic I am gonna write after this is gonna be called forever and it's a Tokyo ghoul phan fic so yeah 😂